nts

what happen to me?

I am no longer me...

dun ask me y?

read ur blog...

i know how much i have hurt u...

i have been thinking....

i know i still cannot put down my past.

this resulted me not being able to really trust ppl...

I am lost...

really lost...

i feels empty. I feel that i am not a human...

when i m helpless, the only way for me is to turn to GOD.

but not always...

deep inside my heart is battling.... years of years of battling...

pain...

although i know that death is a natural process....

but the pain will b always there....

for many years....

i am in this pain....

deep inside....

i shall end here...............................