well, I really suspect that I have depression.
hahaha

well other than the bad physical health that I am always having.
just that I dun look sick...

hahaha

now i seriously suspect my mental health.

DEPRESSION

and the symptons are:

If you experience 5 or more of these symptoms for 2 weeks or longer, you are probably depressed.

• Persistent sadness or feeling down or gloomy
  
• A loss of interest in activities previously enjoyed, such as socializing with friends and family, most of the day, nearly every day.
  
• Loss of appetite and loss of weight.
  
• Insomnia. For some people, on the contrary, they find that they are sleeping more than normal.
  
• Feeling restless and agitated more easily.
  
• Feeling tired and having little energy.
  
• Unable to concentrate and think clearly and thereby becoming indecisive.
  
• Feeling of worthlessness and quilt
  
• Recurrent thoughts of death

I may have depression...
hahaha