sianz

sianz

sianz

hahahahahhaha

just tired...

well, ya i know...

JUZ TIRED...

anyway, now i m converting my itunes songs to mp3 format...
just for the sake of my brother...

hahahahaz

and trust me i have 8GB worth of songs

so i m happily converting...

sianz....

tired...

head spinning...

hahahhaz

today is the last day of 2005...

mayb later going countdwn...

sleepy....

ystdy filming is fun, tirin, hot, rewarding...

yea man...

thanks chris and eungene for the help of being talents...

ok too tired to type...

=)

whheeyyy

i am back blogging...

hehe

okok..

28th December...
Finally we start our production...

yea....

Making Chris as my talent...
I think that I made a wrong choice...

hahahhaz

"Where's he now?"
Damn I just can't pronounce the sentence properly and make a great joke out of it...
hahahaz

Wat to do...

haiz...

ok filming was fun...
But y m I the 2nd talent ...

damn i shd haf find another person.

hahahahz

oh no I was late for weelee BBQ...
but i still got filming..
so i continue filming until it ended

and i cabbed dwn to pasir ris park dere...

hahhahaz
in the cab , taxi uncle told me that the best pub is at pasir ris...
as environment very cool.

hahahahz

ya true...
sometimes really miss those times (Nite cycling...)

hahhahahahaz

Well, life is different now...
hehe

thank u auntie(weelee mama) for serving me food...
hahahahz

ok i know i eat alot...

hahahahz

ok then after the whole day we helped carry things into weelee's cab and say bye bye to weelee n family.

So now only leaving with me, jerry, ronnie, YC, bang han and norli...
we walked all the way to send YC home first...

then ronnie waited for his bus 21...
as for the rest we waited for bus 17...
finally bus arrived...

Norli drop off at tamp area...

and for we 3, we continue until we reached Bedok...

had supper...
reminds me of supper cellgp...

hahahahz
miss supper cellgp...

but due to my busy schedule,
haiz...

i wanna go back to have fun..
and praise the lord...

hehe

we chat until 2.45am...
hehehehehe

reach home...

tired..

knock out...

29 dec

filming is tiring...
trust me it is...

but fun...

30 dec

SUBJECT SELECTION...
not a big thing anymore...

no matter wat still got to see tommy...
hahahhaaz

ok byez

hahahaz

seriously manz...

if one day i really kill myself...

i dun find it wierd...

hahahaz

living in insane hell...

i wanna go heaven...

what has happen to me?

EMO is the rite word to use...

okok...

everything that I do is wrong...

i fall many times...
i pick myself up again many times...

this time round i feel like giving up...

love, studies, and even life...

i m becoming a hermit..

i hide from everyone...

i dunno why...

life is hard to go on...

then y must there b life???

or shd i say y m i given a life???
y can't some other ppl who needs it get it???

i dunno...

alot of things has been going thru my mind...

i dunno y?
m i crazy going insane...???

i dunno...

i saw blood in my mind...
is it satan trying to destroy my life?

well, if that's true,
i will at least donate all my organs to those who needs it b4 i die...

at least i can save ppl...

haha

well, i think i shd not donate my heart and brain as they are very EMO...

i am back to the stage of thinking death...

hahahahaz

well dun ask me y?

mayb i know why but i m not telling u ppl...

maybe it is

DEPRESSION

haiz.....

oh ya forgot to blog...
hahahz
on the way to bugis ystdy with deardear
on BUS 23...

we saw a box of durex condom
just on the ground in front of us...

hahahhaz

ok that's all...

( alot of inside jokes.... *heeheehee*)

whheeeyyy

hahahhaz

hello ppl long time no see...

hope that u guys had a very blessed christmas and also a good one...
Throw away all unhappiness and start everything afresh.
(will i say that sentence again during new year?)

hahahaz

lIFE is like that lor...
now i m updating u ppl...

i have update u guys on christmas eve and christmas day.
so now POST christmas day...
hur hur hur

hahhahaz

that means ystdy la...

well meet jamie quite early.
then took a bus to BUGIS...

on the way there, XH and meimei call me...

hahahhaaz

then reach bugis ler...
go walk walk...
and reach bugis junction...

bought deardear a poohbear...
then continue to walk walk.

then bought a new wallet... with deardear sponsor me some money...
hahahahaz

then go eat Pastamania...
yum yum...

ok i m hungry now AGAIN

hahahhaz

then we go to take a bus to great world city
at first wana catch the 6 plus movie de...
but too bad...

no more liao...

so we bought the 9 plus movie ticket.
and we catch the movie KING KONG

hahhahahahahaz

Oh my...
this is a damn cool movie...

but there's still alot of hrs b4 movie starts.
so we went walk walk...

then we bought something for we 2...
hahahaz

something that looks really cool...
hehe
a wrist thingy...
forgot what is its name...

hehe

then we took a shuttle bus back to Orchard...
we walk walk...
we went to ACO at wheellock...
wow...

thinking of that...
my mom is buying me the video ipod soon.
whheeyy

hahahhaz
i want the 60GB... black video ipod...
hehehehe

yes i m greedy...
hehe

and we continue to walk walk...
and we bought famous amos cookies...
cost me $9.50
hahahaz

then we took a bus back to great world

oh ya, at 9 plus...
while waiting ouside the cinema
we saw 2 familiar faces

they are the project superstar couple who claims that they r not...
hahahz
ya they are junyang and du hui ping.
hahhaahz

there's only 2 of them.
hahahz
they bought only 1 drink.
and their movie starts at 9pm but they went in at ard 9.15pm.
so u shd know what i mean.

hahahaz

then me n deardear also go in for our movie...
hehe
KING KONG is a super nice movie

GO catch it...

hehe

and after the movie, we walk all the way to Orchard to catch a cab home...

a note to SBS, please have ight owl bus services during public holidays too.
hahahaz

ok that's all.

whheeyyy

MERRY CHRISTMAS

celebrate this day with christ...

hahahaz

ok i am HIGH...

how i spend my christmas day...

with family
at SIM LIM
buy lots of stuff...

wahahahhaha

HOW I SPEND MY CHRISTMAS EVE

with my com
then with my old friends...
hahahz

not with jamie...
as i will b celebrating post christmas with her...
=)

nite went to Orchard...
wa lau eh...
Orchard is really like wat the...
at first we r not armed...
then later,
we bought ourselves snow sprays...
and here we go...
hahhahaaz

spray at ppl we dun like
spray at ppl who attack us...

But we say that we will not spray at infants and mothers and also children below 4...
hahahahaz

damn fun...

then tok a bus to esplanade...

CHEY

no fireworks...

but still there's spraying...

and then took a cab home...

=)

ok i m hungry...

You Should Get a MFA (Masters of Fine Arts)

You're a blooming artistic talent, even if you aren't quite convinced. You'd make an incredible artist, photographer, or film maker.

What Advanced Degree Should You Get?

The Movie Of Your Life Is Film Noir

So what if you're a little nihilistic at times? Life with meaning is highly over-rated. Your best movie matches: Sin City, L. A. Confidential, Blade Runner

If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be?

On Average, You Would Sell Out For

$1,123,950

At What Price Would You Sell Out?

Your Heart Is Blue

Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well. You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return. Your flirting style: Friendly Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish What you bring to relationships: Loyalty

What Color Heart Do You Have?

You Are Scary

You even scare scary people sometimes!

How Scary Are You?

Your 2005 Song Is

Since You've Been Gone by Kelly Clarkson "But since you've been gone I can breathe for the first time I'm so moving on" In 2005, you moved on.

What Hit Song of 2005 Are You?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Your Ideal Relationship is Polyamory

You want to have your cake... and everyone else's. Which isn't a bad thing, if everyone else gets to eat too! You're too much of a free spirit to be tied down by a traditional relationship. You think relationships should be open and free, with few restrictions.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You tend to give more than take in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

whhheeyyyy...

I am still in school...

and sianz...

ok bored...

sianz

emo...

hahaha

life in design is quite meaningless...

ok symptons of despression...

check out those posters ard the school...
and trust me,

I got all...

so m i having depression?

hehe

maybe...

that is why, Jackywinson-san is always EMO...

today was late for PCOMD meeting...
but everything goes well...

then met dear for lunch...
ate hor fun...

then go for 3d class...
today was ultra emo, stress....

and everything goes wrong...
i dunno why...

my bird looks like dunno wat...
haiz...

why.....

m i suitable for design?

I am not the best...

Video, I am not the best as so many ppl do better... (post pro, pre pro, pro)
website, I can code... but not the best, stan-san and they all are scary... and I dun do flash...
2d ani, I can't draw... my drawing sux...
3d ani, getting INTO my nerves... I sux at it...

wat's more...

wat m i good at?
i dunno...

i can code html and java... but i am not the best
I can do videos, but i am not the best
i can draw but i am not the best
i can do modelling but i am not the best...

so wat m i???

everytime, i reflect...
i am left alone...
I sux at everything...
I lose all confidence...

where is the me?

just ignore me...
hahahaz

anyways, I must say sorry in advance...
as nowadays i am bad tempered...

DEPRESSION

EMO

hahaha

ok.... watever...

i blog again..

i blog more when i am busy, tired, emo ...

hahhaz

christmas is comin

merry christmas..

whhheeyyy

well today is a ok day for me...

i feel that my life is so screwed...

hahahahaz

well, do u ever notice y there are so many depression poster in sch?

becoz everyone's emo...

hahahahaz

how dare u ppl, steal my design philosophy...

wahahahhahaz

ok crap is enuff..

sianz liao...

byez

well
today alot of ppl emo...

the entry that u will b seeing mayb a bit emo...
but trust me, i am not emo but sleepy...
my eyes are dry...

lol

sometimes i really dunno what the lord has plan for me.
is design the way for me?
i dunno...

i used to like performing arts... (basically drama)
and i always like singing but i dun sing in front of u guys becoz...
i am not ______________-....
hahahaz

ok i dun sing well...
ya i know...

now i m in IMD/MOI
wateva u call it...
majoring in video and 3d...
wtf...

i seriously dunno will i do a good video? or 3d stuff...
my skills sux...

i maybe slightly better in video but still i sux...
i am currently still SIP-less...
i dun wanna find shirlyn as i dun wan a lousy one that make me sit there for nothing...
i want to do work...
experience videos...

hahahaz

what is a good video?
i dunno
some says story
some say art direction
some say everything...

but for me i will say message and truthful
truthful to urself...
truthful in delivering emotions...

i think if i do video rite...
i can b emo king liao la
as all my stuff are all emo...

hahahaz

that is my design philosophy : EMO
hahahhahaaz

but seriously now i look back...
i dunno haf I wasted my life...
I have fun...
I like what I am doing...

but the question comes back to:
M I GOOD AT IT?

I dunno...

=)

enjoy ur work ppl...

today is a day...
just a day...

another BAD day...
(this is agreed by me and eunice)
hahahahaz

ok for me...
hahahaz

morning wake up 7 plus am...

then remember no classs....

sianz

then play game, chat online, send emails and blar blar blar...

then msn dear dear to remember to eat...

then at 2 plus reach sch to return equipment
and i took a freaking cab down to school..
and guess wat the uncle ask me, hey, u ppl doing videos and photography rite...
then i say ya, as he saw my tripod...
anyway u ppl got take nude stuff de rite...

errrrr.... i say no... and i smile...
he say aiya u ppl dun think is porn , it is art ok...
then i smile and speechless...

hello, videographers and photographers come out with stories... not porn...
wa lau eh

haiz...
ok reach sch le...
i spend $3.90 on cab...

heehee

then return equipment.
saw lee-lan (1)

wanted to borrow yr 3 cam
but dun haf...

so go out for awhile...
as a yr 3 go n return her equipments...
hahaha

then me n eunice went back in again and borrow year 3 cam...
hahahaz
saw lee-lan again (2)

then settle borrow yr 3 cam liao...
then walk out of store...

then shitz...
don haf mini dv tape...

so go back store to ask for a mini dv tape
saw lee-lan again (3)
but she say dun haf...

then we went back up to level 5..
we went to find gail...
but she is not in...
went down to find sharon...
she call us to go to store... but i say lee-lan say dun haf...
so she say go n buy...
then we went up to find wahidah...

she say that lee-lan got recycled tapes...
so i went down to sharon there and tell her that i going down to borrow mini dv tape...
but if anything sharon help me tok tok lor...
she says ok

then went down again...
saw lee-lan (4)
and borrow out 1 mini dv tape..

then went up to meet eunice and siyuan...
have some time figure out what to do...
and happen to find out our cam dun work...

so we went down to store again...
saw lee-lan (5)

then she says she will look at what problem ...

then at 4.30 we go back store...

and saw lee-lan (6)

and the yr 3 cam cannot make it so we return and repair...
then we borrow the yr 2 cam...

hahahaz

then we went to eat then
back to 3d lab

but nothing to do as too late...
so we play games...
http://www.monkeyinthepants.com

hahahaz

and end of story...

= today we do nothing

haiz...

The results of your analysis say:

You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry.
You are a shy, idealistic person who does not find it easy to have relationships, especially intimate ones.
You are affectionate, passionate, expressive, and future-oriented.
You are not very reserved, impatient, self-confident and fond of action.
You are self-confident and like to bring attention to yourself.

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lalallalala

wateva

tired...

well,
days flies...

nite flies too...

hahahaz

ystdy 3d is maddness...

at first we start with our gp thing then go for break...

and when we comes back, it is terrible...

hahaha

then went to bassfish dere...

quite fun...

then go for meeting...

ahzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

yea today no school...

whheeeyyy

BUT BORED...

tmr got submission...
pcomd vanni class de

haiz

ok byez

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ok i m feeling damn stressed up...

i dunno y...

this is a tight feeling...

mayb i m rushing my life...

arghs...

happy birthday to xinyu meimei...

hahhaz

ok back to do work...

i am damn stressed...

tmr got to submit 2 scfun stuff and till now 0% done...
and also submit PCOMD reflection also 0% done...

and now i am sick...

a bit feverish...
and body is tired...

hehe

well, life is like that lor...
work work work...

but quite fun

and tiring

wat m i toking???

errr... random stuff...

byez

whhheeeyyy

i am happy...

i have finally bought a set of Dan Brown books.

whhheeyyyy..
there's DA VINCI CODE, ANGELS AND DEMONS, DECEPTION POINT and DIGITAL FORTRESS...

hahahahaz


and it cost only $39 plus at popular...

whhheeeyyyy...

I am so happy...

I can finally fulfil my reading mind...

hehehe

ok now i will start on my inter-something and news report and also PCOMD reflection.

hahahhaz

no time to play...

ALL WORK, NO PLAY!

lalala...
i am bored...

today i wake up late
and thus unable to make it to church...
haiz...

well, today is really my rest day...
wwwhhhhheeeeyyyy

damn i haven settle my SIP
hahahaz

To christine

Hi,

just read your blog... and couldn't find the tagboard...
and i oso read XH's blog too...

well, that is what i will say, that is what friends for...

if you got any problems, dun keep it in your heart...
well i oso have this problem too..

but at least i try...

well, imd din do anything wrong to u rite?
Design is something that is unusual.
that is y we are being selected to be in this school.

dun keep on saying all the fucking words...
as it doesn't help...
u wanted to do ur SIP in a webbie company...
but do u have enuff skills?
what i mean is enuff... not got or not?

like me, i wanted to do 3d animation...
But I dun haf enuff skills...
so I go for video as I got enuff skills dere...
although I haven got into any company yet...
but i believe that i will still be in video for SIP...

so, dun really put urself in such a stress position...

look at your portfolio...
what do you think is the best?
what are you exactly good at?
photography?
illustration?
I dunno...

so that is one thing that you must look into..

well, stop complaining bout $$$...
u spend a lot of $$$ on unwanted stuff...
so, do think b4 u buy anythin...
hahhaaz

if really want to complaint about $$$
then i think i shd be the one to complain...
if my family happens to really cannot pay for my sch fees..
then i shall haf to quit sch and go NS...

haiz...

as your friend (I still dunno whether u still treat me as 1 or not? but i think u still treat me as ur friend... )(hahaz),
I can only say dun complain too much bout life...
as no matter how much u complain it is no use...

so why not try to enjoy life...
and glad o know that ur health is getting better...

hahahaz

so, hope that u will be happy and stay content with ur life...

anything u can still look for me, chris, XH or any of ur friends...
as we r still ur friends...
and want to b true friends...

ok...

tata...

the end...

smile...

Hello people...
If you got extra cash ...
this album is what I got to intro you...
She's my senior anyway...
as in my drama senior...

hahahaz
the songs in there is quite nice...
so you should go and search for this album...
hahahahaz
(Precious Stones >>> Olivia Ong)

Shout of the King

I give You praise for You deserve it
I give You praise for what You've done
I give You praise for You are able
I give You praise 'til I overcome

I give You praise when the sun is shining
I give You praise in the dark of night
I give You praise when the battle rages
I give You praise 'til it works out right

The shout of the King is among us
God lives here in our praises
The shout of the King is among us
Praise Him praise Him
Praise Him in everything

Heaven opens as we sing Your praise
Angels join us as we praise Your name

Now that you're near

Hold me in Your arms
Never let me go
I wanna spend eternity with You

(verse 1)
I stand before You, Lord
And give You all my praise
Your love is all I need
Jesus, You're all I need

(verse 2)
My life belongs to You
You gave Your life for me
Your grace is all I need
Jesus, You're all I need

(pre chorus)
Hold me in Your arms
Never let me go
I wanna spend eternity with You

(chorus)
And now that You're near
Everything is different
Everything's so different, Lord
And I know I'm not the same
My life You've changed
And I wanna be with You
I wanna be with You

(bridge)
And I will sing for You always
'Cause in Your presence God is where I wanna stay

well, having been walking with the lord ...
but in this walk...
it is quite tough as there's a lot of things that stop me...

now i am not regular in my quiet time with GOD.

sorry lord...
being human is insane...
hahahz

I m now trying to be more regular in my quiet time.

I pray that more companies can email me back...

hahahaz

i pray for being able to be accepted in a company soonz for my SIP...

lord...
just wanna be with u forever...

=)

whhheeyyyy

today is so fun...

at 3am plus i reached stan-san hse...

WAT THE ...........

hahahahaz

dun worry, as I only need chris imac to decode my video...

hehehe

well...

stayed thruout

then went to the sofa dere..

and lets say 5... 4... 3... 2... 1...

and there i go in my darkness world of rest...

hahahahz

then when i wake up it is already 8 plus...

hehe

oh shit my morning interview is at 9am...

and I din go for that...

but i received an email from that boss asking me to call him back and arrange another interview.

hahahaz

then at 2.45pm.
I chiong cab down to new bridge road for my Ochre Pictures Interview.

wa lao eh...

that place is ok la...
not really hard to find...
i am just blind...

hahahahz

then went for the interview....
very fun...

at first i m a bit nervous as afterall my first interview...
but later i like having presentation like that lor...

u guys shd know how jacky will present himself with alot of gestures.
hahahaz

then show them my portfolio...

and my fav. P2 video

then the lady after watching the skinning video half-way,
she says stop...
okok

hahahaz

then need to wait for call...

sianz

i wish that they could accept me...

hehe

then when i step out to the sofa area,
I saw Priscella and Shermaine(Yr3).
they are also here for interview...

hahahaz

well not only we 3 but there's also alex and rainer ahead of me...
so fun...

and Ochre is damn near Peach Bloosom...

hahahaz

then me and priscella were like saying, next time we can get Xiao hui out to club...

hahahahaz

ok very random i know...

this is me what...

then we went to take MRT...
and i got out saying bye to priscella at raffles place as I need to go orchard to service my fone...

hahahaz

tata...

here I am...

GREEN DAY LYRICS

"Boulevard Of Broken Dreams"

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...

well, i dunno wat my life will be as a designer.

now i dun even get to close my eyes, rest my mind.

back is aching terribly.

head is spinnng..

I am sleepy...

but got to wake myself up...

now chionging interstitial...
and portfolio...

this thursday got an interview at Academy Video Productions Pte Ltd
9am somemore at tanjong pagar.
well that one is more on video and 3d animation.'

yeah just receive an email from orchre pictures.
they want me to call them.
so i will call them tomorrow.

whhhheeeyyyyy

SIP is driving my crazy.
PComD is driving me nuts.
SCFUN is indeed very fun............. (fun-ke-lan)
video pro, another stress.
3d is damn fun with a group that is quite cool but i somehow regret.
event planning is ok la... i just can't really stand the way CMM gals act as in the way they speak or wateva... errrr... but i dun think that the whole of CMM speaks that way... but overall still OK la....
Sound design is fun and evil.
acting workshop is the most relax module for me...
apel2... hur hur hur..


that's all...

whhhheeeeyyyyyyy

oh ya today or shd i say yesterday,
i got event planning test or quizzzz...
and i think i will fail badly....

as i dunno wat the fuck are all those...

sorry for using the word...

sleepy jacky is always not in the correct mood...

ok back to doing work..
byebye

i apologize if i get pissed off with u or wateva...

as i am tired...

hahahahz

byez

tried doing this in 3d max just now...
hahahaz

quite cool...

whhhheeeyyyy

well i am seriously in a bad mood...

i break down once again...

yes i admit that i wam wrong to be busy...

i know that my time n ur time can nv match...

i know u suffer a lot...

i know that u r seriously fucked up with me...

i know that i dun fit to be anybody dream guy...

i know that i am quite a workaholic...

i know that i dunno how to make ppl happy...

i know all these things

i know that u r unhappy...

feel unloved...

but what can i do...

i seriously i dunno...

shd i kill myself and leave this world...

i can't take it anymore...

i dun wan to put on my smiley mask everyday...

i want to be myself...

i dun wan emotions...

i want to be emotionless...

i want to be hard-hearted...

but...

somehow... i will still put on my mask...

i dunno y...

noone will understand how i feel...

my mom, my dad, my gf, my friends, my buddies, my close friends......

no ones understand the real me...

since secondary sch...
my mom has never support me...

i know that currently i do have financial problems....
if this continues maybe i will have to quit school...

but i m still surviving

i know my family stress...

that is y i never tel them bout my problems , my unhappiness...

as i dun wan to add to their trouble...

i tried my best to make everyone happy...
but ended up i screwed everything...

y???

my mom just quarrel with me...

all bout money...

wat can i do?

i cannot stand anymore...

today she even goes to the extend on if u dun like , go to the press and post an advertisement stating breaking ties...

i seriously dunno wat's up with her now?

she can throw all her temper at me...

but not at my brother....

i dunno...

sometimes i really wonder m i their child?

i dunno...

i know that some might say i have gotten unfair treatment.
but i surrender to my life...
that's my fate.

wat's wrong with me?

i have tons of tons of work to settle...

i get fucked up by clients, teammates, friends, lecturers and many more...

but i kept all inside me...
even my closest friends, buddies, and wateva dun know bout my problem...

as i think that they have their own problem to solve, y add to their trouble?

i am seriously going mad soon...

i remember i was once a freelance...
but i was fucked up by all these clients ...

that's for website...
mainly on java

i remember i was once a person who writes songs...
my music piece is being selected
but someone change a bit (from the music house) and claim that it was done by him...
and i m not paid for that...

fucked

i know i am stupid...
i am silly...
i am brainless...
i am just useless...

y???

people do better than me...
i am the worst...

I am not an ideal son.
I am not an ideal boyfriend.
I am not an ideal guy.
I am not an ideal person.
I am not an ideal friend.
I am nothing.

just shit. (I admit)

I lose... ya... I lose to myself...

i dunno how long can i keep my relationship with jamie as i know that there's some problem now...

i dunno how much longer can i stand my mom...

i dunno how long can i be normal.

i dunno how long will my mask takes to crack.

i dunno ...

for those with happy families, treasure it... and u guys r lucky...

to jamie: sorry dear,

I have not have time for u. I know that u might feel very neglected...
but i still have to say sorry. i always say that i m busy. and u always say that i always say that.
but that is the fact. i seriously apologize..

anyway as u have read my above stuff... well, i m just saying or giving my piece of mind ... you shd know that i do have a lot of problems... well the reason for not telling u is i want to b selfish as i dun wan u to worry too much... as this sem is ur SIP.

well, loving u to me is easy but yet hard as time doesn't allow me to do that. and i know that knowing me is even worst... i dun wan u to end up getting hurt...

i hope u will understand... i have read the email that u send me...

i dunno wat to reply as i know that i am in fault.

well... i do miss you... but yet i dunno...

at first for me... accepting u is hard for me...

as i never put down my past...

but once i have u back, i did lighten my past...

but when sch starts ...

i only bring hurt to u...
sorry dear.

seriously when u say mia in msn, i tell myself, if that were to happen i will be the one to be mia.
or even die...

as i dunno how to face this world anymore...

promise me that you will live ...

well, anyway if u were to leave me, i wun be angry with u as i know that i am in wrong...

anyway sorry dear...

-------- Thanks guys for reading -------

well having acted for more than 5 years , it does helps a lot...

as u guys have always see an acting jacky...

hahahaz

ok... put on my mask again...

byez

well long long time din blog liao...

hahahazzz


LONG???

yep...

well... today is just not my lucky day...

firstly i had nightmare...
then i wake up late (i wake up at 8.30am)
then reach sch late(30mins late)
then body feeling wierd...
stomach is real bad...
then wanted to scan my stuff, but all scanners DOWN
CHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE-BYEEEEEEEEEEE

sorry just can't control myself...
see how bad luck m i...

suay

ok... today sound design class rox...
and i learn alot...
trust me...

as i am also a sound guy...
haha

although better in video and improving in 3d but still i am a sound guy...
=)

i do sound...

then went to find lecturer sharon but she not in... damn...

then saw shirlyn and run and pass her a form...
she ask me bout OSIP...

well... i really dunno...
SIP/ OSIP...

well i seriously dunno...

work has been killing me...
I can hardly breath

well...

hahahz...

then went for acting class...
well i mimic sharon the lecturer...
hahahaz

quite easy for me...

and fun...

then have fun during acting

(yes, acting is my ONLY relax module)

well after class i try to find a scanner to scan my stuff but all down... scanner as in A3 size scanner... haiz...

suay...

then go slack a bit...

then go line ani room and saw XH...

then stay dere for awhile...

then go and find chris and stan and stay throughout...
help them a bit in the angle...

hahahaz

video angle...
the rules of thirds...
the composition...

and whatever...

trust me video-ing is fun...

hahahaz

then start interviewing different students for the open hse...

heehee

cool rite...

then here I am..

later gonna check with siyuan, eunice, and sharon , tmr meet wat time?
then do research for apel...
then study some 3d tutorial and try out some...

then





then.




then..







then...





I











will












have












to













rest in peace

I think that I am sick

today went to the loo dunno how many times for big business...
haiz...

then past few days vomitted...

dunno y...

and body is damn tired...

shit...

i am tired...

hahahahaz

i am still in school...

doing nothing but blogging...

as i am tired...

now I own the studio...

hahahaha

as no ones around

with this lappie top of mine...

i can online and slack...

I read dear's blog...

who angry???

not me wor...( I hope)

as i am tooooooooooo busy...

hahahaz

as usual...

designers are real busy freaks...

they can even eat up their sleep time and still chionging their projects...

ystdy nite thought of staying awake to do my stuff...
STUFF( SCFUN and others)

But due to my tireness which is i din sleep on sunday nite,
I watch project pilot and fall asleep...

without knowing...

so my TV is just operating throughout the nite... (i think)

hahahaz

damn...

BORED

ok byez

well did anyone call me last nite???
I apologize for not picking up my phone.. as I fell asleep...

and i dun call back de...

hahahahaz

byez

whhheeeeyyy

I am feeling abit high...

as now is 5.53am

and i have not slept...

whhheeeyyyy

back is aching...

but i can't sleep

if not I will be late for vidpro

hahahaz

well...

just sianz...

ok that's all...

Stefanie Sun having her concert soon... ahzzzz

I want to go...

no $$$$

any sponsorship?

hahahaz

yoz...

sianz...

i am really sianz...

THINGS TO DO:
1) email vani, resume and cover letter
2) 3d landscape
3) portfolio (all the scanning and linking)
4) acting workshop: monologue and which lecturer to choose?
5) find SIP company: (Need to seek help from john quek, eunice, my friends, and Royston Tan)
6) need to do my ScFun...
7) actually i forgot liao... haiz...


well i know there are some more things I need to do...

BUT I FORGOT...

well, bored..

today have Sound Design...
cool class...
we have a little test on 10 band wave...
and cool as it is kin of hard for our little ears to differentate everything

then went to watch chicken little with sharon, eunice and vic...

hahahaz

and o for acting class at 3pm.. although it starts at 1...

but all i know is learn about mime...

wat the...

mime again (ok that's for me... as i have been doing this)
but nice lecture by alfie...

well... been busy busy busy busy

life is crazy....

trust me... i dun like the life in Singapore...

well too bad...

well end class then go find wahidah for consultation on my ScFun...

she likes my teaser... but has a little problem with my trailer...

but at the end... she says ok... WTF...

oh well, ok la at least i din get shoot...

wahahahahahaz

then here I am...

bored...

slacking...

TMR CELLGP...
hahahaz

long time din go liao...

yea.....

ok that's all...

bye bye...

Oh ya... Meowmoo is coming again soon...
this time woth great designs... By abel...

hahahahaz

see i advertise again...
next time I charge...

hahahaz

ok byebye

I watch chicken little on my laptop le

damn cute..

damn nice...

damn wow...

those 3d animators are just simply wow...

haiz...

how m i gonna compare with them when my landscape sux....

hahahaz

well sip coming

all wat's in my portfolio...

errrr...

i dunno...

ahzzzzz....

ok byez

well...
today is a real bad day for me...

i did not go for my events planning lecture as i overslept...

and it rain again...

and i go for my 3d ani and i dunno how to do...

damn...

my character designs really ok and it seems to work perfectly fine with me...

but today we are doing landscape and I suck at it...

my landscape screwed...

arghs...

REDO-ing...

and haven finish...

and i am really kaboom...

at first wanted to go with abel and XH to watch mind-game...

but becoz i want to do my 3d(which i have not done yet)
I say Noooooooo...

hahahaz

but eventually i gif up on this 3d for today as i dun wan my brain to be fried to-fu...

hahahahaz

haiz

so i took a bus wanna go home...

but i went to the bedok cinema, errrrr.... i think the name of the cinema is princess...

well where's the prince? hur hur

and i alone catch this movie dragon squad...

as usual those police and gangs type of movie...

but this is rather cool...

i like how the D O P lights up the scenes... and also the art director is cool... (in his idea)

hahahahaz

well if u wanna catch it dun waste money in those big names cinema...

as I only catch this movie at 5 bucks in bedok...

CHEAP...

hahahaz

although I have not catch harry potter but I dun wan to watch unless my brother buy the DVD/ VCD...

hahaha

which I thought he will...

hahahahahz

well... apologise to deardear...

and thank u enuice auntie... I dun care I will wan u to teach me the landscape on friday...

wahahahahaz

and 3d will be the tough one for me for this sem...

well I think scfun is worst as I got WAHIDAH la...

well she is rather ok...

even wahidah, U, can be reading this...

but please speed up ur class. dun repeat and repeat and repeat the same old thing...
and last but not least errr... just dismiss us early...

=)

ok byez

Chris says that he shave his butt hair...

errr....

ok that's all...

as I am still in skoolllllllllllllll....

wth....

hahahahaha

S L A C K I N G

N O W I A M S L A C K I N G I N T H E S T U D I O...

WELL, I AM AWAKE...

HAHAHA

AS HAVE A GREAT SLEEP DURING WAHIDAH CLASS...

HEHE

whhheeeeeeyyyyy

Jacky-san is finally done with his scriptwriting....

well i write about the korean award winning movie: The Way Home.

I love this movie alot...

as it is very touching...

yea...

U guys must catch this movie...

out in VCDs and DVDs...

wahahahhaz

and i think also in all popular downloads station...

hehehe

but i dun encourage u ppl to be a pirate

but wateva as it is ur bloody business...

so none of my business if you go download and kenna caught...

then i will just pray for u...

hahahaz

well feeling a bit sleepy but not tired...

ok i shall go and sleep ...

but before that i must print my stuff...

damn where's my thumb drive????????

arghs

i need it as my com cannot print as this is a laptop...

i need to use the damn PC... u know....

arghs

ok...

when emo jacky now becomes sleepy jacky...

but not like either sharon or eunice... as they are piggy head and pillow head respectively...

so i shall just be jackywinson de head lor...

that sounds normal...
i mean much normal... u know? u understand?

well i think u still dun understand...

nvmd...

oh well... ok i am sleepy...

now i officially knock out in 5..... 4... 3...... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

well here i am...

having my short 5 mins break...

yes, as i am still doing my scriptwriting ....

ahzzzz...

i happen to find out that now i hardly smile...

y???

maybe i overstress myself...

maybe i can't deal with my temper anymore...

y???

r things really that bad now for me ?

well time for me to start work again...

BYEZ

sim soon heng Guppy Agility 4 | Strength 9 | Stamina 7 Battle Rating 20 Origins sim soon heng's origins are unknown Can your fishy beat sim soon heng ?

I love this album...

yesterday i bought mayday album...

and today i bought Do As Infinity album (Do The A Side)

damn nice...

okok.... i love do as infinity long time ago...
sad... as this will be their last album...

oh well... i am a bit bored...

serious...

well...

i think that i am sick...

as i tend to get hungry easily...

but my stomach sometimes make me feel uneasy...
maybe becoz of my breathing...
dun tell me asthma is back....

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

hahahahaz

well...

just tired...

back to my coffin for coffee...

hehe

Water - Dominant

You are a very
mellow person and just seem to flow from one
thing to another so easily... You have many
talents and succeed in most things you try...
Your moods seem to constantly change... You
long to be free and hate to be
caged...

Animagi form:
Mermaid
Most compatible with:
Elecricity
Least compatible
with: Earth
Song: The
Great Beyond - R.E.M
Ruling
God: Poesidon


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Footprints in the Sand
by Mary Stevenson

One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was
walking along the beach with the Lord. Across the
sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene, he
noticed two sets of footprints in the sand: one
belonging to him, and the other to the Lord. When
the last scene of his life flashed before him, he
looked back at the footprints in the sand. He
noticed that many times along the path of his life
there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed
that it happened at the very lowest and saddest
times in his life. This really bothered him and he
questioned the Lord about it. "Lord, You said that
once I decided to follow you, You'd walk with me all
the way. But I have noticed that during the most
troublesome times in my life, there is only one set
of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed
you most you would leave me." The Lord replied,
"My son, My precious child, I love you and I would
never leave you. During your times of trial and
suffering, when you see only one set of footprints, it
was then that I Carried You."

Anyone who thinks sunshine brings happiness has never danced in the RAIN!

†One day EVERY tongue will confess You are God, one day EVERY knee will bow!†

†So in Christ we who are many form one body, and each member belongs to all the others†
~Romans 12:5~

Now i dun really care about SIP or OSIP...

as got SIP, i will pray that i could get into ZHAO WEI Films or any 3d companies...

hahahaz

OSIP, any 3d or film -making companies...

well now i like 3d... hahahaz after my first lesson on making a ball bounce...

cool...

quite easy...

and cool...

i nv know that i could make a ball bounced in the computer...

hahahaz

damn i dunno wat to major in 3D or video...

can i get the best of the both....

plzzzz....

as i really dunno and both i like...

hahahahaz

ok now my timetable pretty rox...

thurs off day...

mon 9am to 5pm...
tues 9am to 6pm...
wed 9am to 6pm...
thurs OFF
fri 9am to 6pm...

well this sem couldn't get into broadcast design or digital imaging as FULL house...
so nvmd... i shall take them next sem...

mon- Video pro and event planning tutorial (SIP dunno what on week 39)
tues - ScFun, Apel 2 and PComD
wed- event planning lecture, 3d ani 1
thurs- OFF
fri- sound design and acting workshop

quite cool... and i got btea for ScFun...
She is rather OK la...
just hope that i pass very well in ScFun...

hehe

ok that's all...

see u...

hahaha

now my brain is not working...

my back is aching actually...

wahahahaz

well, quite happy as i got in to 3d animation 1.

now only wish that they can open another broadcast design class...
and hopefully on friday noon...


hahahahaz

so that my timetable will be perfect...

yea....

that's the way...

hahaz

well, now slacking at CHRIS house...

yes trust me, this is pure slacking...

as i am doing nothing...

really...

------------------------------------------

ok depends on my mood, maybe i will crap more stuff...

yea...

byez

yea... i got into 3d animation 1... after asking or shd i say begging alan ... hahahz

but i still dun haf digital imaging...

so nvmd for that...

now only hope that broadcast design open another class so that i can get broadcast design...

hehe...

well... i am still blogging in sch...

my wish for this sem:

hello...

I am still unhappy with my timetable

Things to do tomorrow...
Go and do add/drop...

-Move PComD to tuesday so that my thursday will be free...
-Add Digital Imaging on friday(3-6)
-Add 3D animation1
-Drop TV Pro...

hahaha

today i din go for video pro class...
as cannot wake up

hahaha

ok that's all...

I want my 3d and digital Imaging...

plz... gif it to me...

and make my thurs FREE...

hahaha

ok that's all...

sianz...

hahaz

ystdy nite, went out with my old brothers... (yes they are old... as in knowing each other for duno how many yrs)

haha

we went for steamboat-ing at marina bay dere...

hahahaz

yum yum...

$10 per person only...

and that is CHEAP!!!

and we ate chicken pork PRAWNS(many more PRAWNS), Crabs, clams, vege, fried stuff, and many more...

when it is damn worth...

as i bet we ate more than $10 worth of food...

as we are rather BIG -eaters...

heehee

yum yum...

I want to go dere to eat again...

okok...

that's all...

oh well ...

sianz...

ystdy nite went to my cellgp party...

hehe

well... trying to ask jamie to join me, but she is not feeling well...

so too bad...

hehe

then went to the party at eleven plus... pm

hehe

then went there and celebrate brother Issac birthday
by touring around the condo...
then throw brother Issac into the Pool...

hehe

then went back to the hse...

then smash cake at his face...

then comes another cake for makan...

hahaha

well it is a melted ice-cream cake so we ate it without slicing it...

just grab a spoon and eat...

hehe...

then rest for a while...

then drink vodka...

then play games...

quite fun...
and tiring...

indeed all the games are more than enuff for a 2.4km run...

hehe

then watch a movie...

then tata...
brother Nicholas drive me home...

at 5am plus plus...

hehe

ok....

time to knock out till 12 plus plus....

hehe

later going for steamboat..............................

whhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

hahahaz

i just happen to read my entries a yr ago de...

well, i used to be a saddist siaz...

hahahahaz

I must really say that I have change alot...
as i am happier...

whheeyyyyy...

lol...

times flies....

arghs...

NS coming...

wooohoooo... 2 yrs more to NS.... or shd i say 1 yr more... nvmd lets make it 2... hehe

can't wait to get into there...

as i want to get into NS... and is looking forward to this day...

I used to hate NS a lot...

but i dunno y when i grow... i love it...

wierd jacky...

hahahaz

but shit...
I can't swim...

HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahahaz

nvmd, still got time to learn...

wait a min...

wat still got time?

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

not enuff time....

arghs...

nvmd...

=)

but do i still have the emo face????

Stan still say yes de la...
hahahaz

maybe i m born to have such an emo and cool-looking face...

lol...

haiz....

smiling...

and bye bye..

whhheeeeeeeyyyyyy

Things to Buy after I get my pay...
1) a bag...
2) a wallet...
3) Do As Infinity CD...
4) SAVE THE REST FOR MORE IMPORTANT STUFF...

Haiz...

Hello....
I am Jackywinson-san...
well I am sick...
with a bad nose...
so i am pika chu-ing...

hehe

and to dear dear:
wei...
tomorrow remember to come to my bro party wor...
so 9.30pm meet ok?

contact u thru phone tmr...

hehe...

bored...
bored...
bored...

hello...

here comes wo...

wo is me...

hahahaz

been tired...

HELP.......

lol

but

i
am
seriously
bored...


nvmd...

school starting soon...

yeah...

but where's the damn timetable...

arghs...

hahahahaz

SIP is coming too...

nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

ok that's all...

smile...

=)

童話 歌手：光良 | 作曲：光良
填詞：光良 | 編曲：Taichi Nakamura (bluesofa)

忘了有多久　再沒聽到你
對我說你最愛的故事
我想了很久　我開始慌了
是不是我又做錯了甚麼

＊你哭著對我說　童話裡都是騙人的
　我不可能是你的王子
　也許你不會懂　從你說愛我以後
　我的天空星星都亮了＊

＃我願(要/會)變成童話裡
　你愛的那個天使
　張開雙手　變成翅膀守護你
　你要相信　相信我們會像童話故事裡
　幸福和快樂是結局＃

REPEAT＊＃＃＃

一起寫我們的結局

Jacky-san love this ipod...
heehee

so anybody wanna sponsor me???

hehe

wat has happen to me?

feeling sick all day...

my head is still spinning....

my head is heavy... (hahaz)

cough...

can't concentrate...

body aches... esp neck area...

so sianz...

sick sick sick...

I dun wanna fall sick...

=(

hehe

here i am again...

i shd try and blog everyday...

i will try...

=)

anyway today jacky san is feeling better...

sad...

Today i din go for my bible study... church service... and cell gp...

due to still not feeling well, but at least better than ystdy...

=)

well today i slack at home...

till I rot...

hehe

nothing to do...

things that i have done...

go online

watch tv

eat

sleep

read my book

read my bible

reply sms...

hahahaz

sianz...........

byebye

say hello to my pets
they are just located in this blog...
below my drawing board and above my tagboard...

cute rite...

maybe i shall have more...

if you want to have a virtual pet in ur blog or webbie...
visit: http://bunnyherolabs.com/adopt/

wahahahahaz

hello ppl...

it has been quite long i have not blog...

so here i am...

well life is like that lor...

so dun ask me how's life???

hehe

well kind of tired...

sleepy...

mon-work
tues-work
wed-din go work
thurs-work for only 2 hrs.
fri-work for only 2 hrs ++
sat which is today i fall sick...

haha

today no cell gp...
today is the day i fall sick...

morning 10 plus i wake up and at the count of 5, i went back to sleep...
then at 1 plus i wake up feeling wierd...
the moment i open my eyes,
i saw my room spinning...

wierd rite...
then i close my eyes...
but i can feel the spinning...

arghs...

so i just rest at my bed for ard 10-20mins...

then i just walk my way to the loo...
and i wash up...

then i feel much better...

then i go have my breakfast and lunch... hehe

then i went to my living room

and i sat on my sofa...
after a while, i feel wierd again...

the whole place is spinning again...

arghs...

this time i m feeling very uncomfortable...

and i hurried to the loo...

and i just vomit...

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

then i went to my room...

and i went to my bed...

and i sleep again...

all the way to 6 plus in the evening...

till now i still feel wierd...

maybe tomorrow can't make it for bible study class, church service and cell group...

ahz.......................................................

nvmd...

now my stomach is aching....

haiz....

pray for me....

IMPORTANT:
HELLO PPL,
PLEASE SEND ME YOUR NUMBER AND YOUR NAME.
sorry ahz as my phone spoilt liao
=ALL my cotacts all GONE

THANKS

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haha, very sianz ahz...
ok, i shall update u ppl a little...

went night hiking with stanley, chris, abel and a gal (SORRY FORGOT UR NAME)
hahaz

ok we met at toa payoh
then go eat MAC

then took a bus to somewhere near venus drive

=)

then we start our trip...

we planned to search for the damn tree top walk first...
but i just couldn't remember which route shd we take?
sorry lah, old liao ma...

so we walk into the darkness of nature...
and we went to the wrong way...

we happily walked all the way to macritche (sorry how do i spell?) reservoir...

then half some breaks...
then continue...

we walked thru trails,
carparks,
some dunno wat roads,
and a lot more...

then we explore a stream...
yep... cool, i luv that area as the water is confirm fresh...
as u can get to see fishes and prawns...

=)

then we saw a little errie hse or shd i say hut-like structure in the middle of the stream...
it looks creepy...

with the stream surround it...
and trees growing a distant away from this "HUT"

we saw some pipeslines...

and we continue exploring the stream and we find out real beauty of nature... and history...

then on our way out of the stream, we decided to take another route as there are some obstruction ahead of the stream...

so we went up into the forested area...
cool, as we dun have parang...
so every step that we take, we must be careful...

=)

we nearly lost our way thru... but we managed to hear back the sound of flowing water of the stream...

=)

happy ...
we got out of that forested area and continue to explore...

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SOME PLACES THAT I LOVE A LOT DURING THE TREKKING:
1) The golf area... which looks like china... cool
2) The stream as water is cooling.
3) Jerutong Tower, just simply love it and i feel so TALL...
4) NATURE
5)simply everywhere..

SOME PLACES THAT I HATE :
1) the errie looking HUT in the middle of no where...
2) A section where there are two so called wells and me n abel just dun wan to continue that route (so we suggested for another route)
3) Those irritating thorny plants (this is not place... i know)

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Really, u will feel as if u are in LOST...
cool...

my first time doing on-site recce-ing and trekking TOGETHER...
hahahaz

then after everything, we bring our tired body to a prata shop...
and trust me, the pratas are ok la, not bad...

but dun ever eat prata straight after u go for such expeditions...

=)

and after breakfast we went home...

and again i can never stop the temptation of my BED...

i know that u miss me (BED)
so I MISS U TOO...

and i just go knock out...

hahahaz
= i miss church...
and i miss a meeting...

but thank god that the meeting is cancelled...
whheeyyyyyyy...

so stan- san where is the next location??

heehee...

my legs are aching now...
=(

but nvmd...
it is worth it
=)

Thank you Lord for the good weather...
and such a fantastic group of friends...
LORD thank you for taking care of our safety... hahahz u r our safety officer...
Praise You LORD....

and of coz, I know that deardear is quite worry la...
also thank you for keeping us in ur prayer list
hehe

dear see i am well...
so dun worry...
and u ahz also must take care...
fever ok le ma?

and to that Xiao Hui ahz...
sick also ahz...
make sure that abel take care of u...
hahahaz

and to everyone, send me ur numbers plz.......
thank u

=)

BYEZ...

=)