i seriously think that i am emotionally not Ok...

hahahaz

well i have been getting more n more emo...

and i got a feeling that the negative me is coming back...

shit...

i dun wan...

and now sometimes I can't control myself...

when can i really put down everything , and start this new life...

arghs...

i am beginning to hate myself...

i dun wan to b back to the past...

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i need fresh air...

i need to escape....

this is not the lifestlye i want...


i dun wan to be emo...

i wan to put down my past....

LORD I trust that u can bring me to a new life...

all i need is u LORD