wat a day...

today is 23rd oct 2004.

oh well, another busy day... -.-

everyday seems to b the same....

last nite tears accompany me to sleep...
dunno why?

this morning nothing interesting...

afternoon while working my colleagues(aunties) keep on asking me to change $ with her...
and i keep on saying wait until i get mad.... i juz shouted shut up... and wait at my counter while serving customers... hahaz and they really shut up...

evening i went home...

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in my heart or mind....

I dunno wat's wrong with me... i cry myself to sleep... i juz dunno wat i want...
i shd turn left or turn rite?
shd i juz give up everything...
i hate the stress ...
i cannot take it anymore...

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but one word qiuwei i hope that u will give me time...
read ur msg liao...
u noe me well...
i noe in my heart there's still wendaline...
but i noe that it is impossible for me n her together as she is gone forever...
i m trying hard to maintain me n u...
as i dun wanna lose u....
if u r reading i love u....

the end...