why am i in design?

why am i in poly?

why can't i be a farmer?

life isn't that simple anymore...
(Z)
I miss those days...

I happen to know that I m giving myself too much stress...

and now I tend to explode...

Y can't life be as simple as my sec sch years...

I love that lifestyle...
everyday is so fun...

well I am a business orientated person, not very design i suppose...
but i am in a design sch...

I suck at everything i suppose...

becoz i sux the more i want to improve and the more stress i give to myself...

I am collasping...

I dunno how long can I stand...
I dun wan to have such a lifestyle...

But I know that is my life...
times that i can feel peace is in church, with my deardear, and with my friends...

but still...

LORD i need your guidance...