Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Ok 49 more mins...

hahahaa

and just now i did one more thing, help to check all links in the online newsletter...

hahahaha
hahaha

see, when I am busy, I blog
when I am bored, I blog

no matter what I also blog.

Hey for not long after, maybe i can be a BLOGGING KING

lol

But still, I am BORED

although I know I will be doing multimedia website.
with a bit of flash and alot of html, i dunno they need java scripting or not..

hahaha I better not tell them i know first.

What did I do today?

-help my german colleague in checking his english.
-stoneing.
-reading.
-research on corporate webbie.

now I am having headache since morning

HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

now I think I am sick.

anyway my salary at first is $420.
But my 2nd supervisor tell me that company will b paying me $440.

hahaha
= pay me $20 more to slack even more...

wa lao eh...

2 days going soon...
I have not learn anything.

so I will be concentrating more on designning the webbie now...
purely html...

hahahah

my neck is stiff...

it HURTS

hahahaha

click HERE to see the webbie of my company now.

And I will be redoing the whole thing and the GERMAN colleague, Tim will be assisting me.

hahahhaha

as I am the ONLY designer here...

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOO

that means I will start working...

but I think I will slack even more.

can't believe that when I start the website project, maybe got to report to my ANG-MO boss everyday...

But nvmd...

anyway, in this company, I only find the receptionist and my 2nd supervisior the best ppl only.

wat bout my main supervisor, I dunno, as I din get to meet him yet.

hahhahahaa

I wonder where will I go tmr...

Woodland or Shenton Way?

oh ya about the webbie, give me all the good and bad points about it.

and u can choose to tag me, or msn me, or email me.

hahaha

ok byebye again...
hahaha

Sleepy now...

3 more hrs...
whheeyy

Finally I am back from lunch...

OK... hahaha

anyway today is also another boring day.

And just now has been discussing with the german colleague on whether shd we produced a corporate video.
For me, I will say No.
reason is simple.
-No equipment,
-Need time to clear permission.
-No talents

So how to film?

and he says that film car move and film sky.


But I say, No... as filming car and sky doesn't relate to arvato.
and this is a corporate video not an arty video.

When I tell him time wise.
He says can.

and continued saying he in skool edit b4 a 2 hrs video into 1hr 35mins.

WOW

i can do even better.

lol

hello, and he is from business skool at dunno which german uni.

he know nuts about video.
and trust me, production itself will die...

and no more time.

then he says I got nothing to do for this month.

So I say this month I will do research, design some templates for the website.
hahaha

and I win.

OK, I am having a serious headache.

and cannot concentrate.

Haiz...

Ok byebye
whheeyy
I am online in office.

hahahaha
Ok today still nothing much to do.

well, this is really bad.
But I know that I will be doing something soon.

As we need to redesign the website.

hahahaha

Ok will update soon...
so now doing research for arvato website

whhheeyyy

Monday, February 27, 2006

SIP
Day One
Sianz

it has really been a very very very very very LONGGGGGGGGG time... that I wake up at 5 plus. get out of my hse at 6 plus...

and catch a bus with those sec, JC, and army ppl...

Yawning in the bus...
wanting to sleep...

hahhaaa

Today I report to work at woodland, Arvato at 0830 SHARP
hahahaha

I was lost that is why I m not early...
DAMN

And went to the office, got myself a desk
and started stoneing...
no la...
well, when i reach, Clarin who is my supervisor.
get Tim, who is the Germany interns to bring me around the company...
and it was HUGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

then we went walk walk here, walk walk there...
I was very sleepy then...
hahahaha

then get back to my seat and stone...

Tim is doing the online newsletter
and guess wat they are using Frontpage
and I go WTF...

it is not wow... ok la... I shd say WOWWWWW...
as it has been a longgggggggggggggggggggggggg time I haven use frontpage...

LOL...

and he is designing it and trust me, it looks really BAD...
oh well, I dun really care...

Now I know that the use of photoshop, is not to make your fotos look nicer, but it is just to invert the DAmn picture which he got from Getty images.
WTF...

I wanted to help him to make the pictures look nicer, but too bad, I dun understand German as his Computer's photoshop is in German... And I dun understand...

watever...

But he is quite a nice guy to talk to...
and today, I become his english "teacher"

hahahaha

as whatever he type, I will need to correct it...
and all he says is, " that sounds pretty good, and it sounds rite. Ok I will use this. Thanks bro."
Ok -.-"'

then comes another German interns, forgot his name... But wed will be his last day...

He is even a nicer guy...

hahaha

and i spend my day in the office, correcting tim's language, stoneing, play computer games, reading, and also i did one thing OK...
which is to type in the event for 2006...

hahaha
Not easy OK...
as all information is like ROJAK...

But I am just FAST

becoz I finish all these in less than 30 mins.

And there goes nothing to do AGAIN...

But nvmd...

this internship is also for me to rest...

=)

Auntie Eunice, I am very sure that if u see Tim, u will fall in love with him. hahaha as he is quite ur type...

OOOPs...

hahhaa

Eunice likes ang mo... and must be quite hunky and yan dao...

m i rite?

hahhahaa

Too bad I am not GAY...
if not ...

hahahhaa

And after work, I sleep in the BUS all the way back to bedok...

Hope u guys enjoy ur SIP...

I am going off to bed now...

NITEZ

Sunday, February 26, 2006

SIP tomorrow 8.30am

and today I am quite sick

down with fever, and i still dare to go out.

pikachuuuuuu nose.

backache

teary red eyes.

Ok that is me for today

SIP tomorrow....

whhheeeyyyy

Woodland, shenton way, here I come...

-.-"'
just a little update.
today I din go for my church service.
there's three reasons reason to it.
1) AA2006
2)I am actually sick today.
3)I went for chc service ystdy and had a great time.

hahaha

morning i wake up early, and happen to find out that I am very cold and is shivering.
I dunno why.

and trust me it is not the air con, as i dun haf air con in my room.

watever...

then i tried to wake up and wash up and went out to pasir ris.
met winston there.
went for breakfast.
but i din finish my porridge as my stomach feels wierd,
just something like puking...

then yicheng come liao...
then take shuttle bus to changi air base.
there is the AA2006.

I only like the air show.
other than that, everything just seems to be so ...

Thank god that I dun haf to pay 21 bucks to get into this place,
as winston's uncle who is somebody in airforce was able to provide FREE tickets.

hahahha

wooooohoooooooooooo

overall, it is just an OK event.
just kind of boring.

and saw a lot of typical type of singaporeans...
FREE gifts area with long q...
and ppl q they also q...

hahhaa

then all of a sudden, I wonder m I a singaporean?

nvmd..

then after the whole thing, went back Bedok,
I get myself 2 cargo pants.
as my SIP company allows me to wear cargo... but not jeans..... (darn)

hahaha

nvmd, I am tired....

HELLO...
knock knock...

okok...

anyway Please help me do this two surveys.
Thanks..

number 1

number 2


Thanks.
Just click onto number 1 and also number 2...

thank you....

OKOK
chris send me this youtube link...
it is DAMN NICE...
It's where'd you go.
by fort minor...

DAMN NICE...
click onto the word here to view.

Saturday, February 25, 2006

today is a VERY rewarding day.

as in at least for my spirit...

hahaha

I heard GOD speaking to me, and telling me the way that I shd be.
whheeyyy

see GOD has plans for us.

Thank u lord.

well this evening went to city harvest at singapore expo there with my friend's cellgp.
hahaha

it just seems that I am extra.
but somehow, i got invited to dere.

GOD's presense is GREAT...

It all started with songs and praises to our GOD almighty.
woohoooooooooooooo....

You can feel that the place is filled with the lord's presense, and i dunno it just seems so comfortable...

I must admit that my quiet time with lord is getting lesser and lesser.
and my faith just fall..

I dunno why...

i forgot about lord...
I forgot our father...

I prayed today.
and i heard smething into my ears that says something like, son, u r just been blinded by the work u have, u haven not forgotten me, and i forgive U.

my tears flow immediately.

I feel refresh...
like having a new life.
wooooohooooooo

hahahha

then today sermon rox...

i think is Rev. ULF EKMAN

today we learn about Healing...
in the bible, Jesus dun pray for the sick.
Jesus heal the sick.

and Rev. ULF EKMAN told us that we can also do it.
we as christians are there to heal people in tha name of jesus.

having this opportunity to bless others is one cool way to serve the lord.

of coz, we r not going to heal our fellow brothers and sisters in Christ.
But we are going to heal anyone who ask for it, who needs it.

No matter who, whether or not they are christians.
As I believe that maybe thru this, they will be able to see the truth.
and kick those devils ass off...
woooohoooooooooooooooooooooo....

hahahha

I seriously prayed for my family that lord will be able to save them, and they will get saved too...

and of coz to those buddies that I have know...

Lord there's so much things that I wanna praise u...

hehe

okok... byebye

tmr going to AA2006...

whhhheeeyyy

aeroplane...
hahhaa

I din know that my friend actually got me a ticket...
wa lao eh...

ok bye peeps...
=P


well, I really suspect that I have depression.
hahaha

well other than the bad physical health that I am always having.
just that I dun look sick...

hahaha

now i seriously suspect my mental health.

DEPRESSION

and the symptons are:

If you experience 5 or more of these symptoms for 2 weeks or longer, you are probably depressed.
  • Persistent sadness or feeling down or gloomy
  • A loss of interest in activities previously enjoyed, such as socializing with friends and family, most of the day, nearly every day.
  • Loss of appetite and loss of weight.
  • Insomnia. For some people, on the contrary, they find that they are sleeping more than normal.
  • Feeling restless and agitated more easily.
  • Feeling tired and having little energy.
  • Unable to concentrate and think clearly and thereby becoming indecisive.
  • Feeling of worthlessness and quilt
  • Recurrent thoughts of death
I may have depression...
hahaha


Today I went to school.
just to export out the sodes stuff.

then i took 23 and then took 168
hahaha

and it took me 45 mins to woodland.
Noooooooooooooooooooo

will that be me for my sip?

Monday, by 6.45am got to wait at my busstop for the 168
then reach woodland interchange,
got to change to another bus which will take me 20 mins.

hahaha

HAiz

How i wish arvato can send me more to the shenton way branch as it is nearer to my hse.
i just need to take 196
and just 1 bus...

and i dun haf to sleep in bus...
U know...

lol...

watever...

---------------------------------------------------------------

I think I am somewhat sick...

I dun think it is normal already.

as my back ache has been there for 2 years.
and there's this very uncomfortable and pain aching somewhere near my kidney area.
better dun tell me I am really sick.
as in ... u know...

and today when i am in sound room, all of a sudden
I have this very terrible headache at my right side of my brain more towards the back-middle.
errrr...
it last for about 15-20 mins ba...

what happen to my body?

it is not just a simple flu man...

I dun wan to see a doc...
hahahaha

for those who happen to know a bit of my medical history shd know...
hahaha

but overall, i think i shd be OK...

dun worry...
as the most die only wat

lol...

when it just seems that I have indeed a sad life manz....

haiz...

wat to do...

hahaha

anyway for those who want to know about my medical records...
errrr...

I will only tell u guys when i feel like it...
But I am sure that I dunno everything...
as somehow, doc did keep some secrets...

DAMN... I must dig that secret out...

but i think i shall wait till I am 21 yrs old...
so that I can go to the doc and say TELL ME...
as I am legally an adult liao...

hahhaa

but hope that it will be nothing worst...
if not...

i oso dunno ...

lol...

I can be said as a mysterious person.
I think many will agree with me.
As no matter who, they will never know me well totally. except for GOD.
I used to be a person who nv had secret kept within myself...
I remembered clearly...

But somehow I dunno y, after the incident in sec sch (that's my life, some of u guys know wat i am toking about.) I become like that.

Sometimes I find it hard to trust.
I dunno how to communicate.

Have i lost this battle?

i dunno...

my strong point is still my language... as in written. not spoken.

I dun always talk...
I keep everything to myself.
I write.
I scribble.
I draw.
I paint.
I do sculpture.
I take photos.

This is how I communicate.

But i dunno y i have so many friends, as by rite, people like me, will get ignored...
hahahha

maybe becoz i am LUCKY

yes I am...


I hate being free...
as this gives me more time to think...
and I hate this...

as I will think of a lot of PAST...

I am a person who still lives in the past.

that is y i haf an emo character.
i guess.

Thanks to all friends, bros, sis, and everyone who tries to make me happy...
Thanks for all the hardwork...
i dunno whether u guys pass or fail.
but all i can say is that I can feel it...

Did I ever tell u guys that my sixth sense is the strongest...
maybe that is y since young i can somehow communicate or see, those hantu...
lol ok la... they are quite cool- beings... I suppose...

some may say that I am mad...
but all i can say is that science is not everything.

Ok... smile and byebye for now...
maybe i will blog in a few secs more, or even a few days more...

-.-

Friday, February 24, 2006

yoz people...

help me do this...

I wanted to know more about my positive side and negative side.

so click here to help me discover my positive side.


click here to help me discover my negative side.

Thanks.
whheeyy

finally submitted my 3d animation 1 reflection...

I have officially knock down or out or anything all my submissions liao...

hahahah

now waiting for results and next week is SIP.

I think I sleep toooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much...

I need to readjust my body clock AGAIN

hahahaha

Eunice, Sharon and Siyuan and I dun mind lengthening the name list...
hahahaz

Remember wor...

Dinner everyday after SIP de wor...

hahahaha

Shd I go school later?

arghs

dunno, as TOOOO LAZY...

since when did I become a lazy BUG...

Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

ok watever...

Thursday, February 23, 2006

hahaha

was browsing thru Youtube, all the mtvs.

and I come across to this Jay chou one.
qi li xiang.
If my han yu pi yin is correct.

hahahaz

But the dunno who actually change the whole lyrics and making it hilarious.
I better mind u first.
The lyrics is indeed NC 16 or M 18 and above.

hahahaz

but there's no porn in the visuals.

click here to watch qi li xiang (change lyrics version)

hahaha
well
I just love those chinese MTV than the english ones.
Of coz, there are some english ones which are really good.
hahahaz


haha
I have not sleep
and now is 4.45AM

wat the...
Y m i still awake?

I also dunno...
I just can't sleep.

well 3d reflection is already 60% done.
40% more to go...

clock is ticking and helping me counting down to my SIP.
Arvato...
hahaha

3 more days.
Next monday I will start working at woodlands and shenton way.
whheeyyy

No more sleeping late for this SIP...
seriously till now, I still dunno wat m i going to do.
all i know is 1st month, help in their coporate video.
2nd month help in their website.

lol... this year, I will not miss the diploma show.
as I think that it is important for a media designer like ME to look at my senior works.

And of coz, learn from their mistake.

Ok back to my 3d reflection.

Byez...

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

sometimes I may appear to be very confident.

But that may only be the appearance.

Deep inside, I may not seem to like what I am in appearance.

Happen to have more free time now.

and things start running in my head.

Something that seems to ONLY be appearing in drama.

To me, life is like a stage and at each every moment, everyone are actors on stage.

People u meet, come and go.

Some dun even recognize u.

we grow.

have I been locking myself up?
I dunno...

somehow I dunno how to answer that question.
as I dunno who m i anymore.


Rhythm Of The Rain
The Cascades

Listen to the rhythm of the falling rain
Telling me just what a fool I've been
I wish that it would go and let me cry in vain
And let me be alone again

The only girl I care about has gone away
Looking for a brand new start
But little does she know
That when she left that day
Along with her she took my heart

Rain please tell me now does that seem fair
For her to steal my heart away when she don't care
I can't love another when my hearts somewhere far away

The only girl I care about has gone away
Looking for a brand new start
But little does she know that when she left that day
Along with her she took my heart

---- Instrumental Interlude ----

Rain won't you tell her that I love her so
Please ask the sun to set her heart aglow
Rain in her heart and let the love we knew start to grow

Listen to the rhythm of the falling rain
Telling me just what a fool I've been
I wish that it would go and let me cry in vain
And let me be alone again

Oh, listen to the falling rain
Pitter pater, pitter pater
Oh, oh, oh, listen to the falling rain
Pitter pater, pitter pater
hahaha

doing my 3d reflection now...

stuck... OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

nvmd...

give up for now...

going to sleep soon...

or maybe i shall cook myself some noodles b4 I go sleep...

see first la...

my itunes play list is indeed rojak...

as the genre of all songs are all different...

hahaha

wateva...

this is me...

Jackywinson sim soon heng = wierdo = quiet = secretive = EMO = crazy = insane = mysterious = watever...

hahahaz

well help me do this ok?

http://kevan.org/johari?name=jackywinson%20sim

as i will like to discover more about myself...

lol...

watever...

SIP starting soon

my dress code will be

NO jeans from mon to thurs...
Polo tees allowed...

hahahaz

going to add more collection to my wardrobe...

Mom, I need $$$...

hahhahaa

Chris, I want LOST II and Fort Minor...

Eunice, I want Smallville...

Alan, I dun wan to do reflection... (But i know I must)

Moses, I dun wan the block system... (U say will reply me, till now... where r u?)

Grades, I want you to be better...

Myself, I want a LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG holiday...

Holiday, I want you...

ok watever...


Tuesday, February 21, 2006

heehee

Help me do this...

Thanks...

as I want to know more about ME...

Below is the link...

http://kevan.org/johari?name=jackywinson%20sim

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Jackywinson Sim Soon Heng!

  1. Owls cannot move their eyes, because their eyeballs are shaped like Jackywinson Sim Soon Heng!
  2. Jackywinson Sim Soon Heng was originally called Cheerioats.
  3. Jackywinson Sim Soon Heng will often rub up against people to lay his scent and mark his territory!
  4. It's bad luck for a flag to touch Jackywinson Sim Soon Heng.
  5. Native Americans never actually ate Jackywinson Sim Soon Heng; killing such a timid prey was thought to indicate laziness.
  6. Medieval knights put the skin of Jackywinson Sim Soon Heng on their sword handles to improve the grip.
  7. In Ancient Egypt, people wore glittery eyeshadow made from the crushed shells of Jackywinson Sim Soon Heng!
  8. Bees visit over three million flowers to make a single kilogram of Jackywinson Sim Soon Heng.
  9. Lightning strikes Jackywinson Sim Soon Heng over seven times every hour.
  10. If you kiss Jackywinson Sim Soon Heng for one minute you will burn six or seven calories!
I am interested in - do tell me about


Ten Top Trivia Tips about Sim Soon Heng Jackywinson!

  1. The only planet that rotates on its side is Sim Soon Heng Jackywinson!
  2. The difference between Sim Soon Heng Jackywinson and a village is that Sim Soon Heng Jackywinson does not have a church!
  3. If you lie on your back with your legs stretched it is impossible to sink in Sim Soon Heng Jackywinson.
  4. Thirty-five percent of the people who use personal ads for dating are Sim Soon Heng Jackywinson.
  5. The most dangerous form of Sim Soon Heng Jackywinson is the bicycle!
  6. Astronauts get taller when they are in Sim Soon Heng Jackywinson!
  7. Sim Soon Heng Jackywinson has a memory span of three seconds.
  8. A cluster of bananas is called a hand and consists of 10 to 20 bananas, which are individually known as Sim Soon Heng Jackywinson.
  9. Koalas sleep for 22 hours a day, two hours more than Sim Soon Heng Jackywinson.
  10. The pigment Indian Yellow was manufactured from the urine of cows fed only on Sim Soon Heng Jackywinson.
I am interested in - do tell me about

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Jacky!

  1. Jacky can eat up to four kilograms of insects in a single night.
  2. Jacky is incapable of sleep.
  3. New Zealand was the first place to allow Jacky to vote.
  4. Bananas don't grow on trees - they grow on Jacky!
  5. When provoked, Jacky will swivel the tip of his abdomen and shoot a jet of boiling chemicals at his attacker!
  6. About one tenth of Jacky is permanently covered in ice!
  7. It takes 17 muscles to smile, and 43 to frown at Jacky.
  8. Jacky will become gaseous if his temperature rises above -42°C.
  9. The deepest part of Jacky is over 35,000 feet deep.
  10. Ideally, Jacky should be stored on his side at a temperature of 55 degrees!
I am interested in - do tell me about


Ten Top Trivia Tips about Winson!

  1. Winson was originally called Cheerioats.
  2. To check whether winson is safe to eat, drop him in a bowl of water; rotten winson will sink, and fresh winson will float!
  3. Winson can turn his stomach inside out.
  4. India tested its first nuclear winson in 1974!
  5. If winson was life size, he would stand 7 ft 2 inches tall and have a neck twice the size of a human.
  6. Winson has little need for water and is capable of going for months without drinking at all.
  7. Winson can only be destroyed by intense heat, and is impermeable even to acid!
  8. The military salute is a motion that evolved from medieval times, when knights in armour raised their visors to reveal winson!
  9. You would have to dig through four thousand kilometres of winson to reach the earth's core.
  10. Winson is the world's tallest woman!
I am interested in - do tell me about

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Jackywinson!

  1. The only Englishman to become Jackywinson was Nicholas Breakspear, who was Jackywinson from 1154 to 1159.
  2. Two thirds of the world's eggplant is grown in Jackywinson.
  3. Jackywinson kept at the window will keep vampires at bay!
  4. Some hotels in Las Vegas have Jackywinson floating in their swimming pools.
  5. The water in oceans is four times less salty than the water in Jackywinson.
  6. Jackywinson will always turn right when leaving a cave.
  7. The Australian billygoat plum contains a hundred times more Vitamin C than Jackywinson!
  8. Jackywinson will often glow under UV light.
  9. It takes 8 minutes for light to travel from the Sun's surface to Jackywinson.
  10. The average human spends about 30 days during their life in Jackywinson.
I am interested in - do tell me about

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Sim Soon Heng!

  1. Julius Caesar wore a laurel wreath to cover up Sim Soon Heng.
  2. The patron saint of Sim Soon Heng is Saint Eugenie.
  3. The International Space Station weighs about 500 tons and is the same size as Sim Soon Heng.
  4. Edinburgh imports three thousand kilograms of Sim Soon Heng every year.
  5. Donald Duck's middle name is Sim Soon Heng.
  6. Worldwide, Sim Soon Heng is the most important natural enemy of night-flying insects.
  7. If Sim Soon Heng was life size, he would stand 7 ft 2 inches tall and have a neck twice the size of a human.
  8. Sim Soon Heng has only one weakness - the colour yellow.
  9. It takes 17 muscles to smile, and 43 to frown at Sim Soon Heng!
  10. Sim Soon Heng can last longer without water than a camel can.
I am interested in - do tell me about



http://thesurrealist.co.uk/trivia.pl
Ok

today I went back to school...
to finish up my eggie animation...

hahahaz

YES i am alone in the 3d room..

feels quite wierd as the 3d room is damn quiet...

well, at least I finish my animation liao...

this means i m left with the DAMN reflection...

haiz

Monday, February 20, 2006

Wow I found this in YOUTUBE

hahaha

3d animation: Everthing is Quicker in Japan

this is really cool and is done in 3dsmax
hahaha

i will like u to do this for me...
yes u people who read my blog...

Thanks

just click onto this link:

http://kevan.org/johari?name=jackywinson+sim
whheeyy

acting is over

sobs sobs

hahaha

okok

today I was late for acting rehersel...

sorry...

then we are the first group to perform...
hahaha

everything is good...
good work to EUNICE, ICE and PRISCILLA...
and maybe myself...

hahahaz

i know i din include another person name in here...
as...

u know...

I just can't work with him as he just cut into my lines and make me so ma lu...
and also some of us just go hurhurhur...

that is Y i din include his name...

well if u want to know who I can drop some clue...
he is majoring in 2d and name starts withM... W.... and is also named as JOEL...

oops

this is getting too obvious...
but I dun really give a damn to it...

HELLO...

he just get into our group from nowhere...
if not I will NOT even work with him...
with his ass shit attitude and crazy mind...

OKOK...

watever...

today other group also did a good job...

MAX, XINGJIE and FREDDY de is quite cool and hilarious...
as MAX-san LAAAAUUUGGGHHH alot... and that kind of make it into a comedy...

or is it a comedy at first...

hurhurhur

watever...

LOVE KATH, GQ and GLENN's de DRAMA...
AUSTIN POWERS...

woooohooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Glenn as usual is a GOOD and funny actor...

that's all for ACTING workshop...

I will MISS acting workshop ...

hehehe

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then went for SIP talk...

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

got to write reports and blar blar blar

hahaha

sianz...

then go n eat at KFC with eunice, chris, sharon, siyuan and stan -sans...

hahaha

OKOK had a great meal...

then go back SOUND studio...

then export all stuff

then msg JOHN KUEK...

but he says this week toooooooooo busy

so next week that we can go his sound studio and we need to submit our sodes to him...

as in the better version...

hahahaha

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that's all for the day...

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I still got another 3d day to go...

1) tues need to go sch to render my 3d...
2)wed will be the 3d class...
3)fri will be 3d reflection submission (online before 11am.)
and maybe going CHRIS house with a huge group of us... for a sports DAY...

ya... take it literally...

Sports + DAY

hahahha


anyway GOOD job to my vidpro group too...
I am shock that I didn't explode for this vidpro...
hahahaha

Good job people... (eunice, siyuan, sharon, max and err... gillian.)

OK

thanks for reading my blog...

BYE BYE

1 more week to SIP
noooooooooooooooo

woodlands and shenton way, here I go...



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AN INTERESTING CONVERSATION

If you haven't come across this before, please read on....

An atheist professor of philosophy speaks to his class on the problem
science has with God, The Almighty.
He asks one of his new students to stand and said.....

Prof: So you believe in God?

Student: Absolutely, sir.

Prof: Is God good?

Student: Sure.

Prof: Is God all-powerful?

Student: Yes.

Prof: My brother died of cancer even though he prayed to God to heal
him.. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But God didn't.
How is this God good then? Hmm?

(Student is silent.)
Prof: You can't answer, can you? Let's start again, young fella. Is God good?

Student: Yes.

Prof: Is Satan good?

Student: No.

Prof: Where does Satan come from?

Student: From...God...

Prof: That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?

Student: Yes.

Prof: Evil is everywhere, isn't it? And God did make everything.
Correct?

Student: Yes.

Prof: So who created evil?

(Student does not answer.)
Prof: Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these
terrible things exist in the world, don't they?

Student: Yes, sir.

Prof: So, who created them?

(Student has no answer.)
Prof: Science says you have 5 senses you use to identify and observe
the world around you. Tell me, son...Have you ever seen God?

Student: No, sir.

Prof: Tell us if you have ever heard your God?

Student: No, sir.

Prof: Have you ever felt your God, tasted your God, smelt your God?
Have you ever had any sensory perception of God for that matter?

Student: No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.

Prof: Yet you still believe in Him?

Student: Yes.

Prof: According to empirical, t estable, demonstrable protocol, science says
your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?

Student: Nothing. I only have my faith.

Prof: Yes. Faith. And that is the problem science has.

Student: Professor, is there such a thing as heat?

Prof: Yes.

Student: And is there such a thing as cold?

Prof: Yes.

Student: No sir. There isn't.

(The lecture theatre becomes very quiet with this turn of events.)

Student: Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega
heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat. But we don't haveanything
called cold. We can hit 458 degrees below zero which is no heat, but we
can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold. Cold is only
a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat
is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.

(There is pin-drop silence in the lecture theatre.)

Student: What about darkn ess, Professor? Is there such a thing as
darkness?

Prof: Yes. What is night if there isn't darkness?

Student : You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of
something. You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing
light....But if you have no light constantly, you have nothing and it's called darkness,
isn't it? In reality, darkness isn't. If it were you would be able to make
darkness darker, wouldn't you?

Prof: So what is the point you are making, young man?

Student: Sir, my point is your philosophical premise is flawed.

Prof: Flawed? Can you explain how?

Student: Sir, you are working on the premise of duality. You argue
there is life and then there is death, a good God and a bad God. You are
viewing the concept of God as something finite, something we can measure. Sir,
science can't even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but
has never seen, much less fully understood either o ne.To view death as
the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot
exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life: just the
absence of it.
Now tell me, Professor.Do you teach your students that they evolved
from a
monkey?

Prof: If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, yes,
of course, I do.

Student: Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?
(The Professor shakes his head with a smile, beginning to realize
where the argument is going.)

Student: Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at
work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you
not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a scientist but a preacher?
(The class is in uproar.)

Student: Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the Professor's
brain?

(The class breaks out into laughter.)

Student: Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professo r's
brain, felt it, touched or smelt it? No one appears to have done so. So,
according to the established rules of empirical, stable, demonstrable protocol,
science says that you have no brain, sir.
With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures, sir?
(The room is silent. The professor stares at the student, his face
unfathomable.)

Prof: I guess you'll have to take them on faith, son.

Student: That is it, sir... the link between Man & God is FAITH.
That is all that keeps things moving & alive.

NB: I believe you have enjoyed the conversation... and if so...you'll
probably want your friends/colleagues to enjoy the same...won't
you?...forward them to increase their knowledge... this is a true
story, and the student was none other than.........APJ Abdul Kalam, the present
President of India.
Have a nice day

hahaha

this is an email send by one of my church brothers and I am here to share it with u people...

hahaha

i will like u to do this for me...
yes u people who read my blog...

Thanks

just click onto this link:

http://kevan.org/johari?name=jackywinson+sim

Sunday, February 19, 2006

I cope this from my god-sis blog... as she ask me to do wat...
hahaaa

Rules: Express your Love for SE7EN and get others to know more about you. ;D Copy and Paste the following into your own blog and complete all SE7EN bullets of the SE7EN questions. Then, pick SE7EN ppl to pass it on! Have fun!


S E 7 E N Things that make me Smile =):
1. if I am happy
2. some random thoughts
3. DOGS
4. i dunno
5. i dunno
6. i dunno
7. i dunno

S E 7 E N Ways to Win my Heart:
1. personality
2. attitude
3. cannot be too dependent
4. filial piety
5. the person's heart
6. love
7. ability to stand my busy-ness

S E 7 E N Things I Believe In:
1. Lord jesus
2. Nature makes me happy
3. Friends are always there
4. work kills
5. The block system sucks
6. Busy
7. life

S E 7 E N Things I'm Afraid Of:
1. being too close to people
2. being in a relationship
3. deadlines
4. flying cockroahes
5. BORING
6. swimming
7. my health getting worse

S E 7 E N Things I Do Everyday:
1. Pray
2. work
3. breathe
4. my itunes
5. talk to myself
6. sms
7. walk

S E 7 E N People I Want to See Right Now( all r my x colleagues):

if i can, it will be her... but impossible...

S E 7 E N People who should also do this:

anyone will do




Saturday, February 18, 2006

here comes jackywinson

hahaha...

i am the shiokiest sleep ever...

I slept for errr... i dunno how many hours... from 12am to 5pm...

hahhahaz

and tmr is sunday, whheeyyy Church service...

hahahhaz

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oh well,
I should say that Moses is good in giving people surprises...

hahahaz

I just simply hate the wooden block system...

but nvmd, I got to talk to Moses and maybe understand more stuff from him
and of coz, let him know y i am so concerned bout this...

well, Happy for those who got nothing to do liao...

for me,

Monday i still got acting workshop presentation at 11am...
then 12-1 is sip talk


Wed will be for 3d animation 1

friday submission for 3d animation 1 reflection

hahahhahahaha

I am so Happy..

byez peepssssss...


Friday, February 17, 2006

life's quite screwed...

hahaha

I had never chiong modules like this sem...

modules completed are:

1) Apel II
2) Event Planning
3) Scriptwriting Fundamentals
4) PComD
5) Video Production
6) 3d animation 1

modules going to finish by today:
1) Sound Design
2) Acting Workshop.


hahahhahaz
time flies...
haven't been sleeping well.
and mom has been complainning or sometimes make fun of me, PANDA...
hahahaha

-.-"'

well life has been stressful and EMO...

Thank God for the wonderful people that you have send to work with me in projects.
Thank God for allowing me to complete my assignments.
Thank God for allowing me to know my limits of endurance.

Lord, I thank you for many things and praise you lord.
Although in this walk with you is hard and sometimes, Work makes me temporary forgets about you, but still you never give up on me.

Lord, THANK YOU.


well, thanks to those who prayed for my work and of course my mental and physical health as my brothers and sisters from Bedok Lutheran Church, SUPPER cell did.

I think that I have grow more mature in a way. Of coz I still do play abit.
As I need to DE STRESS

hahahaha

Oh no... next week still got an EXTRA 3D class...
Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

hahahhaz... ok that's very RANDOM...

nevermind , u guys know me well...
JAckywinson = Random...

hurhurhur

hahhaha

whheeyy SIP coming...
Woodlands and Shenton Way,
HERE I COME...

hurhurhur



-.-"'


Thursday, February 16, 2006

whheeeyyy

I had a 10 hr sleep...
sleep at 3am and wake up at 1pm...
hahhahahaz

not bad rite...

sianz


Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Nightmare...
School is very fucked up today...
sorry for using that word...

But life is just like that...
Yong I miss ur class...
hahhaahhahahaz

=X

anyway life is screwed today...
dun ask me y

as life bah...

byebye

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

modules that is OVER

1) EVENT PLANNING ... whheeyy OVER LIAO...
2) PCOMD... Whheeyyy killing me slowly...
3) Apel 2 ... wtf... damn hard lor...
4) Scriptwriting Fundamentals ... finally i finish my scripts... woohoooo

modules that is still hard-core-ing

1) Video production (a group consistng me, siyuan, eunice, sharon ,max and of coz gillian)
still doing ... editing complete liao... now is only leaving sound part and some paperwork. (80% done)


2) 3d animation 1
hahahahah finally model all my stuff liao but still wan to model somemore...
haven animate it...
so it shd be 35% done...

3) Sound Design
errr... ok la...
create my music piece finish liao...
just need to add the wave ambience sound and master it abit...
then shd be ok liao lor...
so it shd be 80% done... (wow... this is the best so far...)

4) Acting Workshop
hahhahaz
haven receive scripts yet... haha
so haven memorize...
which means... 5% done
but this is a group effort too...
(group consist of me, eunice, priscilla, ice..)

module that is coming real soon...

SIP...
27th feb to 22 april
company: arvato
working hrs: 8.30am to 6pm
locations: woodlands and shenton way...

Monday, February 13, 2006


fotos taken at eunice place...
Vidpro gp :
Jackywinson Sim Soon Heng (Top left)
Sharon Ng Lihui (Top right)
Chen Siyuan (Bottom left)
Lau Hwee Yee Theodora Eunice (Bottom right)
Gillian (Missing)
Max (Missing)



hahahaz
Sunday afternoon I cycle to eunice hse...
for wat?

VIDEO PRODUCTION lah..


well, this week is week 15...

The very STRESS week especially for Design School's people...

as this is the well-known submission week...

lecturers are there to suck your blood DRY...

hahahahhahaz
Vidpro is cool...
the best editing...

Thanks for eunice for opening her house for us to edit...
Thanks for her parents for their warm welcoming hospitality...
Thanks for the ba ku teh...
Thanks for the bowl of shark fin with dunno wat alcoholic stuff and dunno wat....
Thanks for everything...

and of coz praise lord for everything too...

well... chiong vidpro at eunice hme from sunday afternoon all the way to monday 4pm...
hahahha

then come school do a bit of 3D...
then do a bit more filming...

then I am at Home...
CHIONGING Scriptwriting...

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Things to do for tomorrow...

1) Submit ScFun to GO by 11.30am (Wahidah class)
2) 3D animate and render...
3) Vidpro- Sound part
4) Help weishan in sodes...
5) maybe do some SoDes too...

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Lord, I pray for more energy to complete all my work...
Lord I pray that u will take away all my tiredness and replace it with ultimate energy...

amen




Sunday, February 12, 2006

this is another song that I like...
and is by Do As Infinity...
THEY rox...

but too bad.... they disband le...

sad...

http://www.youtube.com/?v=vAX1fsqSGuE

I remembered I used to really like SPEED alot..
well, i love their songs and their vocal...
ROX manz...

http://www.youtube.com/?v=pQzQw2D060U

This is a link that I found in youtube...
SPEED -----> WHITE LOVE

I love this song...

hehehehe


Saturday, February 11, 2006

http://www.youtube.com/?v=fIFyCGZViUs

hahahaz this is the link to a song that I used to like...

http://www.youtube.com/?v=2eXNDkUy0lA


hahahaz this is another one...

http://www.youtube.com/?v=zeNPn6Emwtc

hahahaaz
A good saturday indeed...
hahahaz

slept at around 3am...

then wake up at 7am...

Oh shit...
going to be late...

so I hurry and cab down to Damai.
hahaha

and I am really sleepy...

HAIZ...

then reach EAST coast...

then some activities on bike and foot there...
DAmn tiring...

Seriously I need to exercise...

I need to train...

hahahahaz

wateva...

well well well...

then i went home to bathe and change...

and I am out AGAIn...

to where???













Skool of coz...

hahahhaz

lIFE of a designer...
SHIONG ahz...

hahahhaaz

then we managed to get extended time so that we can stay in 3d room to do all our stuff...

WTF...

I am indeed VERY tired...

ya, VERY...

but that is life...

going to do ScFun tonite...
hehehehe


zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz


modules that is OVER

1) EVENT PLANNING ... whheeyy OVER LIAO...
2) PCOMD... Whheeyyy killing me slowly...
3) Apel 2 ... wtf... damn hard lor...

modules that is still hard-core-ing

1) Video production (a group consistng me, siyuan, eunice, sharon ,max and of coz gillian)
still doing ... now is the editing part which is the post pro... whheeyyy... (20% done)
as still haven settle the paper stuff... hahahaz

2) Scriptwriting Fundamentals...
errr.... G G....
hahhaz only got some of my research and my proposal... and the first line of my script...
therefore i shall declare it as a (30% done) hahhahaz
this is the most sianz module for me this sem when u got ___________.
oooppppss...

3) 3d animation 1
hahahahah finally model all my stuff liao but still wan to model somemore...
haven animate it...
so it shd be 35% done...

4) Sound Design
errr... ok la...
create my music piece finish liao...
just need to add the wave ambience sound and master it abit...
then shd be ok liao lor...
so it shd be 80% done... (wow... this is the best so far...)

5) Acting Workshop
hahhahaz
sianz lor... today , i mean yesterday... FRIDAY
then we came up with a script...
so haven memorize...
which means... 5% done
but this is a group effort too...
(group consist of me, eunice, priscilla, ice..)

module that is coming real soon...

SIP...
27th feb to 22 april
company: arvato
working hrs: 8.30am to 6pm
locations: woodlands and shenton way...

WTF...

nvmd...

hehehe....

lord I know u will gif me strength...
to allow me to overcome anything that will stops me...

I will JIA YOU de...

hehehehe

okok...

somehow I will still continue to work hard as i know that this is the way that I can bring glory to GOD...

JIA YOU Jackywinson and of coz all my FRIENDS, BROS, SIS, AND MANY MORE...

hahahahahha

JIA YOU TO THE LORD too...

hurhurhur

hehe


somehow...

I am seriously breaking down...

my body is not listening to me anymore...

the amount of my work is piling up high ...

somehow I remember i complain alot in sec sch saying busybusybusy

But now ... everything is busy X dunno wat...

arghs

the scariest thing is that I even dream that I am in class...
WTF

I think i am breaking down...
mentally and physically ...

EMO is what everyone kol me now...

EMO JACKY...

haiz...

seriously did i always made the wrong choice?

i dunno...

I am tired...

going to chiong 3d on mon ... that is by hook and by crook...

i dun haf much time left...

tmr will do vid pro .... in sch or mayb at eubice-san place...

then also do a bit of scfun...

after tues must remember acting lines...
and do SODES...

haiz...

LIFE is terrible...

looking back ...

this sem is crazy...
I din slack...
but still I feel SHAG...

so mayb i shd somehow slack...
as no matter wat i will feel stress, shag or wateva...

DAMN...

ok i am tired...

BYEBYE...

Thursday, February 09, 2006


Jack in The box...









My 3d room will look like something like that

hahahaz

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

Really... I really mean it...

When u r in YEAR 1 Sem 1....
it is really the honeymoon sem...

as u dun feel so STRESS...
U dun feel so screwed...

now I am in Year II SEM II
and is bloody week 14...

sianz....

and I still got 3d, vidpro, scfun, acting, sodes
haiz....

NOt Fun...

So those in yEAR oNE...
Dun complain wor...

as every sem will be EVEN worse...

hahahahahz




haahaz... This is my 3d room thingy.,..

Incomplete yet...
still got books, posters and blarblar blar haven add in...

and also papers n notices on the noticeboard....

hahahahz

okok i have also finish my jack in the box liao...

just now I dun even know that I fall asleep...
hahahaz

my mum is the one who wake me up after some hrs of knocking out...
hahahaz

well yesterday was PCOMD...
FINALLY OVER...
whheeyyy
1 DOWN...

Tired...

so far so good...
presentation is ok and cool...

at first we got technical problem...
darn....

but overall... still OK...

and also went for vidpro filming...
hahahaz

TIRED... SHAG...

got many many G00D shots...

ok byez , I continue modelling my 3d...
=P

You Are The Emperor

You are an authority figure, and other people look to you for what to do.
You are strong and powerful. Crossing you is not a good idea.
You have worked hard to get to your position, and you're not about to give it up to anyone.
Though you have a warrior heart, you are gentle to those who treat you well.

Your fortune:

In the near future, you need to be willing and able to defend those you love.
This may be the time for you to step up and be the authority figure to those around you.
It is time for you to be independent, to become your own person.
You may need to look at your relationship with your father, or your relationships as a father.


You Are Rain

You can be warm and sexy. Or cold and unwelcoming.
Either way, you slowly bring out the beauty around you.

You are best known for: your touch

Your dominant state: changing


Your Hair Should Be Red

Passionate, fiery, and sassy.
You're a total smart aleck who's got the biggest personality around.


Butterfinger

They call you sticky fingers for a reason!


Who Should Paint You: Salvador Dali

You're a complex, intense creature who displays many layers.
There's no way a traditional portrait could ever capture you!


You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.

You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.

At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.


Your Life Path Number is 6

Your purpose in life is to help others

You are very compassionate, and you offer comfort to those around you.
It pains you to see other people hurting, and you do all in your power to help them.
You take on responsibility, and don't mind personal sacrifice. You are the ultimate giver.

In love, you offer warmth and protection to your partner.

You often give too much of yourself, and you rarely put your own needs first.
Emotions tend to rule your decisions too much, especially when it comes to love.
And while taking care of people is great, make sure to give them room to grow on their own.


Your Dating Purity Score: 67%

You are an under-experienced dater.
This doesn't mean you're unexperienced - far from it.
It just means that there's a lot of romance left to discover!





Your Seduction Style: The Coquette



You are a pro at playing the age old game of hard to get.

Your flirting style runs hot and cold, giving just enough to keep them chasing you.

Independent and self-sufficient, you don't need any one person to make you compelte.

And that independence is exactly what makes people pursue you.



Your 2005 Song Is

Beverly Hills by Weezer

"My automobile is a piece of crap
My fashion sense is a little whack
And my friends are just as screwy as me"

You breezed through 2005 in your own funky style!


Your Love Element Is Metal

In love, you inspire and respect your partner.
For you, love is all about fusing together for one incredible life experience.

You attract others with wit and a bit of flash.
Your flirting style is defined by making others want and value you.

Greatness and optimism are the cornerstones of your love life.
You may let go too easily, but you never get weighed down by your past.

You connect best with: Earth

Avoid: Fire

You and another Metal element: will control and smother each other


You Are A Guilty Ex

You weren't the greatest to your ex, and you admit it.
And now your remorse is keeping you up at night...
While feeling a little remorse is good, your guilt is preventing you from moving on


You're a Depressed Drunk

You know that distinct taste of tears and vodka real well.


Your Inner Blood Type is AB!

Your personality is hard to define - you're very unconventional.
And even if your personality could be defined, it would be completely different next week!
Outgoing and shy, sensitive and thoughtless, you tend to have a very split personality.
This makes you unpredictable. You can be a total angel - and a total devil.

You are most compatible with: everyone!

Famous Type AB's: Jackie Chan and Marilyn Monroe