wheeeeeeee.....

headache, backache, stomache, eggs... wahahhahahz

well, tired...

very tired....

i juz wanna to sleepz..................................................

Laofi is more fun.... NOW... i love writing...

Jap is crazy, I just can't get it rite now....

InMA1, yea man... now i finally love it actually except for all the stupid codes....

IMDP2 screwed.... But still enjoying the screwing....

Video editing rox...

Audio post production is slack...

wahahhahhaz...

these are all my comments for all my subjects now...

wahahhahahhahahhahaz

But all i know is that chionging project is soon to come....

heehee...

MISS

I miss a lot of people...
I miss my past...

I remembered being a simple guy, but now...
life in design aren't that simple.

how i wish it is simple...

well i miss cycling with the ntuc bike gang...
i miss kenna scolding by customer...
i miss quarrelling with the SO.
i miss the old times...

i miss my 1st ex.
i miss being an xtra...

i miss all my theatre productions.
i miss my theatre teacher: Royston Tan.
i miss all fun.

i miss having real free time...
i miss classroom life.

i miss camps.
i miss all people.

i miss drawing class.
i miss slacking.
i miss hardworking.

i miss not sleeping.
i miss sleeping.

i miss everything...

I miss U.

i felt that i am not complete.

something's missing...

wat is it?

missing in action...

me to all...

oh well,

dear friends,

if i am in a lousy mood and ignore u or i din put on a smile... do forgive me.

as my mood nowadays are sucky...

yea...

and plus sick too...

and plus a lot of problems...

so do forgive me.. ok?

thanks...

and sorry in advance....

new entry...(incomplete)

Oh well, blog blog blog

nowadays i dun feel like blogging...

having my inner emotion battle...

dun ask me y?

i dunno...

well, life is in sch is just another routine...

nothing much...

IMDP2, jap, InMA1, Videoediting, audiopost,LaOFi.

days have been very different.

everyday we grow...
we learn...

i believe in looking forward but sometimes i dun wanna continue the journey...

as it is really terrible...

life is really mysterious or shd i say fragile...

who will remember u for long?
wahahaha

sometimes, i dunno who m i?
wat m i doing?

most of the time, i wanna mental break...

going thru the journey of life.

i dunno how to love.
how to express my true self...

yea~ i am LOST...

but esp in love,
mayb i am not confident...

but

watever now...

i know nothing...

well, again till now i still ................
i dun wanna continue to blog this entry..........

ok that's all....

byez

=.+

yoz

a little more update...

saturday i oso went for InMA1.
fun...

woohahahhahahhahahazz...

then went to ang keong there to eat with chris...

and then went back to sch to meet vic, hui shan, eunice and chris and me...

wahahahhaz XD

well, bored...

tired...

but we went to OLD tampines road for our recce...

hahaz

fun...

as ppl thought we r wierdos....

and then we went to sentosa...

dun ask me, hey go sentosa so many times, not sianz meh....

my ans is depends lor...

but very fun as we saw dogs...

and have fun ...

hahahahhaz

then went to chomp chomp for dinner...

$2.50 sugarcane drink...
really can kill u...

stingray

rice

satay

satay bee hoon

fried something...

vege

and a lot more food...

eat till we die...

and i almost vommit...

hahahaz

as too much sugar cane

heehee

but heng ahz....

i din...

well... sianz

and we went home..

SUNDAY

I went to church, surprisely early....
wahahahahhaz

then slack at home after that... XD

then today, came to sch early....

and dunno liao...

wahahahhaz

miss the NTUC BNA biker gang...

heehee

ok byez.....

Bo liao

Wheeeeeeyyyyyyyyyy....

a saturday I'm in school...
sad....

hahahhaz


well now having InMA....

and having fun...

But i swear later will b crazy.... esp the graded stuff....

wahahahhahahaz

so wassup....

nothing much... still waiting for my home computer to b OK....

wheeeeeeeeeee.....

here i sleep.....

nothing to tok about

oh well, my body is tired and sorry guys as my com totally gone case so unable to go online, so i will b using sch's stuff to go online which is good as i pay so much for the stupid sch fee... heehee

so now i dunno wat to continue...

byez

skinning chris alive campaign!

skinning chris alive campaign...

top secret........

I am crazy...

Life is wonderful...

life is crazy...

nts

what happen to me?

I am no longer me...

dun ask me y?

read ur blog...

i know how much i have hurt u...

i have been thinking....

i know i still cannot put down my past.

this resulted me not being able to really trust ppl...

I am lost...

really lost...

i feels empty. I feel that i am not a human...

when i m helpless, the only way for me is to turn to GOD.

but not always...

deep inside my heart is battling.... years of years of battling...

pain...

although i know that death is a natural process....

but the pain will b always there....

for many years....

i am in this pain....

deep inside....

i shall end here...............................

Nothing

How many sides of personality can a person have?

I dunno...

I personally have many sides.

But I am really lost, lost in a world of mine...

I can't really see the future...

But I know that no matter what i do, Hurt is always there...

have been pondering with this word called life...

again, life has many to learn from it.

God's love and guidance...

God that created my life....

hahahaz

sometimes I really wonder...

wat is the use for one to learn so much and at the end, still returns back to the earth...

I prayed everyday....

and wanted to know more about life....

One thing that i am very sure of is that , I still can't put down my past....

and i never trust people...

i dunno y...

but trust is the biggest thing that i am afraid of.... (not death)

How can I put down my past?

I dunno....

sometimes I really break down...

I am always emotional....

But ...

arghs

yesterday morning go to TCC and slack...

3pm, imdp2 at LT25.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

today...

morning go sch... slack...

3pm skip DkPro...

and go for NE talk....

also skip jap...

hahahaz

and DkPro assignment is to do up 1 contact print....

arghs....

Miss camp refresh..........

i miss all programme ppl....
all the fun that we all had together....

working in programme is tiring, but rewarding....
know more ppl now...
and i think i have already walk away from the depressed me....
thank u ppl....

but i really miss u guys....

hahahhaz

i m not going to update u guys on camp refresh....
as too long to update u ppl...

hahahhahahahz

oh well....
i m proud to b in design sch once again...

and hope that there will be chances to work with all these programme ppl again...

programme......

PRO SIah~~~~~~

TIRED

yoz

i m back home after DOT...

well update u guys...

everything runs ok la... smoothly i suppose...

hahaz

hope that it will continue to grow....

my body is tired...

but i got to force the energy out of me now...

stress....

hahahaz

dun worry freshies, the DOC camp refresh, will be fun...

hahaz

and also will be a rewarding camp for u ppl...

well tmr is sunday, hahahz and i will book in at 7pm and enjoy my days n nites in TDS all the way to friday
hahahahz

well one thing: I lost my wallet...
that guy plz return me my wallet... PLEASE...

i shall not cursed u as jesus says love ur love ones and love ur enemy...


so I love U

hahahhaahahhz


but really....
i m tired....

well

a little more update

today is sat....

i went to ICA wanting to do a replacement for my IC. but i forgot to make a police report and $100.

so i will make a report tmr and will go n make my ic asap...

damn it...

then went to Jurong east to do a replacement for my ez link... ex lor....

damn it....

and went to boon lay that shopping centre to find a new wallet but i just can't find it....

damn it...

then went to pasir ris....
walk walk and eat...

then finally my friends came and we went for alpha course....

today we watched passion of christ....

and my tears began to roll down...

damn it....

hahahahahhaz

rite....
then have supper...

then came home...
have a nice bath

and came online...
tok to stan and sharon and jamie a bit...

and busy typing my programme stuff..........

arghs.................................................

ok NItez ppl

and i know u miss me.....

i miss u too...........

and i love u guys...............................................................

love ur loved ones and love ur enemy....

LOve GOD........

Camp refresh DOT.

well, i haven't pack my bag and is going to just dump some clothes in it.

hahaz

and i just reach home...

tired...

today went for programme meeting...

and got to know all games and locations at sentosa... hahahhaz

FUn and coolz games and we will have a costume parade...
heehee

well, i m just crazy...

den after the lotsa discussion, i went to take 23 to SIM LIM to meet chris and christine...
hahaz

then walk walk, then chris bought a game, and chris n christine went down and buy tapes for filming.

hahaz

den we walk all the way towards suntec...

and to pan pacific.

and play with the lift...

wow.. so beautiful... the landscape of the city of singapore is beautiful.
hahaz

den went down to the lounge area and we "steal" 3 boxes of pan pacific matches. hahaz

and we find ourselves a super comfortable place to sit and later we fall asleep there... until the person in charge came and chase us away.... hahhaz

wah~ that is wat i call enjoying LIFE.
heehee...

den we walk back to suntec busstop..

and took a bus home...
i ended up at PP...

and took another bus to Bedok...

and met up with my friend and have some chit chat and

i went home....

tmr is camp...

and so u wun be seeing me online on wed thurs fri...

dun MISS me...

but i know that u will...

hahahhaahahhaz

ok BYEz

wat r the keys to ur heart?

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship.
You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore.
In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

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happy mothers' day

happy mama day ....

Mom, I LOVE U...

hahaz

Thanks for everything....

HUGS....

HAPPY MamA day

yesterday was just another day ...

Thanks god for giving a real good weather. But we dun need it for yesterday as the trip is being cancelled...

well so after the cancellation , me, abel, chris, and christine went to BUGIS .

looking around for mama day present.

hahahz

den went to eat at pastamania.... den went to bugis village... as abel wanna buy the wrist beads band....

and ya....

den went back to bugis junction arcade...

play lor...

den go home late...

hahaz

this morning i managed to wake up at 0700... and at 0830 i went off..

hahhahahahhaz

and 1230 i m back home...

and HAPPY MAMA DAY..... hahahhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaz

tired

oh well...

a little update...

no more OBS

and now, slacking...
almost everyday having meetings...

hahaz

and now my body is super tired...
when will it break down...

yea~ tmr going sentosa...
hahaz

but i will miss my alpha course... =(

but nvmd, sentosa is also not a play place tmr...
we are going to look at the places for orientation...

hahhahahahahahhahaz

and sun dunno do wat...

but i know next week will be busy...

ok byez....

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yoz, people...

hahaz

well no more OBS liao.... so sad...
hahahz

but dun worry orientation still goes on...

well life also still goes on... hahahz

and busy with orientation and BB...

hahahahh

well nothing to say liao...
byez