Well been very stressed up these few weeks...

School stuff have been piling up but no time for everything.
SIP is still not settled yet.
Monday I got an interview.
But, I am still rather stressed...
and I start to lost my confidence...
BB also got quite some stuff to settle...

I need space to breathe...

well, I have read your blog...
U tell me to tell u my wateva thinking...
but do u know y i choose not to?
Becoz, you have ur own stress to deal with...
I dun wan to add on to urs...

Do u know y sometimes i will just choose to b quiet... and somehow that make u feel ignore...
becoz i dun wan to end up in a quarrel...

well, life isn't easy...

when i din say annoying...
u say that...

y must gals be like that...
i dunno wat word to use...
maybe unreasonable...

i dun wan things to end like this dear...
but all i want is to learn how to understand...

mayb u can say that i am a person that will not be able to security...
then i shall say up to u...
as i can't change ppl's thinking...

dear i know u will read this entry...
but i dun wish to see u getting hurt...

and hope that you can grow up too...

anything u can tell me...

when i m really busy, i shall say sorry in advance...
as I can't spend 24 hrs a day with u...
as I still have all these work to handle...

But I really hope that this will not affect our relationship...

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well a lot of ppl has been asking me y u EMO?

well i dunno
maybe this is DEPRESSION.

I am indeed tired...
tired of continuing...

but i m not thinking of death...
dun worry...

just needed some space to rant ...
ignore me will be the best solution...

really...

and I really hope that I can get into movingbits or CNA for my internship..
not much time left...

wateva..
now i feel like hack care everything...

but will I be able?

Monday i will do title sequence editing..
Monday I will touch on 3d...
Monday I will go for my Movingbits interview...
Monday I will come back to sch to do 3d...

Tuesday I will do 3d....

wednesday will be 3d EMO day...

Thursday my off day...
but i will do something...

that is wat i have plan to do...
wat bout friday...
I dunno...

hahahhaaz

tomorrow will play with after effects and polish my skills on that...
as many ppl are doing well in that...

How m i going to be a good post pro person?
How m i going to b a good bf?
How m i going to b a good person?

okok

I failed in everything...

well, wateva..

not in a sound mind now...
that is y brain dead

ok byez
thanks for reading...