my back story

i dunno y i wanna to write this down but maybe i juz wanna it to put kept in this blog...

i noe that ppl who reads my blog will ask who is wendaline...

i dun wanna lie...

she is my ex (shd i say is my ex)

anyway it is my fault anyway ...

i dun wan it to happen...

but it has happen...

i know this gal when i was in sec 3. she is oso in sec 3 too but dif sch.
we went on happily n so we go as stead...

oh well, we had been together for one year... that can b considered long...

but a thing happen that i actually till now still cannot forgive myself...

i wanna meet her and i was waiting for her near a junction. then i saw her n she was smiling(that was her last smile.) she crossed the road but car juz came by n knock her down ...
i was shocked... i dunno how to react...

but all i know is that she left me...

forever...

till now i still can't forgive myself... why must it be like that... why everything happens to me...

my family n some of friends do not know bout this as i didn't intend to tell them...

crying has been years...
pain can nv stop...
regrets is forever...
tears keeps flowing...

shd i give up?