I am actually not feeling very great now...
as in unhappy...

well, having been stuck with BAD equipments, lightings, of coz all these will affect the video quality.

So wat can I do?

well, after hearing all those bad stuff from my colleague and supervisor.

It really affects me...

I take them really seriously...
as they dun understand a single shit...

No matter what I do I am always in wrong.
And I dun get the deserved credits when it's stuff that I have done.
It is always given to another colleague.
I kept quiet.

But all faults is all push to me...

Wat the world is coming.

Lord, I am indeed crying for u.
I am lost.

I feel like giving up in this internship and maybe seek for the next one...

What have I learn?

I dunno...
deling with ppl.

that is only one thing I have learn.

What about design related stuff?
0%

I dun haf a decent cam, no decent lightings except fopr u know those office lights.

I dun haf a decent computer and now my laptop GG

I dun haf anything that could help me...

they want things from me...
ButI want to learn from them but what have I learn?

This is week 6.

2 more weeks....

What the hell is this company trying to give me.

I know maybe I will fail...
But it can't really be my fault.
as I dun GET TO LEARN.

all ur marketing stuff are damn WRONG...
even the blind can see this...

at several times I cried becoz i cannot take it anymore...
Although I can be joking with ppl ard me and saying how slack m i
But who will knows...

I am really very LOST.

I regret for allowing shirlyn to give me this company and I accepted it...

I feel like telling to gail but will it stop all the troubles?

i dunno...

I want to shout...

I really wanted to get closer to the heart of the lord...
I want to be like christ...

But I am still human...
I will still complain, I will still feel lost, I will still feel sad...
I will still get angry...

What am I going to do next?