Today I went to school.
just to export out the sodes stuff.

then i took 23 and then took 168
hahaha

and it took me 45 mins to woodland.
Noooooooooooooooooooo

will that be me for my sip?

Monday, by 6.45am got to wait at my busstop for the 168
then reach woodland interchange,
got to change to another bus which will take me 20 mins.

hahaha

HAiz

How i wish arvato can send me more to the shenton way branch as it is nearer to my hse.
i just need to take 196
and just 1 bus...

and i dun haf to sleep in bus...
U know...

lol...

watever...

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I think I am somewhat sick...

I dun think it is normal already.

as my back ache has been there for 2 years.
and there's this very uncomfortable and pain aching somewhere near my kidney area.
better dun tell me I am really sick.
as in ... u know...

and today when i am in sound room, all of a sudden
I have this very terrible headache at my right side of my brain more towards the back-middle.
errrr...
it last for about 15-20 mins ba...

what happen to my body?

it is not just a simple flu man...

I dun wan to see a doc...
hahahaha

for those who happen to know a bit of my medical history shd know...
hahaha

but overall, i think i shd be OK...

dun worry...
as the most die only wat

lol...

when it just seems that I have indeed a sad life manz....

haiz...

wat to do...

hahaha

anyway for those who want to know about my medical records...
errrr...

I will only tell u guys when i feel like it...
But I am sure that I dunno everything...
as somehow, doc did keep some secrets...

DAMN... I must dig that secret out...

but i think i shall wait till I am 21 yrs old...
so that I can go to the doc and say TELL ME...
as I am legally an adult liao...

hahhaa

but hope that it will be nothing worst...
if not...

i oso dunno ...

lol...

I can be said as a mysterious person.
I think many will agree with me.
As no matter who, they will never know me well totally. except for GOD.
I used to be a person who nv had secret kept within myself...
I remembered clearly...

But somehow I dunno y, after the incident in sec sch (that's my life, some of u guys know wat i am toking about.) I become like that.

Sometimes I find it hard to trust.
I dunno how to communicate.

Have i lost this battle?

i dunno...

my strong point is still my language... as in written. not spoken.

I dun always talk...
I keep everything to myself.
I write.
I scribble.
I draw.
I paint.
I do sculpture.
I take photos.

This is how I communicate.

But i dunno y i have so many friends, as by rite, people like me, will get ignored...
hahahha

maybe becoz i am LUCKY

yes I am...


I hate being free...
as this gives me more time to think...
and I hate this...

as I will think of a lot of PAST...

I am a person who still lives in the past.

that is y i haf an emo character.
i guess.

Thanks to all friends, bros, sis, and everyone who tries to make me happy...
Thanks for all the hardwork...
i dunno whether u guys pass or fail.
but all i can say is that I can feel it...

Did I ever tell u guys that my sixth sense is the strongest...
maybe that is y since young i can somehow communicate or see, those hantu...
lol ok la... they are quite cool- beings... I suppose...

some may say that I am mad...
but all i can say is that science is not everything.

Ok... smile and byebye for now...
maybe i will blog in a few secs more, or even a few days more...

-.-