yoz

CNY 3rd day, m i rite?

Nvmd

hahahaz

ok HAPPY CNY TO EVERYONE... =)

CNY
Day 1

Wake up quite late...
hahahahahz

then all of a sudden after i change and eat lunch,
when we wanted to get out of our hse,
my uncle come...

wat the...

hahahaaz

but nvmd...
hahaha

as got ang bao la...

hahahha

okok... then went to my paternal side eldest aunt hse...
whheeyyy
have fun over dere as long long long time din see my cousins..
cousin gary got a gf liao...
a dutch lady i think...
she is very friendly and she is trying very hard to speak in chinese.
cool
and cousin gary dun always bully her lah...
din know that u r so ....
better not say, i dun wan to get killed...
hahahz

cousin judy is getting married soon , this nov...
wow so fast...

hahhaz

and we chat and I am always seen eating...
hahahahz

sorry lah...
=)

again everyone finds that my course is interesting and cool...
Myth: IMD/MOI is cool and funky
Fact: that's living hell...

hahahhaz

then reach home 8 plus...
and i go shagged...

but i just can't sleep so here i am blogging...

heard that later going to my maternal side relatives dere....
nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

I will be SHAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGED
hahhaz

well, used to love CNY alot...
But this yr,
I REALLY HATE IT ALOT...
AS IT IS TIRING....

MAYBE I AM GROWING OLDER...
But i dun mind mingle ard with my cousins as in ya watever...
hahahaz

okok...
byez

whheeyyy

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE...

This year i dun feel the embience of new year....

hahahaz

who cares about new year when you still got F***ing lots of projects, assignments, and blar blar blar...

Hopefully my SIP is settled...
SHIRLYN PLZ EMAIL ME THE DETAILS AND BLAR BLAR BLAR...
hahhaz
the company shirlyn gave me is at woodlands.
1st month do post pro of their corporate video.
2nd month do website.
and within these two months got some photography works...

hahhahaaz

ok byez

Cope from royston and Xiaohui blog de
hehehe
sorry la, i boliao...

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
'I told you already,' the curator stammered, kneel...... (the DA VINCI code)

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
ouch... can i stop stretching now...

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
errr... i forgot... as it has been 2 or 3 or 4 or dunno how many days ago...

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
1.23am

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
1.38am.

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
silence... haha

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
b4 11pm... watching fearless...

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
www.youtube.com...

9. What are you wearing?
errr... I sleep naked... oops... one secret out... *shy*

10. Did you dream last night?
did i dream? oh ya i did... I dream of a dream that i have forgotten... really it is like me wake up but still in the dream during to recall a dream in a dream... What the fuck m i toking about... ok nvmd... it's complicated...

11. When did you last laugh?
errr... cry is alot of times... laugh is oh ya i forgot... =)

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
i can't see as it is dark...

13. Seen anything weird lately?
ghost? i always see them... gays? i dun wan to see them. so wat r u asking?

14. What do you think of this quiz?
BOLIAO... i do this becoz i am BOLIAO now...

15. What is the last film you saw?
Fearless...

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
i will buy a car... so that I can drive to anywhere i like... I will buy a bungalow... I will buy alot alot of things... hehe...

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know:
I am not a virgin... ok this is not a secret anyway... so nvmd the quiz dunno wat... hahahaz

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
I will change the world to be the best... And no censorship...

19. Do you like to dance?
whhheeyyy i love dancing i can dance well... but prefer singing...

20. George Bush.
he sux...

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Ambelia Sim

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Johnny Sim, Axe Sim

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
YES of coz...

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
Jackywinson Sim, you can join me in this party of eternal life... wooohooooo...

25. 4 people who must also do this in THEIR journal.
Human, inhuman, breathing creatures, dead people.

SIP status: SIP-less...

hahahahaz ok, now jackywinson sim has been officially labelled as EMO boy.
haiz...
dun ask me why, ask all my people...
hehehe

they are the ones who label me...
=)

ok SIP still SIP-less...
tired of it...

hahahaz

well, life is screwed when u got vid pro, 3d, sodes, scfun, all in 1 sem...
I am tired...
officially tired...
hahahaz

dying is the word i can think of...
hehe

okok...

well today or shd i say ystdy... as the time now is 12.22am...
hahahaz
watever...
went to skool at 12plus...
at first wanna go donate blood...
so me, kath and ryce went to the library...
and guess wat ,
IT IS LONG Q.....
so kath go ask the lady infront...
she says that by 2pm , she dun think we could get our turn to donate blood...
hahahaz
so we left the area and back to 3d...

well, i re-rendered my whole animation and guess wat it crashed...
and it failed to render...
WTF...
looking at the time...
i gif up...
i just use back the old clip and edit in premier...
and guess wat
it just cannot export out...
F*** U...
hahahaz


so no choice...
I just use my old clip which is sucky...

hahaha

nvmd...

today 3d class is fun...
we got our brief...
we need to create a room environment...
witha table, lamp, and other stuff..
lamp is sleeping...
then a box fall from no where on the table...
lamp wakes up...
and lamp is curious.
so lamp went investigate...
then all of a sudden,
jack in the box pop out...
and scare the lamp...
then END...

hahahaz

I know, the brief is WTF...
but kind of fun...
as we got more work to do...
damn...

I need time...
hahahz

evening, I had my big family renuion dinner at Tiong bahru...
kind of receive the thing last min...

hahahahz
BORING...

food sucks...
hahahaz

okok...

tired...

ok... here I am...
okok... that's all...
bye bye

whheeyy

Ok..
sch rox...
as it drain all my energy...

a lot of ppl have been asking me or telling me...
jacky u look tired...

Ya now i cannot fake my energy level liao...

well I m still SIP-less...

haha

going to ask shirlyn about SIP post pro companies or even OSIP liao.
hahahaz

and also sharon is helping me to check with her internship company

thanks thanks...

hehe

ok, life is never too good...
so i think good enough will be fine...

oops

hahahaz

ok byez

my life is screwed...

SIP haven settle...

movingbits dun wan ppl liao.
CNA din reply and same goes to many companies out dere.

ya I am pretty screwed...

I lose confidence...

sometimes I dunno how to continue ..

chinese new year is coming...
everyone shd b happy...
but not me...

work is piling up...

$$$ is getting lesser and I m in need of $$$

I dunno ...

I break down alot of times...

I dun smile...

I dunno ...

feeling life is just useless...

is this DEPRESSION?

will I be able to see the sun?

or the moon?

hahahaz

lord, I am breaking down liao...

hahahahaz

most of the times, I deal and solve other's problem.
but when comes to mine...
I will choose to run away from reality...

Y?

my heart feels empty...
and is bleeding...

S T R E S S

I just want to be a normal kid...

but life just dun allow me to.

watever now....

ok now I think I am sick.
time now: 2.03am.

as I am feeling very tired...
wtf...

hahahaz

ok i think this is normal...

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and i dun wish to do scfun.
I dun wish to do pcomd.
I dun wish to do 3d...

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs

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I am stuck...
I dunno how to continue...

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Loses confidence...

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DEPRESSION is the "in" thing now...

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where's the smiley and jumpy jacky/ kywin?

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at times I totally MIA...
at times I will just run away...

NOW i dun wish to face reality of life...

I wanted the dream world...

I want something fake....

Life is cruel...

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D E P R E S S I O N

i happen to find out that i blog alot on my feelings and emotions...

Y?

hahahaz

dunno...

ok now tired...
just want to sleep...

although I got alot of work to do....
but i hack care liao...

i am going to sleep...

so nitez...

ya i am quite screwed...
SIP>>> haven settle... goner...
sch work>>> GONE
myself>>> Die-ed...

hahahaz

nitez ppl...
switch off lights...
and snore...
(that sounds familiar... but anyway i dun snore...)
hahaz

ok byez

cya in school.

ok today is a day i din go church becoz of 1 simple and usual reason.
I wake up late...
hahaz

service shd start at 10.30am, and guess wat i wake up at 11.30pm.
hahahaz

so I just say OK, late as usual.
emailed my church ppl, for a prayer request.
as I believe that prayers work.
so Aishah can see miracle.

and at the evening my cellgp leader called me and ask me bout Aishah.
and of coz my cellgp is praying for her too.

Lord, I know that you r hearing each and everyone's prayers.
we wish that u can gif miracle healing to Aishah.
Lord, for we know u r the healing GOD.

amen.

well, eunice dun cry.
U r not that weak,
so if u want aishah to get well,
dun gif up...
B brave.

hehe

well my SIP haven settle yet.
really hope that I can settle it b4 new year.
Lord I know u haf a path for me.
=)

last week is not a good week for me.
i break down many many many times.
I go crazy.
I dun smile.
I am just a cold jackywinson.
I shouted alot..
I scream alot...
I have lots of attitude problem.
last week sems to be a DEPRESSION week for me.

hahahz
alot of things happen.
REALLY.
A LOT...

I think i grow alittle from all these...

what a life I have.

yea man.

I need a break but when I haf break, I will wish that I got work to do.
so wat's the use of having break?

human s are hard to please.
m i rite?

hahahahz

i know my sense of music now...
when i am feeling low...
I listen to those dance music...

when i am feeling high,
I listen to classical.

but my all times favourite...
enlightening songs...
=)

okok...

I shall not crap a lot.

yea....

i dun wish that this coming week will be stress...
hahahaz

but i know it will be another hardcore EMO week...

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

well, life's like that...
so jus go with it...

hahaz

somehow i want to blog but I just dun feel like typing...

well SIP coming soon.
poor me still no company.

I know i am screwed...

haiz...

winston's aunt has just passed away.
somehow, I just feel something...
dunno what.

i just hope that Aishah's condition can improve.
Aishah is eunice's friend.
well heard that her condition is really bad.

I really pray that she will get well.
lord I know that you are a healing god.
U always gif miracles.
so do heal aishah and let everyone see this miracle.
she is just a young teenager who also have lots of dreams.
lord, I know you have plan a wonderful future for Aishah.
So Lord, heal her.
So that she can enjoy everything that you gif her.
and lord, gif her doctor the wisdom to actually heal the poor girl, Aishah.
I really pray for miracles.
and lord, do heal her.

Amen


ok...

ya...

now i hope that I could get into a company asap for my internship.

ok seriously no mood to continue blogging due to many stress.
so bye ppl

just keep some of the people update.

Winston's aunt has just passed away.

ya...

whheeyy

a saturday evening.

I am still in school..

wat a day..

sianz..

today went to school
to help in open hse..

well today not really that crowded but my groups are all SHY ppl..
hahaha

so hard to tok to them...

yea ..

well, ystdy also help in open hse..
damn tired as didn't sleep... the previous nite...

hahaha

can't sleep..
dunno y...

feeling dissapointed and lost..

dun ask me y?
i oso dunno...

then during nite went to TM to catch a movie with abel, XH and Chris.
memoirs of the geisha.

quite cool but too hollywood style...
color is damn good
sound design rox...
camera angles WOW...

hahaha

but too hollywood style...
damn it...

now I am in 3d lab...
and do a bit of 3d...
and dun feel like doing liao...

hahaz

feeling tired...

saw lots of sec sch kids... during open hse...
feel bad telling them the cool side of design
but in fact design is killing me...

sometimes really wonder how can i balance relationship with work?

dunno...

i screwed them all...
sorry all...

this week is not a good week
all lot of things happen

i dunno wat to say...

dealing with a lot of inner stuff...

mayb i may look quite strong but i know i am weak...
hahahaz

sometimes I am really deceiving myself...

I dunno me now.

watever...

wateva i say now is all useless...
is it wrong to be busy?

y must 1 day be 24 hrs?
y can't it be more?

i know wateva i say, u will take it as an excuse...
that is y i choose to gif up...

i dunno how to carry on...

maybe it is my fault...

maybe i m not the rite guy...

maybe i come to the wrong world...

or even at the wrong time...

i wish i die at this very second..

i dun wanna live anymore...

sorry...
old jacky is back...

people if i happen to shout at u guys or really show bad attitude...
i shall say sorry in advance...

as i cannot take it anymore...
i am exploding...

beware when u see jacky...

ok byez

Prayer list

hahahaz
ok i read eunice blog...
and seriously,
people, do also pray for poor aishah
ok she is in bad condition as what eunice wrote in her blog...
so pray that lord will heal her...

and also pray for winston aunt also...
her condtion is getting worser each day...
doc given up hope...
so pray for a miracle healing...

and if can, also pray for my internship...
hahahz hope that i could get into MovingBits.

anyway any prayer request u can email me or tag me.
as people who read this blog will try to pray for u too.

thanks.

ok
today is a busy busy busy day

morning i come to sch
and edit my video...
incomplete...

then i rush to buy cd-rw and file and paper...
then i rush up to 6th level...
printer spoilt...

damn it...

then i rush back 3d room and put my portfolio into cd-r
then i rush to cyber centre...
waited for my turn to print my resume...

then i rush back 3d room,
coop everything and run to my dad's car...
he send me to Movingbits for my interview...

see i haven rest...

then in the car I am busy burning my portfolio...
packing stuff

all the way to bukit timah...

wat the ...

then during the interview...

i show the lady my portfolio...
then when she look at the skinning one she goes...
eeeeeeeeeeeeee

hahaz
but she is the only person who is strong enuff to watch the video until the end...
clapclap

then ask me some questions
and ask me to wait for reply...

then i tok a long bus ride back to TP...
1hr ++
sianz...

I sleep in the bus...

then i reach TP....

I continue editing...
and then my fone ring...

damn, I got a BB meeting at CS...

arghs

then i go and eat dinner at bedok area and chiong dwn with my friends...

and meeting over...

I am shagged

Things to do tmr,
I am not going to attend ScFun and PCOMD.
I will be in 3d rm for the whole day.
I will do vid pro stuff first... as leaving ard 15 %
I will do 3d animation tmr too as wed submission.

wat a day...

life is hard...

HARD LIFE...

I wan to slack
I wan to play

okok these can only happens in my dreams...
But damn...

I dun dream...

arghs...

Lord I pray that I could get into movingbits for my internship...
I dun mind the 1 hr ++ bus ride...
I just want to get in and learn more post pro stuff...

whheeyy

okok

thanks for reading...

i know my life is shagged

so do u want to be a designer?

hello people

thanks for reading...

ok i have prayer request...

really...

1) Pray that I could get into MovingBits for my SIP...
hehe... i really need an SIP company now..
so do pray for me...

2) Pray for my friend, Winston Ng's aunt.
Her condition is really bad now.
Doctor also give up and says that she could not even live till thursday...
so people do pray for a miracle healing for her...

thanks people...
love u people...

i m serious

ok thanks people.

ystdy went for a run at bedok reservoir...
ran 2 rounds... in les than 1 hour...
tired...

but yet,
feeling ok...

today i dunno y i wake up quite early...
and so i went for service..

hahaz...
today service was great...
talking about prayers...

nice one...

then went to expo,
hahaz... stayed there for awhile...
as there got this project superstar thingy...
CNY stuff..
saw a lot of DOGS...
hahaha

I love dogs...
so a dog-fan like me, will never stop playing with dogs...

hahahaz

then went to bedok reservoir estate there...
got the dunno wat emergency awareness thingy...
stayed there for long...

of coz i did do some vidpro stuff...
the title sequence...

errr...
got some shots,
tmr i shall do editing...

well, tmr afternoon, at 2pm i will have my MovingBits interview...
wish me good luck,
and hope that i could get in for my SIP...

ok ppl,
byez

and i didn't know that ppl are reading my blog...
hahahaz

Well been very stressed up these few weeks...

School stuff have been piling up but no time for everything.
SIP is still not settled yet.
Monday I got an interview.
But, I am still rather stressed...
and I start to lost my confidence...
BB also got quite some stuff to settle...

I need space to breathe...

well, I have read your blog...
U tell me to tell u my wateva thinking...
but do u know y i choose not to?
Becoz, you have ur own stress to deal with...
I dun wan to add on to urs...

Do u know y sometimes i will just choose to b quiet... and somehow that make u feel ignore...
becoz i dun wan to end up in a quarrel...

well, life isn't easy...

when i din say annoying...
u say that...

y must gals be like that...
i dunno wat word to use...
maybe unreasonable...

i dun wan things to end like this dear...
but all i want is to learn how to understand...

mayb u can say that i am a person that will not be able to security...
then i shall say up to u...
as i can't change ppl's thinking...

dear i know u will read this entry...
but i dun wish to see u getting hurt...

and hope that you can grow up too...

anything u can tell me...

when i m really busy, i shall say sorry in advance...
as I can't spend 24 hrs a day with u...
as I still have all these work to handle...

But I really hope that this will not affect our relationship...

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well a lot of ppl has been asking me y u EMO?

well i dunno
maybe this is DEPRESSION.

I am indeed tired...
tired of continuing...

but i m not thinking of death...
dun worry...

just needed some space to rant ...
ignore me will be the best solution...

really...

and I really hope that I can get into movingbits or CNA for my internship..
not much time left...

wateva..
now i feel like hack care everything...

but will I be able?

Monday i will do title sequence editing..
Monday I will touch on 3d...
Monday I will go for my Movingbits interview...
Monday I will come back to sch to do 3d...

Tuesday I will do 3d....

wednesday will be 3d EMO day...

Thursday my off day...
but i will do something...

that is wat i have plan to do...
wat bout friday...
I dunno...

hahahhaaz

tomorrow will play with after effects and polish my skills on that...
as many ppl are doing well in that...

How m i going to be a good post pro person?
How m i going to b a good bf?
How m i going to b a good person?

okok

I failed in everything...

well, wateva..

not in a sound mind now...
that is y brain dead

ok byez
thanks for reading...

http://takey.myweb.hinet.net/miss1.htm

nice webbie...

check it out

Use IE to open this...
as morzilla dun wan to open it

hahaz

hahahaz
congrats to chen weilian for this album of his...

hahaz

Things to do later...

1) Title sequence
2) call moving bits as they ask me to kol them to confirm an interview time...
3) wait for CNA, rushes network and other companies reply.

I want the macbook pro...

http://store.apple.com/1800-MY-APPLE/WebObjects/
singaporestore.woa/80206/wo/sP3uPNDzxplH2QVYDIx1C3rweEs/
0.SLID?nclm=C117FECB&mco=9A4959B0

Check out the webbie...
I want the MACBOOK PRO...

DAMN COOL...
FAST...
and ...

i dunno wat else...

whheeyyy

I am still energetic

i dunno y...

hahahaz

i shd slp...

ya shd...

well, ystdy is tuesday

went out with deardear
have fun...

hahahaz

bought a lot of things at chinatown...

wahahaha

and look at deardear blog for info lor...
as i wanted to blog about ystdy thingy but chris show me something even better to blog about

MACBOOK PRO
http://store.apple.com/1800-MY-APPLE/WebObjects/singaporestore.woa/
80206/wo/sP3uPNDzxplH2QVYDIx1C3rweEs/
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I want...
I want...
I want...

yoz....

tired...

sleepy...

byez...

yoz

i m blogging again...

where the **** is everyone?

hahahahaz

damn bored...

Really...

well, not feeling very good...
as in these few days have been very stressful...

I need to run, fly, and wateva...

DEPRESSION mode

hahahahz

maybe becoz of my status of SIP...

I am currently available for SIP, so companies, I want YOU....

currently waiting for Channel News Asia reply...
Pray for me...

I am going to be so dead...

really...

later still got event planning test.

But I am not prepared for it...

damn sucky...

HELP ME...

do i regret the path that i take in going towards design?

I hope not...

haiz...

Jacky is indeed EMO...

hahahaz

Proverbs 2

Moral Benefits of Wisdom

1 My son, if you accept my words
and store up my commands within you,

2 turning your ear to wisdom
and applying your heart to understanding,

3 and if you call out for insight
and cry aloud for understanding,

4 and if you look for it as for silver
and search for it as for hidden treasure,

5 then you will understand the fear of the LORD
and find the knowledge of God.

6 For the LORD gives wisdom,
and from his mouth come knowledge and understanding.

7 He holds victory in store for the upright,
he is a shield to those whose walk is blameless,

8 for he guards the course of the just
and protects the way of his faithful ones.

9 Then you will understand what is right and just
and fair—every good path.

Profitable Bible study involves more than just opening to a chapter and reading what's there. Here are seven guidelines to help you make the most of your study of the Bible.

1. Set aside a regular time. Unless you schedule it, you'll neglect it.

2. Before you start reading, ask God for help and understanding.

3. Carefully think about what you are reading. Not all of the Bible's treasures lie like pebbles on the surface. To mine the gold, you have to dig.

4. Seek to understand what the author was saying to the first people who read the book or letter before you decide how to apply it today.

5. Write down at least one truth or principle you can put into practice.

6. Try different translations of the Bible. If you find yourself skimming over familiar words, a new translation may focus your mind on the passage in a new way.

7. Don't get discouraged. Some parts of the Bible are more interesting than others, and some you may not understand at all. But there's enough that you can understand, and it will revolutionize your life if you apply it.

Now read today's verses again with these principles in mind. Then try it again tomorrow. You will begin to discover the treasures in the Bible. —Haddon Robinson

When reading God's Word, take special care
To find the rich treasures hidden there;
Give thought to each line, each precept clear,
Then practice it well with godly fear. —Anon.

The Bible's treasures are found by those who dig for them.

I am done with my event planning individual paper and ScFun script...

hahahahz

so happy...
and now is 5.02am...

wat...

ok dun need to sleep liao...

now i m still studying for my event planning test...

hahahaz

ok byez

oh well being a human is never easy.

We are being put thru many test.

Thru these tests, it builds up everyone's courage, skills, and wateva...

well, life is just stressful...

ok i have enuff...

back to work again....

i must not lost my concentration.

hahahz

Our God is an awesome God
Michael W. Smith

When He rolls up His sleeves
He ain't just puttin' on the Ritz
(our God is an Awesome God)
There is thunder in His footsteps
And lightning in His fists
(our God is an Awesome God)
Well the Lord He wasn't jokin'
when He kicked 'em out of Eden
It wasn't for no reason that He shed His blood
His return is very close and so you better be believin'
That our God is an Awesome God

REFRAIN
Our God (our god) is an Awesome God
He Reigns (he reigns) from heaven above
With Wisdom (with wisdom)pow'r and love
Our God is an Awesome God

When the sky was starless in the void of the night
(our god is an awesome god)
He spoke into the darkness and created the light
(our god is an awesome god)
Judgement and wrath He poured out the Sodom
Mercy and grace He gave us at the cross
I hope that we have not too quickly forgotten that
Our God is an Awesome God

REFRAIN x 3

this song rox...
thanks brother Timo for sending me this wonderful song...
wow...

yes our God is an awesome God...
hallelujah

In God's kingdom, u can always find love.
love is endless...

Thank you jesus ,
thank you lord...
thank you father...

love you...

ARGHSSSSSSSSSS...

super stress...

ok today i m not feeling very well...

hahahaz

but praise the lord... I am still surviving...

but looking at the work that i am holding on now...

i am super stress...

submission for tomorrow...
i got my event planning paper... only 10% done...
Damn...

i still got SCfun script...
damn...

i got to edit the proposal...
damn...

tomorrow i still got event planning test... (I haven study...)

damn damn damn...

arghs...

wat a life...

ok back to work...

sunday

a rainy day

very sianz

i still got event planning indiviual paper, and scfun to chiong today...
oh ya need to study for event planning as test tmr...

sianz...

ok back to work..

Doc William Tan

hahahhaz... I am back blogging again...

Doc William Tan is really wow...
his perservance and strength is what we must learn...

ystdy we r scheduled to run with him.
and he had been cycling with his arms ever since thursday 7pm.
and he is still energetic.
he still can tok to us on the way.
hehe

he is quite friendly and you can always see the smile on his face.
being part of the run, I am indeed proud.
hahahaz

Doc William is indeed someone that i admire.
despite his inablity to walk...
he still comes out with miracles...

thinking bout that I must learn from him.

hahhahaz...

Doc William Tan, U ROX...

ok ystdy I was supposed to have MC.
due to my cough, throat and a bit of my asthmatic problem is getting back.
hahahz
but i come to skool to submit my MC.
and went for a good 20 mins acting wkshp.

then i went with eunice and siyuan to the NE talk...
hahahah
that is my forth NE talk...
well, i always acc my friends...
hehehe

then went to mensa eat ...
i ate fish n chips, mushrm soup and a mango drink...

and that was 10 mins b4 we went to sports complex and register...
hahhahaz
smart rite...
eat and run...

i thought that i will puke de, but i did not...
hehe

ok, at first i pace with shan shan jie...
then she kol me to go first...
then i continued first lor...

then i pace with stan-san(BOSS)
after awhile,
i happen to find out that i need to breathe..
as i dunno wat happen ...
so i slow down...

and stan-san continued...
hahahahz

then, i remembered got 1 time i run pass stan-san...
but i can't remember seeing him again in the track...

at my 7th round, there's blur vision in front of me...
then i really go, WTF...

hahhahaz

but i continued...

CHRIS join me in my 14.5 round...
and thanks bro...

hahahaz

and ystdy i completed 16 round...
as tired liao...
hahahaz

my aim for ystdy is 2.4km only...
but i dunno y i ran 6.4km...

hahahhaz

well, my body still survive today...
miracle...

i dunno y...

hahhahaz

yea, it has been a long long time since i last run...
hehe

ok byez

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Thank you lord for bringing Jamie into my life...


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GOD IS LOVE.

well,
for those who thought that i am a christian since young....
too bad i m not...

i accepted christ last year...

and i know that this relationship will last long...

i m happy...

for those who remember...
I am used to b a saddist...

but now i feel better...

really...

thank you LORD...

being in Bedok Lutheran Church,
i feel HOME

really...

Jesus u rox...

hehehehhehehheheheheheheh

yoz...

i dunno y i blog alot...

hehe

but my movie ratings are below...
i just wanna share...

i dun wan to b a spoiler...
so only ratings...

and some of my comments

hehehehhehehehehe

1) NARNIA 8/10
Very cool... Story is so wonderful...
just simply love it...

2) KING KONG 8.5/10
Actions, emotions, everything...
80% 3d...
damn cool...

3) A chinese TALL story : the got the monk, monkey god or wateva de... 6.5/10
quite cute... but very corny...
u can laugh ur ass out...
hehehe

4) The promise (I want to watch)

well anymore movies???

i dunno

This post is for those who r thinking of crawling into DESIGN school. especially Temasek Design School.

Well, Design has been something that everyone gets notice now.
that is why more and more people are trying to squeeze into this area.

well, you guys will thought that design skool is a easy way out.
No EXAMS.
just draw,
well, i m afraid to tell u that u ppl will b dissappointed.

REALLY...

Dun do things that you will regret.
hehehehe

design is not what u think.
There's a lot of HARDwork that u will need to put in.

U will not enjoy ur sleeping time...
as u dun get to sleep...

it will end up with a period whereby coffee doesn't keep u awake...

And busy will be your msn status...

EMO will be your life...

deadlines are things that u pray for extention.

and nightmares when u get "great" lecturers.

and u will get more EMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

hahahahz

so do u wanna join us?

If yes...

Welcome...

for those with portfolio , plz bring ur portfolio for the interview...

for those who dun haf... (like me)

bring urself for the interview...
and just crap...

heehee

Today is another 3d day...

I reach school at 9.20am
and I skip Event planning lecture...
I went to 3d animation dere...
and start modelling my 3d bird...

You know...

RESTART...

hahahahaz

ok
today not really that EMO...
but still EMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...
more OOOOOOOOOOOOOsssss

heeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeee

ok byes

wwhhheeyyy

i have alot of wish...

For SIP, I wish that Channel News Asia can accept me...

For this sem, I wish that I am able to do well for all my modules...

For next sem, TQ plz gif me the modules that I want, Dun cheat me again...

=)

heehee

whhheeyyy

well, I need to exercise...

I wanna go for a run...

I wanna go for a swim...
seriously...
but i can't swim or shd i say dunno how to swim...

haiz...

i wanna learn how to swim...

well did i know how to swim?

i dun remember...

hehe

below are two of my results...

as i have a hard time choosing between 2 answers...

hehehehhe

I am truly passionate.

You're excited about life and in touch with yourself and nature. Tell me, do I have this straight?

Virtues: You appreciate humor like none other. Puns might even spark laughter in you (TEHY R FUNNI). You seek adventure and connection with your surroundings. You seek friends who will not only share laughs with you but actually form a deep bond of trust and empathy beneath the surface. You look for adventure and courage in people, and variation is necessary to keep you under control. You see yourself as multi-faceted, so you need people who can see you in your many lights. You're constantly trying to figure yourself out while analyzing the people around you. Silly, silly people.

Aspirations: You can't decide what you want to be yet, but you know you want it to be adventures and interesting, with constant changes. You don't know what love will do for you yet, but it's competing with adventure for a place in your heart. An internal conflict has begun: can you be a successful worker, lover, and parent all at once?

Quirks: Noise of any sort is irritating when you're in the mood. Smacking gum, loud chewing, humming- it's about as pleasing as bodily noises. You dislike emaciated people because of jealousy and just plain disgust. You're a procrastinator but a hard worker, too.

Factors: You need constant attention and support. You're high-maintnence, but a great, reliable friend. Nature needs you and you need nature; it's helped thus far, so keep in touch with the outside world.

Future: Who knows! You absolutely need constant change, so vacationing is surely in the cards. Will you settle down or not? Love will find you eventually, as it does to everyone. Will you choose the sweet home life or the rewarding busy-bee life?

Find your soul type at kelly.moranweb.com.

I'm exceptionally artistic!

Fair enough. Perhaps they haven't. But now that you know, you must become one with your inner self.

Virtues: You look for immense creativity and individuality in people, including yourself. You're not happy with anything less than brilliant, and you focus on being expressive. You value energy, liveliness, and upbeat personalities, but you're not supportive of moodiness when you yourself can be unreliably moody. Seeking activity, you like the bustle of business but need the secluded atmosphere of a studio or private corner.

Aspirations: You feel the need to express your talents, whether it be through writing, drawing, singing, dancing, composing, performing, or photographing. While you strive to ever improve your work, you want to display it as soon as possible when your impatience kicks in. You want to be a prodigy but you might not have the means right at your fingertips. Trust me, do NOT move to New York to do it. Yeesh!

Quirks: Conformists bother you because of their lack of individuality. You're often late or unreliable. You're showy and refuse to share the spotlight. You only tell little white lies. You worm your way into the hearts of others, but be careful; some people despise the show-offs.

Factors: Surround yourself with activity and you'll always have material to work with. Involve friends and family in your projects so they don't feel like envious outsiders.

Future: Show business or not, you'll settle down happily if you're among those who appreciate your natural talents and desire to perform. Don't stay in one place too long, and don't be too hasty in defining your relationships. Who are you to judge what only time will tell?

Find your soul type at kelly.moranweb.com.

whheeyyy

here's EMO prince

y prince and not king?

As king is a bit tooooooo old
and i m young...

i believe u guys agree with me that i m young...

hehe

well year 2005 is already gone...


lesson learnt...
i learn to b more EMO.
i learn to b more responsible.
i learn to b a leader.
i learn more about life.
i learn to get really stressed up.

well it has been a terrible 2005.
and i believe that 2006 will b worst.

I dunno wassup with my life...
everything seems messed up...

is design really for me?

i dunno...
i have been thinking bout this question for years...

design has only entered my life when i m in poly.
sec sch all i know is science, maths, commerce...

i really question myself...

upon seeing my peers works,
the question will keep appearing in my mind...

haiz...

i m tired...

i dunno how to go on...

i needed to breathe...

upon seeing more n more ppl with SIP companies.
it worries me ...
i get stressed up...

i believe that i grow up...
as i m at least taller than b4...
lol...
i dun laugh or smile a lot... unlike yr 1 times...
more n more responsibility...

i believe that this is part of life...

Lord, show me the way...

no matter what i will still continue the journey...
no matter rain or shine,
as I know...
Lord u r always there for me...
Thank you Lord...