Tuesday, June 28, 2005

wheeeeeeee.....

headache, backache, stomache, eggs... wahahhahahz

well, tired...

very tired....

i juz wanna to sleepz..................................................

Laofi is more fun.... NOW... i love writing...

Jap is crazy, I just can't get it rite now....

InMA1, yea man... now i finally love it actually except for all the stupid codes....

IMDP2 screwed.... But still enjoying the screwing....

Video editing rox...

Audio post production is slack...

wahahhahhaz...

these are all my comments for all my subjects now...

wahahhahahhahahhahaz

But all i know is that chionging project is soon to come....

heehee...

Friday, June 24, 2005

MISS

I miss a lot of people...
I miss my past...

I remembered being a simple guy, but now...
life in design aren't that simple.

how i wish it is simple...

well i miss cycling with the ntuc bike gang...
i miss kenna scolding by customer...
i miss quarrelling with the SO.
i miss the old times...

i miss my 1st ex.
i miss being an xtra...

i miss all my theatre productions.
i miss my theatre teacher: Royston Tan.
i miss all fun.

i miss having real free time...
i miss classroom life.

i miss camps.
i miss all people.

i miss drawing class.
i miss slacking.
i miss hardworking.

i miss not sleeping.
i miss sleeping.

i miss everything...

I miss U.

i felt that i am not complete.

something's missing...

wat is it?

missing in action...

me to all...

oh well,

dear friends,

if i am in a lousy mood and ignore u or i din put on a smile... do forgive me.

as my mood nowadays are sucky...

yea...

and plus sick too...

and plus a lot of problems...

so do forgive me.. ok?

thanks...

and sorry in advance....

new entry...(incomplete)

Oh well, blog blog blog

nowadays i dun feel like blogging...

having my inner emotion battle...

dun ask me y?

i dunno...

well, life is in sch is just another routine...

nothing much...

IMDP2, jap, InMA1, Videoediting, audiopost,LaOFi.

days have been very different.

everyday we grow...
we learn...

i believe in looking forward but sometimes i dun wanna continue the journey...

as it is really terrible...

life is really mysterious or shd i say fragile...

who will remember u for long?
wahahaha

sometimes, i dunno who m i?
wat m i doing?

most of the time, i wanna mental break...

going thru the journey of life.

i dunno how to love.
how to express my true self...

yea~ i am LOST...

but esp in love,
mayb i am not confident...

but

watever now...

i know nothing...

well, again till now i still ................
i dun wanna continue to blog this entry..........

ok that's all....

byez

Monday, June 20, 2005

=.+

yoz

a little more update...

saturday i oso went for InMA1.
fun...

woohahahhahahhahahazz...

then went to ang keong there to eat with chris...

and then went back to sch to meet vic, hui shan, eunice and chris and me...

wahahahhaz XD

well, bored...

tired...

but we went to OLD tampines road for our recce...

hahaz

fun...

as ppl thought we r wierdos....

and then we went to sentosa...

dun ask me, hey go sentosa so many times, not sianz meh....

my ans is depends lor...

but very fun as we saw dogs...

and have fun ...

hahahahhaz

then went to chomp chomp for dinner...

$2.50 sugarcane drink...
really can kill u...

stingray

rice

satay

satay bee hoon

fried something...

vege

and a lot more food...

eat till we die...

and i almost vommit...

hahahaz

as too much sugar cane

heehee

but heng ahz....

i din...

well... sianz

and we went home..

SUNDAY

I went to church, surprisely early....
wahahahahhaz

then slack at home after that... XD

then today, came to sch early....

and dunno liao...

wahahahhaz

miss the NTUC BNA biker gang...

heehee

ok byez.....

Saturday, June 18, 2005

Bo liao

Wheeeeeeyyyyyyyyyy....

a saturday I'm in school...
sad....

hahahhaz


well now having InMA....

and having fun...

But i swear later will b crazy.... esp the graded stuff....

wahahahhahahaz

so wassup....

nothing much... still waiting for my home computer to b OK....

wheeeeeeeeeee.....

here i sleep.....

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

nothing to tok about

oh well, my body is tired and sorry guys as my com totally gone case so unable to go online, so i will b using sch's stuff to go online which is good as i pay so much for the stupid sch fee... heehee

so now i dunno wat to continue...

byez

Saturday, June 11, 2005

skinning chris alive campaign!

skinning chris alive campaign...

top secret........

Friday, June 10, 2005

I am crazy...

Life is wonderful...

life is crazy...

Monday, June 06, 2005

nts

what happen to me?

I am no longer me...

dun ask me y?

read ur blog...

i know how much i have hurt u...

i have been thinking....

i know i still cannot put down my past.

this resulted me not being able to really trust ppl...

I am lost...

really lost...

i feels empty. I feel that i am not a human...

when i m helpless, the only way for me is to turn to GOD.

but not always...

deep inside my heart is battling.... years of years of battling...

pain...

although i know that death is a natural process....

but the pain will b always there....

for many years....

i am in this pain....

deep inside....

i shall end here...............................

Thursday, June 02, 2005

Nothing

How many sides of personality can a person have?

I dunno...

I personally have many sides.

But I am really lost, lost in a world of mine...

I can't really see the future...

But I know that no matter what i do, Hurt is always there...

have been pondering with this word called life...

again, life has many to learn from it.

God's love and guidance...

God that created my life....

hahahaz

sometimes I really wonder...

wat is the use for one to learn so much and at the end, still returns back to the earth...

I prayed everyday....

and wanted to know more about life....

One thing that i am very sure of is that , I still can't put down my past....

and i never trust people...

i dunno y...

but trust is the biggest thing that i am afraid of.... (not death)

How can I put down my past?

I dunno....

sometimes I really break down...

I am always emotional....

But ...