nothing

well, living???

tired of it...
i needed a break,

i needed a lot of air to breathe

or

i just dun breathe...

i can't stop things happening around me...
as i am just nobody...

i am going insane...

i want back my childhood.... or even just allow me to get to adulthood so that i can be alone...

i felt the pain in my heart...
pain...

i dunno y... yes i am having problems... so ignore me...

u can hardly see the smile that i always have

and if u see me smile, m i really smiling???

i dunnoe...