doing some work...
and watch some online sermons...

i cried.
i asked myself, have I really follow the LORD?
My answer is no.

I am guilty.
I want to follow Jesus even farther...
Y i m guilty.
I dunno...
A sense of guilt happens to be in my heart.

And having some time reflecting.
I agree that I am quite away from the LORD.
I haven been reading my bible regulary.
i give excuses that I got no time or tired.
After my reflection, I feel that God wanted to tok to me.
and I am just hiding myself.

Lord, I am sorry.
I pray that u will forgive me once again.
I have sinned against u.

I wanted to spend more time with u and also making my FYP to glorify u LORD.
All my projects and whatever things that I do, I am doing it for you LORD.
Not doing it for myself, as all credits shd goes to you.
Without you lord, I will be a lost sheep.
Now I have return back to you, and Lord, I will not go away.

I wanted to do things that will glorify you.

LORD, i know you have plans ahead for me.
So, I will follow the path that you have set for me.

HOLY IS THE LORD.

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When I am young, I am a taoist. (as what my parents told me)
But I hated it.
As I dun believe that there's so many gods, and most of them looks like demons to me.
But maybe becoz I am very young, so I just follow whatever my parents told me to do.

Then when I am a teenage. I became a freethinker.
As due to I dun belive in taoism.

And now I have became a christian.
And I began to really know more about Jesus.

Well, although some may say that since you haf go thru so many religions.
will i become a backslider?
But allow me to say.
Having experiencing so many things in life.
Now, I can feel GOD's love.
And I can really tell u that GOD's love and mercy is wonderful.
I will not give up in this relationship with the GOD.
=D
As it is so sweet and rewarding as it refreshes ur day everytime u feel down.
But when u r feeling down, just remember that you haf someone is dere for u.
And that is GOD.

=D

There's no religion in this world.
But there's a relationship that everyone is seeking for.
The relationship with GOD.
relationship with JESUS Christ.

Praise the lord...

I will end this entry by saying THANK YOU JESUS for the CROSS.