what's wrong with me?

I am not in any mood.

morning I am ok...
afternoon I am ok...
evening I am ok...

But y I am not in any mood now?

I dunno maybe it is nite time and I get to face the reality.

SIP I dunno whether is it settled

as mine is in woodland...
it is rather ok at first...
till i found out that the comapny is insanely far...
u must take 168 about 45 mins ++ bus trip...
then change to another bus for about 20 mins ++
then walk another 20 mins ++
and walk maybe another 10 mins --
in order to get to that work place...

which is ****

as my working time is 0830...
so does that means I have to take a cab for 2 months
while the company only pay me for $440.

NO way

so monday I am going to ask Shirlyn.

haiz...

Y must SIP be like that?
I am screwed...

very screwed...

as for my work I am also so screwed

i dun wanna talk about it...

I am tired of it...

my body is tired...
my mind is tired...

I dun wan to tok to any1...

I find it hard to continue acting the "everything seems OK" me..

sorry I am just stress and needs some space to rants...