whheeyy

a saturday evening.

I am still in school..

wat a day..

sianz..

today went to school
to help in open hse..

well today not really that crowded but my groups are all SHY ppl..
hahaha

so hard to tok to them...

yea ..

well, ystdy also help in open hse..
damn tired as didn't sleep... the previous nite...

hahaha

can't sleep..
dunno y...

feeling dissapointed and lost..

dun ask me y?
i oso dunno...

then during nite went to TM to catch a movie with abel, XH and Chris.
memoirs of the geisha.

quite cool but too hollywood style...
color is damn good
sound design rox...
camera angles WOW...

hahaha

but too hollywood style...
damn it...

now I am in 3d lab...
and do a bit of 3d...
and dun feel like doing liao...

hahaz

feeling tired...

saw lots of sec sch kids... during open hse...
feel bad telling them the cool side of design
but in fact design is killing me...

sometimes really wonder how can i balance relationship with work?

dunno...

i screwed them all...
sorry all...

this week is not a good week
all lot of things happen

i dunno wat to say...

dealing with a lot of inner stuff...

mayb i may look quite strong but i know i am weak...
hahahaz

sometimes I am really deceiving myself...

I dunno me now.

watever...