My Redeemer Lives
Hillsongs
I know he rescued my soul
His blood has covered my sin
I believe
I believe
My shame His taken away
My pain is healed in his name
I believe
I believe
I'll raise a banner
'Cause my Lord has conquered the grave
My Redeemer Lives
My Redeemer Lives
My Redeemer Lives
My Redeemer Lives
You Lift my burdens
I'll rise with You
I'm dancing on this mountain top to see your kingdom come
Monday, August 29, 2005
ALL DAY
Verse 1:
I don't care what they say about me
It's alright, alright
I don't care they think about me
It's alright, they'll get it one day
Pre-Chorus
I love you, I'll follow you
You are my, my life
I will read my bible and pray
I will follow you all day
Verse 2:
I don't care what it costs anymore
Cos' you gave it all and I'm following you
I don't care what it takes anymore
No matter what happens I'm going your way
Pre-Chorus
Chorus:
All Day
All Day now
All Day
Verse 1
Pre-Chorus
Chorus
Bridge:
Anyone around can see
just how good you've been to me
For all my friends that don't know you
I pray that you would save them too
Chorus
Verse 1:
I don't care what they say about me
It's alright, alright
I don't care they think about me
It's alright, they'll get it one day
Pre-Chorus
I love you, I'll follow you
You are my, my life
I will read my bible and pray
I will follow you all day
Verse 2:
I don't care what it costs anymore
Cos' you gave it all and I'm following you
I don't care what it takes anymore
No matter what happens I'm going your way
Pre-Chorus
Chorus:
All Day
All Day now
All Day
Verse 1
Pre-Chorus
Chorus
Bridge:
Anyone around can see
just how good you've been to me
For all my friends that don't know you
I pray that you would save them too
Chorus
We Go Together
GREASE
We go together, like rama, lama, lama, kadingy, kading-a-dong
Remember forever, as shoowop, shoowally, wally, yippity,
boom-de-boom
Chang-chang, changadee-chang-chibop, that's the way it should
be, wahoo,yeah
We're one of a kind, like yip, ayip, ayip, shoowa, sha wooly-woo
Our names are signed abooglde,
booglede,booglede,booglede,shooby,shoowop,shabop
Chang-chang, changadee-chang-chibop, we'll always be like
one,wa-wa-wa-one
When we go out at night, and stars are shining bright, up in the
skiesabove
Or at the highschool dance, where you can find romance
Baby, it might be love
rama lama lama kadingy,kading-a-dong
shoowop, shoowally,wally yippity boom-de-boom
chang-chang, changadee-chang-chibop
yip, ayip,ayip, ayip, shoowa, sha wooly-woo
booglede, boogldee, booglede,booglede, shooby shoowop, shabop
AWOMP BAMMA LOOMA AWOMP BAM BOOM!
We're for each other, like awomp bama looma awomp bam boom
Just like my brother, nanananana yippity, dippty doo
Chang-chang, changadee-chang-chibop, we'll always be together,
wahoo,yeah
We'll always be together (repeats out)
"Wake Me Up When September Ends"
Green Day
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends
summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
Green Day
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends
summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
Superman
Five For Fighting
I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me
I’m more than a bird...i’m more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me
Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see
It may sound absurd...but don’t be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but won’t you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
It’s not easy to be me
Up, up and away...away from me
It’s all right...you can all sleep sound tonight
I’m not crazy...or anything...
I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
Men weren’t meant to ride
With clouds between their knees
I’m only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
Inside of me
Inside me
Yeah, inside me
Inside of me
I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
I’m only a man
Looking for a dream
I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
And it’s not easy, hmmm, hmmm, hmmm...
Its not easy to be me
Five For Fighting
I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me
I’m more than a bird...i’m more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me
Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see
It may sound absurd...but don’t be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but won’t you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
It’s not easy to be me
Up, up and away...away from me
It’s all right...you can all sleep sound tonight
I’m not crazy...or anything...
I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
Men weren’t meant to ride
With clouds between their knees
I’m only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
Inside of me
Inside me
Yeah, inside me
Inside of me
I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
I’m only a man
Looking for a dream
I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
And it’s not easy, hmmm, hmmm, hmmm...
Its not easy to be me
Better Man
Robbie Williams
Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain
Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man
Go easy on my conscience
'Cause it's not my fault
I know I've been told
To take the blame
Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
I'm in pain
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man
Once you've found that lover
You're homeward bound
Love is all around
Love is all around
I know some have fallen
On stony ground
But Love is all around
Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain
Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doin' all I can
To be a better man
Robbie Williams
Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain
Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man
Go easy on my conscience
'Cause it's not my fault
I know I've been told
To take the blame
Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
I'm in pain
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man
Once you've found that lover
You're homeward bound
Love is all around
Love is all around
I know some have fallen
On stony ground
But Love is all around
Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain
Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doin' all I can
To be a better man
Saturday, August 27, 2005
Welcome to my life
Simple Plan
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work
It was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
week 14 flies...
now is coming to week 15
shitz...
InMA is 50% done... Tuesday 9am submission...
need to burn out to a CD, then put in CD sleeves... then need to do up my development folder and put it in evelope together with my final piece...
ahzzzzz....
after InMA will be LaoFi....
hahahahaz
i am high on stress...
I am suffocating with Stress...
I dying...
SAVE ME...
bye bye... back to my coffin and into my grave...
now is coming to week 15
shitz...
InMA is 50% done... Tuesday 9am submission...
need to burn out to a CD, then put in CD sleeves... then need to do up my development folder and put it in evelope together with my final piece...
ahzzzzz....
after InMA will be LaoFi....
hahahahaz
i am high on stress...
I am suffocating with Stress...
I dying...
SAVE ME...
bye bye... back to my coffin and into my grave...
Friday, August 26, 2005
week 14
Mon- jap (done)
Tues- P2 (done)
Wed-video editing (done)
Thurs-audio (done)
Fri- ching InMA and go school to watch laofi.
Week 15
Mon- diedie must finish InMA.
Tues- 9am InMA submission and prsentation. So must reach sch at 8am. JUST IN CASE...
Wed- do Laofi
Thurs- do Laofi
Fri- Submit laofi ONLINE...
I swear Design school is crazy...
Designers are Superman and women...
battery running flat soonz...
InMA... InMA...
I need some guidance...
Mon- jap (done)
Tues- P2 (done)
Wed-video editing (done)
Thurs-audio (done)
Fri- ching InMA and go school to watch laofi.
Week 15
Mon- diedie must finish InMA.
Tues- 9am InMA submission and prsentation. So must reach sch at 8am. JUST IN CASE...
Wed- do Laofi
Thurs- do Laofi
Fri- Submit laofi ONLINE...
I swear Design school is crazy...
Designers are Superman and women...
battery running flat soonz...
InMA... InMA...
I need some guidance...
Thursday, August 25, 2005
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
Week 14
Monday- Japanese ok le...
Tuesday- P2 presentation shoot until like siao but ok le.... InMA-ing
Wednesday- submission of Video editing, I done liao la... and maybe camp overnight for audio....=( but InMA-ing
Thursday- Submission of audio... InMA-ing
Friday- come school watch laofi in order to do laofi, and InMA-ing...
Saturday- InMA-ing....
Sunday- Church and InMA-ing
Week 15
Monday- InMA diedie must finish... if not really die.... So cannot InMA-ing anymore...
Tuesday- wake up early as submission of InMA... yea, dun need InMA-ing liao...
Wednesday- do laofi
Thursday-do laofi
Friday- I plan to submit my laofi paper... so diediedie must finish...
ONWARDS.....
Holiday... wheeeeyyyyyyy....
Find JoB...
and maybe go malaysia with my old buddies....
and rot till sem 4.....
wheeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyy.....
Monday- Japanese ok le...
Tuesday- P2 presentation shoot until like siao but ok le.... InMA-ing
Wednesday- submission of Video editing, I done liao la... and maybe camp overnight for audio....=( but InMA-ing
Thursday- Submission of audio... InMA-ing
Friday- come school watch laofi in order to do laofi, and InMA-ing...
Saturday- InMA-ing....
Sunday- Church and InMA-ing
Week 15
Monday- InMA diedie must finish... if not really die.... So cannot InMA-ing anymore...
Tuesday- wake up early as submission of InMA... yea, dun need InMA-ing liao...
Wednesday- do laofi
Thursday-do laofi
Friday- I plan to submit my laofi paper... so diediedie must finish...
ONWARDS.....
Holiday... wheeeeyyyyyyy....
Find JoB...
and maybe go malaysia with my old buddies....
and rot till sem 4.....
wheeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyy.....
Week 14
Monday Japanese Role play (well done, as over liao and i am happy... I miss Shigeta- san)
Tuesday IMD P2 presentation. (later and i dunno how or wat will happen)
WEdnesday submission of VIDEO EDITING and dun worry, done... maybe camp overnight to do audio post... also do some InMA
Thursday submission of audio post production... continue doing InMA
Friday going back to sch to watch Laofi final movie... as need to write about it...I quite like the story as it follows the bible... continue doing InMA
Saturday continue doing InMA, then evening got care group... okok I stop saying cell group liao... heehee...
Sunday BS, Church... woohoooooooo then InMA again...
Week 15
Monday Last check on InMA...
Tuesday submission of InMA...
Wednesday, start writing laofi...
Thursday, continue laofi...
Friday, continue laofi.... or submission of laofi via emailing...(if not)
Saturday, continue laofi.... then care group
Sunday BS, church, laofi...
Week 16
Monday if i din submit on week 15 friday, i will have to go sch b4 12 to submit laofi....
----------------HOLIDAYS, and I will try to find a job... best is apple centre... ------------------
woohooooooooooooo....
Monday Japanese Role play (well done, as over liao and i am happy... I miss Shigeta- san)
Tuesday IMD P2 presentation. (later and i dunno how or wat will happen)
WEdnesday submission of VIDEO EDITING and dun worry, done... maybe camp overnight to do audio post... also do some InMA
Thursday submission of audio post production... continue doing InMA
Friday going back to sch to watch Laofi final movie... as need to write about it...I quite like the story as it follows the bible... continue doing InMA
Saturday continue doing InMA, then evening got care group... okok I stop saying cell group liao... heehee...
Sunday BS, Church... woohoooooooo then InMA again...
Week 15
Monday Last check on InMA...
Tuesday submission of InMA...
Wednesday, start writing laofi...
Thursday, continue laofi...
Friday, continue laofi.... or submission of laofi via emailing...(if not)
Saturday, continue laofi.... then care group
Sunday BS, church, laofi...
Week 16
Monday if i din submit on week 15 friday, i will have to go sch b4 12 to submit laofi....
----------------HOLIDAYS, and I will try to find a job... best is apple centre... ------------------
woohooooooooooooo....
Monday, August 22, 2005
Sunday, August 21, 2005
why am i in design?
why am i in poly?
why can't i be a farmer?
life isn't that simple anymore...
(Z)
I miss those days...
I happen to know that I m giving myself too much stress...
and now I tend to explode...
Y can't life be as simple as my sec sch years...
I love that lifestyle...
everyday is so fun...
well I am a business orientated person, not very design i suppose...
but i am in a design sch...
I suck at everything i suppose...
becoz i sux the more i want to improve and the more stress i give to myself...
I am collasping...
I dunno how long can I stand...
I dun wan to have such a lifestyle...
But I know that is my life...
times that i can feel peace is in church, with my deardear, and with my friends...
but still...
LORD i need your guidance...
why am i in poly?
why can't i be a farmer?
life isn't that simple anymore...
(Z)
I miss those days...
I happen to know that I m giving myself too much stress...
and now I tend to explode...
Y can't life be as simple as my sec sch years...
I love that lifestyle...
everyday is so fun...
well I am a business orientated person, not very design i suppose...
but i am in a design sch...
I suck at everything i suppose...
becoz i sux the more i want to improve and the more stress i give to myself...
I am collasping...
I dunno how long can I stand...
I dun wan to have such a lifestyle...
But I know that is my life...
times that i can feel peace is in church, with my deardear, and with my friends...
but still...
LORD i need your guidance...
Faith is having a strong feeling of confidence, trust and optimism. Everyone has been grifted with natural abilities and these are the keys to future success in life. When we have faith we can surmount any challenge, rise above mediocrity and excel.
Hope is positive , certain and free from all selfishness. Because we have faith in our country, our school and ourselves we have hope of a bright future.
Charity means we hope that others will also be the receipients of good things. Charity demands action on our part to reach out for those less fortunate and privileged than us, meeting needs in selfless expression of love for our fellow friends.
Hope cannot exist apart from Faith, and Charity cannot be excerised without Hope. These are the three things that endure and together they compromise the way of our life.
Once a Damaian always a Damaian...
Taken from my old friend blog...
if you r a damaian b4 , u will agree...
I love those old days
IMD P2 (finally done)
IMD P2 presentation. - oh no, we r the first gp to present... shitz and it is on tues (week 14)
Japanese Role play - i think i am screwed, being in theatre productions for 5 ++ yrs... I am still screwed as this is in jap and is on monday(week14)
Language of Film- I dunno... dunno wat movie to write yet, but submission on week 15...
Video editing- finish my video, sound, story boards, scripts, now only need to do logging... arghs.. submission on week 14 or 15 huh???
Audio Post Production- I really dunno... Dun ask me...
InMA1- well have my layout le... mon or tues shall consult YONG again... and then do linking... and done... but stress over this webbie, as he will fail me... die die must pass as i dun wanna SUP paper................ (week 15)
lazy boiboi,
u better wake up now... today is the end of week 13 or the start of week 14 le...
dun be lazy...
I know you miss ur sleep, miss ur deardear, miss all the fun...
bear with it as 1 or 2 more weeks...
Jia you...
arghs......
i can feel the stress...
sem 1 - 9 nites straight no sleep...
sem 2- buyer behaviour screwed like no other business...
sem 3- break down twice in sch as stress is evil... and get pissed easily... and i need to do a lot of reflection... as i am very hot tempered... bad mood this sem... and this sem i really throw all my emotions.... arghs................
I dun wanna STRESS...
I want to play...
I need to breathe...
But i know that heavenly father, U are around...
I will like to share with u ppl, my church brother msg: Your project is also God's work. Bro, so DO YOUR BEST! and glorify Him in what you do...
hahaz thanks bro, this is what I am doing...
I will also Jia you de...
hahhahahahaz
Maybe brothers and sisters from church keep on seeing the sleepy me and were shocked by the amount of projects I am handling, they send me this msg to encourage me...
But I will jia you de... As I am energizer, "Never say DIE" wahahhahahz
and thanks for all the prayers....
Thank you lord for also answering 99.5% of my prayer...
Hugz...
and thanks to deardear, who at this point of time, the busiest in my life, gives me encouragement, and also accompany me... and thanks deardear...
Hughug and muack...
thanks everyone for all the things u have done for me...
I love you... yes all of YOU...
IMD P2 presentation. - oh no, we r the first gp to present... shitz and it is on tues (week 14)
Japanese Role play - i think i am screwed, being in theatre productions for 5 ++ yrs... I am still screwed as this is in jap and is on monday(week14)
Language of Film- I dunno... dunno wat movie to write yet, but submission on week 15...
Video editing- finish my video, sound, story boards, scripts, now only need to do logging... arghs.. submission on week 14 or 15 huh???
Audio Post Production- I really dunno... Dun ask me...
InMA1- well have my layout le... mon or tues shall consult YONG again... and then do linking... and done... but stress over this webbie, as he will fail me... die die must pass as i dun wanna SUP paper................ (week 15)
lazy boiboi,
u better wake up now... today is the end of week 13 or the start of week 14 le...
dun be lazy...
I know you miss ur sleep, miss ur deardear, miss all the fun...
bear with it as 1 or 2 more weeks...
Jia you...
arghs......
i can feel the stress...
sem 1 - 9 nites straight no sleep...
sem 2- buyer behaviour screwed like no other business...
sem 3- break down twice in sch as stress is evil... and get pissed easily... and i need to do a lot of reflection... as i am very hot tempered... bad mood this sem... and this sem i really throw all my emotions.... arghs................
I dun wanna STRESS...
I want to play...
I need to breathe...
But i know that heavenly father, U are around...
I will like to share with u ppl, my church brother msg: Your project is also God's work. Bro, so DO YOUR BEST! and glorify Him in what you do...
hahaz thanks bro, this is what I am doing...
I will also Jia you de...
hahhahahahaz
Maybe brothers and sisters from church keep on seeing the sleepy me and were shocked by the amount of projects I am handling, they send me this msg to encourage me...
But I will jia you de... As I am energizer, "Never say DIE" wahahhahahz
and thanks for all the prayers....
Thank you lord for also answering 99.5% of my prayer...
Hugz...
and thanks to deardear, who at this point of time, the busiest in my life, gives me encouragement, and also accompany me... and thanks deardear...
Hughug and muack...
thanks everyone for all the things u have done for me...
I love you... yes all of YOU...
Saturday, August 20, 2005
today jacky-san is very sianz...
tired...
sleep too much (which i am not suppose to)(well 8 hrs of sleep for now = sleep too much)
and my mind is not functioning properly...
my body is tired...
my mental is running low...
my head is spinning...
m i sick?
well i can't afford to fall sick...
So i will still be strong...
heehee...
today is a sian day for me...
I have been staring at my com for hours...
and all of a sudden i feels like changing my webbie layout again...
U guys will confirm say siaoz ahz...
but i dunno lor...
well, maybe if the new layout that i created is chiou.... then i use it lor...
No harm trying....
and i m sleepy...
hahaz
=)
tired...
sleep too much (which i am not suppose to)(well 8 hrs of sleep for now = sleep too much)
and my mind is not functioning properly...
my body is tired...
my mental is running low...
my head is spinning...
m i sick?
well i can't afford to fall sick...
So i will still be strong...
heehee...
today is a sian day for me...
I have been staring at my com for hours...
and all of a sudden i feels like changing my webbie layout again...
U guys will confirm say siaoz ahz...
but i dunno lor...
well, maybe if the new layout that i created is chiou.... then i use it lor...
No harm trying....
and i m sleepy...
hahaz
=)
Friday...
didn't sleep at thursday nite...
friday early morning... Cannot make it leh...
Knock out...
at 7am... good nitez... although it shd b good morning...
slept thru all the way to 3 plus... and continue lying on my bed till 4 plus...
Shit... forgot today got audio thingy to do...
then bathe then go out...
to have my hair cut...
dun comment... as it sux i know...
then go buy dinner for jamie...
reach sch at 6.30 like that, then met jamie dear and went to sound rm...
Deardear eat the char siew rice, while i slack over there, as i dunno wat to help...
hahaz
then chris brought meihua grandma to sound rm...
they r wierd wierd de...
ya, deardear and me agree to this...
hahaz
then at 9.. leave sound rm...
we thought that grandpa and grandma left early liao lor...
at the end they r still around...
and some wierd things i will not say if not grandpa will kill me...
But deardear and I giggle on that...
wahahahaz
then deardear and I went to Marrybrown to eat...
sit on the swing thingy...
and eat...
I fold paper airplane for deardear...
then i also drawdraw...
hahhahaz
then we went to take bus...
then we went to playground...
this time round is another playground...
have a lot fun with deardear there...
hahahhhahaz
not telling u wat happen...
but I am happy to be with deardear...
heehee
and then we went to the busstop and my bus come leh then say bye to deardear...
and now i m blogging this entry...
heehee
didn't sleep at thursday nite...
friday early morning... Cannot make it leh...
Knock out...
at 7am... good nitez... although it shd b good morning...
slept thru all the way to 3 plus... and continue lying on my bed till 4 plus...
Shit... forgot today got audio thingy to do...
then bathe then go out...
to have my hair cut...
dun comment... as it sux i know...
then go buy dinner for jamie...
reach sch at 6.30 like that, then met jamie dear and went to sound rm...
Deardear eat the char siew rice, while i slack over there, as i dunno wat to help...
hahaz
then chris brought meihua grandma to sound rm...
they r wierd wierd de...
ya, deardear and me agree to this...
hahaz
then at 9.. leave sound rm...
we thought that grandpa and grandma left early liao lor...
at the end they r still around...
and some wierd things i will not say if not grandpa will kill me...
But deardear and I giggle on that...
wahahahaz
then deardear and I went to Marrybrown to eat...
sit on the swing thingy...
and eat...
I fold paper airplane for deardear...
then i also drawdraw...
hahhahaz
then we went to take bus...
then we went to playground...
this time round is another playground...
have a lot fun with deardear there...
hahahhhahaz
not telling u wat happen...
but I am happy to be with deardear...
heehee
and then we went to the busstop and my bus come leh then say bye to deardear...
and now i m blogging this entry...
heehee
Thursday, August 18, 2005
well today is a screwed up day...
morning i go some InMA and i come to sch late. 9am class i come at around 9.50am.
Then sorry my audio ppl, I am late as usual.
and we didn't do anything.
hahaz
I am sleepy...
and feeling stressed up...
dun ask me why
then 11 plus went up to room 06-06...
today that room is scary...
my group start on the P2 and submission is today and we r only 80% done...
do u know the stress.
in my mind is the clock ticking...
I am totally awake that time, as i know that we dun have much time to waste...
Sorry guys, today i am just feeling stressed and i think that my attitude is very bad today...
sorry...
well a tired body plus a tired mind cannot work well...
hahaz
everything is so screwed...
after effects not working...
and RUSH RUSH RUSH...
I did break down today ...
ya only for 5 mins...
that is y i went out of 06-06.
as i need to breathe...
but it odesn't help...
u know u can feel the stress.
I am not emotionally strong.
thus i break down...
my first time break down bcoz of project.
after 3.30pm... our video still not ok... as the sound is SCREWED...
we r late liao...
but heng ahz...
sharon still accept it...
and now we got to rush out the final one and the rushes and submit to her by next week...
Thank you sharon and gail...
only after we submit.
we can feel the lightness, u feel lighter...
you finally can breathe...
this is F***ing stress...
P2 is a killer...
it drained all my energy...
hahaz
then i finally edited the credits and add in music le
hahaz
dun worry my p2 ppl...
heehee
and then spend the night with deardear...
at playground near her hse...
heehee... not gonna tell u what happen...
well just being naughty...
wahahhahaz
shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............
I am a GOOD boi...
heehee
I am happy that i can still have time for you...
Muacks...
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
hahaz
as i shy le...
well, HAPPY BIRTHDAY eunice aunty...
hahaz
well, dun think we forget about ur 18th birthday...
oh well maybe 80... hahahahahaz
grow old liao... = more mature...
dun b so childish liao, ok?
hahaz
enjoy being 18, aunty...
as this is once in a lifetime...
and byez and HAPPY BIRTHDAY...
morning i go some InMA and i come to sch late. 9am class i come at around 9.50am.
Then sorry my audio ppl, I am late as usual.
and we didn't do anything.
hahaz
I am sleepy...
and feeling stressed up...
dun ask me why
then 11 plus went up to room 06-06...
today that room is scary...
my group start on the P2 and submission is today and we r only 80% done...
do u know the stress.
in my mind is the clock ticking...
I am totally awake that time, as i know that we dun have much time to waste...
Sorry guys, today i am just feeling stressed and i think that my attitude is very bad today...
sorry...
well a tired body plus a tired mind cannot work well...
hahaz
everything is so screwed...
after effects not working...
and RUSH RUSH RUSH...
I did break down today ...
ya only for 5 mins...
that is y i went out of 06-06.
as i need to breathe...
but it odesn't help...
u know u can feel the stress.
I am not emotionally strong.
thus i break down...
my first time break down bcoz of project.
after 3.30pm... our video still not ok... as the sound is SCREWED...
we r late liao...
but heng ahz...
sharon still accept it...
and now we got to rush out the final one and the rushes and submit to her by next week...
Thank you sharon and gail...
only after we submit.
we can feel the lightness, u feel lighter...
you finally can breathe...
this is F***ing stress...
P2 is a killer...
it drained all my energy...
hahaz
then i finally edited the credits and add in music le
hahaz
dun worry my p2 ppl...
heehee
and then spend the night with deardear...
at playground near her hse...
heehee... not gonna tell u what happen...
well just being naughty...
wahahhahaz
shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............
I am a GOOD boi...
heehee
I am happy that i can still have time for you...
Muacks...
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
hahaz
as i shy le...
well, HAPPY BIRTHDAY eunice aunty...
hahaz
well, dun think we forget about ur 18th birthday...
oh well maybe 80... hahahahahaz
grow old liao... = more mature...
dun b so childish liao, ok?
hahaz
enjoy being 18, aunty...
as this is once in a lifetime...
and byez and HAPPY BIRTHDAY...
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
well, the emo jacky-san is back... maybe due to stress...
I am lost, trapped within my little world...
Lord, I needed more strength to continue surviving...
well, i have been thinking alot these few days...
maybe deardear will get angry over me...
hahaz
well, in my heart there's 4 doors, 1 for jesus, 1 for my mom, 1 for that special person in my life and now the last room is already occupied by deardear...
I have tried to forget about the past but i dunno why i feel that i am still stuck...
but at least now i have a direction or goal as deardear is in my heart too...
well as i said b4: that special person said b4, 1 day i will leave u forever and now she really leaves me forever as i dun even have a chance to visit her anymore...
I dunno y my life seems to b so drama...
but i know that, that special day which is the number 5 year, coming soon, i will send u a letter...
actually quite dumb as i m sending a dead person letter...
hahaz
I know that you are happy as i manage to accept and welcome another love into my heart...
hahaz
well, i takes me many years to recover...
but it is really hard and tough ...
but too bad i will never forget u as if i really forget u totally, my deardear will also scold me for being heartless...
rite? deardear???
hahaz
well, life is really hard...
deardear, now i think u know why when crossing the road, I held onto ur hands tight tight liao...
as i can't afford to lose you too.
I have already lost1 so u cannot leave me...
if not i will follow u to another world...
well people u may say that i am mad.
but really deardear i dun wanna lose u...
just say that i am selfish...
thanks deardear for accompany boiboi these 2 days till late nite...
hahaz
I really wish that everyday u can accompany me till latelate wor...
hahaz
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well, a word for grandpa, NO WAY... I am not going to sit on that reverse bungee thingy that bounce up and down 360 degree, and within that few secs, I can't feel my heart beats...
Grandpa, if u want to go again, can... we shall see u and grandma go up to the skies...
REACH FOR THE SKIES...
hahaz
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I pray for all my friends that everyone will be fine and happy... smile more people...
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I miss u....
and to deardear, I miss u too...
but i am glad that u r by my side...
dun leave boiboi alone wor...
as i dun wanna go back to my past, although i will still remember that special person...
and deardear, u must eat, dun keep skipping ur meals, as bad for health, and do sleep early...
as u need to rest more if not u will fall sick...
kkz?
and love you...
I am lost, trapped within my little world...
Lord, I needed more strength to continue surviving...
well, i have been thinking alot these few days...
maybe deardear will get angry over me...
hahaz
well, in my heart there's 4 doors, 1 for jesus, 1 for my mom, 1 for that special person in my life and now the last room is already occupied by deardear...
I have tried to forget about the past but i dunno why i feel that i am still stuck...
but at least now i have a direction or goal as deardear is in my heart too...
well as i said b4: that special person said b4, 1 day i will leave u forever and now she really leaves me forever as i dun even have a chance to visit her anymore...
I dunno y my life seems to b so drama...
but i know that, that special day which is the number 5 year, coming soon, i will send u a letter...
actually quite dumb as i m sending a dead person letter...
hahaz
I know that you are happy as i manage to accept and welcome another love into my heart...
hahaz
well, i takes me many years to recover...
but it is really hard and tough ...
but too bad i will never forget u as if i really forget u totally, my deardear will also scold me for being heartless...
rite? deardear???
hahaz
well, life is really hard...
deardear, now i think u know why when crossing the road, I held onto ur hands tight tight liao...
as i can't afford to lose you too.
I have already lost1 so u cannot leave me...
if not i will follow u to another world...
well people u may say that i am mad.
but really deardear i dun wanna lose u...
just say that i am selfish...
thanks deardear for accompany boiboi these 2 days till late nite...
hahaz
I really wish that everyday u can accompany me till latelate wor...
hahaz
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well, a word for grandpa, NO WAY... I am not going to sit on that reverse bungee thingy that bounce up and down 360 degree, and within that few secs, I can't feel my heart beats...
Grandpa, if u want to go again, can... we shall see u and grandma go up to the skies...
REACH FOR THE SKIES...
hahaz
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I pray for all my friends that everyone will be fine and happy... smile more people...
----------------------------------------------------------------
I miss u....
and to deardear, I miss u too...
but i am glad that u r by my side...
dun leave boiboi alone wor...
as i dun wanna go back to my past, although i will still remember that special person...
and deardear, u must eat, dun keep skipping ur meals, as bad for health, and do sleep early...
as u need to rest more if not u will fall sick...
kkz?
and love you...
Monday, August 15, 2005
Saturday, August 13, 2005
boi boi very tired... very stressed...
I need a lot of rest...
week 15 can you dun come so soon.
wait till i finish all my assignments and projects then come, ok?
well impossible...
hahaz
well, i think i will be finishing my InMA layouts soonz... but now i got to study Japanese...
as monday got tests...
sianz
i dun want all these...
I wan rest...
I wan to sleep...
I want to spend more time with deardear... heehee
well, now i get pissed very often and easily...
and i get emo...
but i think i still like lalalala lalalala elmo song...
sorry boiboi feels lame...
hahaz
i need more energy to chiong all the way to week 15...
as i am dying...
heehee
kz... i need to go study leh...
byez...
I need a lot of rest...
week 15 can you dun come so soon.
wait till i finish all my assignments and projects then come, ok?
well impossible...
hahaz
well, i think i will be finishing my InMA layouts soonz... but now i got to study Japanese...
as monday got tests...
sianz
i dun want all these...
I wan rest...
I wan to sleep...
I want to spend more time with deardear... heehee
well, now i get pissed very often and easily...
and i get emo...
but i think i still like lalalala lalalala elmo song...
sorry boiboi feels lame...
hahaz
i need more energy to chiong all the way to week 15...
as i am dying...
heehee
kz... i need to go study leh...
byez...
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
hello people...
I am really bored NOW...
noone in sch...
and the sch is dead...
wahahhaz
well, a little update..
ystdy fireworks is nice...
and blar blar blar...
well too long so i not gonna tell u...
wahahhaaz
i am evil, i know... I am always...
heehee
then today go for InMA and it is ok... nvmd i think i am changing to a more me layout soonz that is more kiddy and also more abstract...
hahaz
then go for video editing class and guess wat i have complete my work...
heehee
and to lecturer YONG,
hello...
hahaz chris tells me that it is U in the msn... and stop being so kiddy...
wahahhaz
well no i dun think it is kiddy but lame...
heehee...
well, and rest well...
and to others...
I AM REALLY BORED SO I M NOW DOING MY INMA...
hahahahaz
I am really bored NOW...
noone in sch...
and the sch is dead...
wahahhaz
well, a little update..
ystdy fireworks is nice...
and blar blar blar...
well too long so i not gonna tell u...
wahahhaaz
i am evil, i know... I am always...
heehee
then today go for InMA and it is ok... nvmd i think i am changing to a more me layout soonz that is more kiddy and also more abstract...
hahaz
then go for video editing class and guess wat i have complete my work...
heehee
and to lecturer YONG,
hello...
hahaz chris tells me that it is U in the msn... and stop being so kiddy...
wahahhaz
well no i dun think it is kiddy but lame...
heehee...
well, and rest well...
and to others...
I AM REALLY BORED SO I M NOW DOING MY INMA...
hahahahaz
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
Sunday, August 07, 2005
well today i wake up late so i skip church. sorry lord...
well, yesterday is great...
went for FOP with brothers and sisters from BLC.
well, FOP is great...
can feel GOD's presence...
It is a party for all christians... A service where everyone from different local churches come together, to pray, to worship, to glorify and praise GOD for what he have done for us...
I learn alot from REV. Colin Dye.
and hillsongs and delirious songs are great...
I did drop tears..
as God touch me once again...
Hallelujah...
Praise you...
well, yesterday is great...
went for FOP with brothers and sisters from BLC.
well, FOP is great...
can feel GOD's presence...
It is a party for all christians... A service where everyone from different local churches come together, to pray, to worship, to glorify and praise GOD for what he have done for us...
I learn alot from REV. Colin Dye.
and hillsongs and delirious songs are great...
I did drop tears..
as God touch me once again...
Hallelujah...
Praise you...
Saturday, August 06, 2005
Friday, August 05, 2005
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
Artist: Simple Plan Lyrics
Song: Perfect Lyrics
Hey Dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according
To plan?
Do you think I’m wasting
My time doing things I
Wanna do?
But it hurts when you
Disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t pretend that
I’m alright
And you can’t change me
‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be
My hero?
All the days
You spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don’t
Care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t stand another fight
And nothing’ alright
‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Nothing’s gonna change
The things that you said
Nothing’s gonna make this
Right again
Please don’t turn your back
I can’t believe it’s hard
Just to talk to you
But you don’t understand
‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
well i really ask myself...
M I happy?
yes I am happy with my walk with lord...
but when i happen to be emotionally affected...
i will really ask this question.
as my answer is No...
wat is happy or how to be really happy?
i dunno but i know that it has been a long time i haven feel happy...
well, i really dunno...
i am back to old self of a person who keeps everything to myself...
I dun share my problems or troubles liao...
blank as i dunno...
M I happy?
yes I am happy with my walk with lord...
but when i happen to be emotionally affected...
i will really ask this question.
as my answer is No...
wat is happy or how to be really happy?
i dunno but i know that it has been a long time i haven feel happy...
well, i really dunno...
i am back to old self of a person who keeps everything to myself...
I dun share my problems or troubles liao...
blank as i dunno...
Monday, August 01, 2005
Stress!!!
do ppl really do well under stress?
do ppl grow after they know wat is stress?
well, i really dunno...
where m i going on with my life???
wo zhen de bu zhi dao...
hahaz
little jacky is still searching...
i have been searching for 19 years and i am still searching as no answer...
Lord you answered 90% of my prayers but where's the 10%...
hahahaz
well i am just being ... i dunno... i need to breathe In.... and Out....
In and Out....
I wanna really enjoy myself but this is not the time...
i hate stress...
Stress is satan... U sucks......... U sux..... WTF....
hahhahaz
well, i am old and young... wahahhahaz...
well, I m missing once again... I know something is missing... as a few months bad something worst affects my mind again... well i got to admit that i am pretending... hahaz
everytime, i will ask M I =) ?
But i cannot or dunno how to answer...
today or i shd say ystdy Chris says that i got to put down all lot of things... But some things are hard to put down... I really wish but things get worst...
i am not telling anyone , i think so...
i will just burry it....
well dun worry, this jacky is still jacky-san....
i am not toking bout it.... hahahz
Friday, July 29, 2005
well after so many weeks
Jacky-san is finally sick...
oh well i am feeling just a little giddy for no reason... and temp alittle high (ya just a little=38.5degree only)
and i m sleepy... and having a headache and body aches...
nothing much...
i believe that i still can survive... the most i die early only lor... wahhhhahahhahz...
well, i must drink more water and later i will sleep early...
oh shit wat happen to ME... wahahahhaz
Jacky-san is finally sick...
oh well i am feeling just a little giddy for no reason... and temp alittle high (ya just a little=38.5degree only)
and i m sleepy... and having a headache and body aches...
nothing much...
i believe that i still can survive... the most i die early only lor... wahhhhahahhahz...
well, i must drink more water and later i will sleep early...
oh shit wat happen to ME... wahahahhaz
Thursday, July 28, 2005
TODAY
wahahahaz
sorry i am just a bit tired...
today i wake up early for no special reason. feeling sianz so i go play maple...
class starts at 9am but i happen to reach sch at errrr..... (LATE)
hahahaz, as i over played my maple...
heehee then i managed to catch HOKKIEN BOND.... hahahhaz
then went to library.... then went to G.O. then backto studio to slack slack slack...
wahahahahahaz
then my gp took a cab to expo to meet huishan with our well equipped equipments...
then we walked from expo to ITE east college....
that ITE is wow...it rox...
the best standards... nice landscape and blar blar blar... all thumbs UP
heehee
then we went to the nursing dep and guess wat.... this is freaking scary...
we went into their meeting rm to wait as they r blur...
hahahz
so, we waited and a lady came in... allow me to say that she acts like a BITCH... and thinks that she is always rite... yea maybe she can b of higher position but when i think i am rite... u r dead.... wahahahhaz
she says that we r suppose to call to confirm... then i say i send email and u guys confirm with me.... damn....
then she says no email... she is expecting a call but we say we did send her the email... and she say NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.... then i say YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS...
hahahhahaz
then she even say we r able to find the number and call when there's NO NUMBER... plz la plz update ur webbie... dun blame the poor jacky here.... ARGHS...
i say no number and plz lah ur sch director allow us to film liao... so who r u to say such things... hey i am not 3 yrs old... maybe i am short but i am much smarter than u... BITCH....
she tell me relax... plz la i m relax lor... if i am not, u r dead.... hahahhahaz and i say CHILL.... as that is a designer thing, she will never understand.... wahahhahaz
then i hand the storyboard to her explaining the areas that we need.... then she says wait and next comes a pretty lady... and she bring us to places where we film... she is a nice lady unlke that bitch, no wonder she is so popular as everyone likes her.... wahahhahahaz
we film film film...
the end...
and dun worry one more filming to go for P2 and more photo shoots for InMA1.. wahahhahaz
i gila liao....
wooohooooooooooooo
Thanks NORLI for being our tour guide... heehee
sorry i am just a bit tired...
today i wake up early for no special reason. feeling sianz so i go play maple...
class starts at 9am but i happen to reach sch at errrr..... (LATE)
hahahaz, as i over played my maple...
heehee then i managed to catch HOKKIEN BOND.... hahahhaz
then went to library.... then went to G.O. then backto studio to slack slack slack...
wahahahahahaz
then my gp took a cab to expo to meet huishan with our well equipped equipments...
then we walked from expo to ITE east college....
that ITE is wow...it rox...
the best standards... nice landscape and blar blar blar... all thumbs UP
heehee
then we went to the nursing dep and guess wat.... this is freaking scary...
we went into their meeting rm to wait as they r blur...
hahahz
so, we waited and a lady came in... allow me to say that she acts like a BITCH... and thinks that she is always rite... yea maybe she can b of higher position but when i think i am rite... u r dead.... wahahahhaz
she says that we r suppose to call to confirm... then i say i send email and u guys confirm with me.... damn....
then she says no email... she is expecting a call but we say we did send her the email... and she say NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.... then i say YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS...
hahahhahaz
then she even say we r able to find the number and call when there's NO NUMBER... plz la plz update ur webbie... dun blame the poor jacky here.... ARGHS...
i say no number and plz lah ur sch director allow us to film liao... so who r u to say such things... hey i am not 3 yrs old... maybe i am short but i am much smarter than u... BITCH....
she tell me relax... plz la i m relax lor... if i am not, u r dead.... hahahhahaz and i say CHILL.... as that is a designer thing, she will never understand.... wahahhahaz
then i hand the storyboard to her explaining the areas that we need.... then she says wait and next comes a pretty lady... and she bring us to places where we film... she is a nice lady unlke that bitch, no wonder she is so popular as everyone likes her.... wahahhahahaz
we film film film...
the end...
and dun worry one more filming to go for P2 and more photo shoots for InMA1.. wahahhahaz
i gila liao....
wooohooooooooooooo
Thanks NORLI for being our tour guide... heehee
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
birthday message to chris
hello chris... happy birthday... well must be mature a bit...
well, y i write happy birthday to chris in my blog is becoz i dun wan him to cry...
hahahaz but dun worry we will " forget" today... ok?
hahaaz
well, y i write happy birthday to chris in my blog is becoz i dun wan him to cry...
hahahaz but dun worry we will " forget" today... ok?
hahaaz
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
color teal... quite true
| Your Power Color Is Teal |
 At Your Highest: You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future. At Your Lowest: You feel in a slump and lack creativity. In Love: You tend to be many people's ideal partner. How You're Attractive: You make people feel confident and accepted. Your Eternal Question: "What Impression Am I Giving?" |
21???
You Are 21 Years Old |
21 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
GILA
me still in sch...
very bored...
soon i will die from all the STRESS...
hahahaz
a little update...
and my update is nothing much
hahahahaha...
so that's all...
i think i am a bit tired... just abit...
heehee
i gila... liao...
things to do:
1) InMA website
2)Japanese Roleplay
3)Video editing last assignment
4)P2 editing
5)audio post production (soon)
6)Laofi (i dunno yet)
7) try to ind our church band to help us in our sound...... in our p2
heehee
with all these i go gila...
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey
wheyy wheyy wheyy wheyy
=.=
very bored...
soon i will die from all the STRESS...
hahahaz
a little update...
and my update is nothing much
hahahahaha...
so that's all...
i think i am a bit tired... just abit...
heehee
i gila... liao...
things to do:
1) InMA website
2)Japanese Roleplay
3)Video editing last assignment
4)P2 editing
5)audio post production (soon)
6)Laofi (i dunno yet)
7) try to ind our church band to help us in our sound...... in our p2
heehee
with all these i go gila...
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey
wheyy wheyy wheyy wheyy
=.=
Sunday, July 24, 2005
well should i update? hahaz
nvmd i shall start with today (Sunday)
since last nite i chiong my layout... till 6 or 7am
then went to catch a nap...
10 am wake up...
chiong chiong chiong
and was 20 mins late for church... suppose to reach church by 10.30am but i reach there exactly 10.50am...
heehee
today i can't concentrate...
i am stoning
the my cell gp brothers and sisters ask after service got any programme?
then i say filming lor...
hahahz
thanks brother wan hiong (sorry i have never spell r name correctly) to help me carry the damn camera.... hahahz and he say that wa lao heavy leh... hahahz
then went to eat lunch with the brothers and sisters at a near by market...
i am a stone today... i am sleepy...
hahahaz
then they say let's go to someone house to watch dvds and play dry swimming... hahhahahaz
well sorry dun to my stoneness and sleepy, i forgot whose house...
but too bad i cannot go... as got filming later.... =(
i wanna go
hahahaz
then brother wan hiong and sister doris drive me to bedok mrt there after lunch and drop me there... thank u....
during that time the weather is bad... and huishan says that pasir ris weather also not very good....
praise lord... my prayers works... and i also must thank the supper care/cell group brothers and sisters for also praying for good weather for my filming... Thanks you lord and brothes and sisters...
heehee
then went to pasir ris damn early den wait then go filming..
i m not mysrlf btw... hahahz
as i have not enough sleep...
i wanna sleep...
but i got lots of gd footages...
thanks to petsmover...
and all doggies and owners...
i have fun...
then go home...
i am tired...
overall i must thank lord, brothers and sisters from Bedok Lutheran Church, Petsmover, Animal Lovers League, WTF productions ppl, and everyone....
hahahhaz
well brothers and sisters of supper cell gp, i will try to make it for cell gp as i know i am always not around... well i have emailed brother francis, that i think i can only join u guys during my break... i will miss u ppl, but dun miss me.... if u want to miss me... remember to miss me a little bit more... hahahahaz
and to eunice san do rest well, as we got a lot more to chiong esp in editing...
and i wish next sat i m able to go with my cell gp brothers and sisters to sonicfest 05
hahahz
close...
nvmd i shall start with today (Sunday)
since last nite i chiong my layout... till 6 or 7am
then went to catch a nap...
10 am wake up...
chiong chiong chiong
and was 20 mins late for church... suppose to reach church by 10.30am but i reach there exactly 10.50am...
heehee
today i can't concentrate...
i am stoning
the my cell gp brothers and sisters ask after service got any programme?
then i say filming lor...
hahahz
thanks brother wan hiong (sorry i have never spell r name correctly) to help me carry the damn camera.... hahahz and he say that wa lao heavy leh... hahahz
then went to eat lunch with the brothers and sisters at a near by market...
i am a stone today... i am sleepy...
hahahaz
then they say let's go to someone house to watch dvds and play dry swimming... hahhahahaz
well sorry dun to my stoneness and sleepy, i forgot whose house...
but too bad i cannot go... as got filming later.... =(
i wanna go
hahahaz
then brother wan hiong and sister doris drive me to bedok mrt there after lunch and drop me there... thank u....
during that time the weather is bad... and huishan says that pasir ris weather also not very good....
praise lord... my prayers works... and i also must thank the supper care/cell group brothers and sisters for also praying for good weather for my filming... Thanks you lord and brothes and sisters...
heehee
then went to pasir ris damn early den wait then go filming..
i m not mysrlf btw... hahahz
as i have not enough sleep...
i wanna sleep...
but i got lots of gd footages...
thanks to petsmover...
and all doggies and owners...
i have fun...
then go home...
i am tired...
overall i must thank lord, brothers and sisters from Bedok Lutheran Church, Petsmover, Animal Lovers League, WTF productions ppl, and everyone....
hahahhaz
well brothers and sisters of supper cell gp, i will try to make it for cell gp as i know i am always not around... well i have emailed brother francis, that i think i can only join u guys during my break... i will miss u ppl, but dun miss me.... if u want to miss me... remember to miss me a little bit more... hahahahaz
and to eunice san do rest well, as we got a lot more to chiong esp in editing...
and i wish next sat i m able to go with my cell gp brothers and sisters to sonicfest 05
hahahz
close...
Saturday, July 23, 2005
wierd
You Will Die at Age 76 |
76 You're pretty average when it comes to how you live... And how you'll die as well. |
 | You scored as Drowning. Your death will be by drowning, maybe because you can't swim, or maybe because you had lead weights tied to your feet. Who knows?
How Will You Die?? created with QuizFarm.com |
well i m mad
You Are 16 Years Old |
16 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
| You Are Rocky Road Ice Cream |
 You're also a trendsetter who takes risks with new things. You know about the latest and greatest - and may have invented it. You are most compatible with vanilla ice cream. |
 Cancer - Your Love ProfileYour positive traits: You're intuitive enough to know what's going wrong in a relationship early on A total sweetheart - you're often the most caring person anyone knows You are a generous and devoted parter to whoever you fall in love with Your negative traits: Insecurity - you tend to need a huge amount of comforting from your partner You tend to be overly sensitive and easily hurt, which make loving you difficult It's difficult to predict your moods. One minute you're up - the next you're down. Your ideal partner: Someone equally sensitive, who wants to take time to get to know you deeply Dreams of an everlasting love - complete with marriage and a family Loves to take care of you. Being a good cook and masseuse doesn't hurt! Your dating style: Slow. You enjoy dates that last all day, with plenty of time to talk and get to know one another. Your seduction style: Quite tender and loving, once you are comfortable in your relationship. Coy. You tend to play it cool to drive your lover wild. Orally talented - you're known as the best kisser in the zodiac. Tips for the future: Be a little less sensitive. Not every little mistake should hurt you. Spend time away from your partner every so often - independence is a good thing. Find ways to take care of yourself. You'll be happier if you put yourself first. Best place to meet someone online: eHarmony - you'll be able to take the time to get to know each potential match well Best color to attract mate: Aqua Best day for a date: Wednesday Get your free love profile at Blogthings. |
Star Wars Horoscope for Cancer |
 You may whine at times, but you've developed a thick hard shell (like that of a crab). You are strong willed and persistent - until you get what you want. You never shy away from a fight, even when things get dangerous. Mentally sharp, you are starting to master the elements of mind manipulation. Star wars character you are most like: Luke Skywalker |
Your #1 Love Type: ENFP |
| The Inspirer In love, you are passionate and eager to develop a strong bond. For you, sex should be playful, creative, and affectionate. Overall, you are perceptive and bring out the best in your partner. However, you tend to hold on to bad relationships after they've turned bad. Best matches: INTJ and INFJ |
Your #2 Love Type: ENTP |
| The Visionary In love, you are always trying to improve and grow your relationship. For you, sex should be a spontaneous adventure. Overall, you are magnetic, inspiring, and a charmer. However, you tend to get bored and want to change partners frequently. Best matches: INFJ and INTJ |
Your #3 Love Type: ESFP |
| The Performer In love, you relish every moment and tend to get caught up in passion. For you, sex is how you get in touch with all your senses. Overall, you are creative, popular, and flexible. However, you tend to dislike criticism and avoid any conflict. Best matches: ISTJ or ISFJ |
Your #4 Love Type: INFP |
| The Idealist In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship. For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up. Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive. However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space. Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ |
Your #5 Love Type: ESTP |
| The Doer In love, you are charming, and known for sweeping people off their feet. For you, sex is fun and a great way to be in the moment with someone. Overall, you are witty, generous, and flirty. However, you tend to ignore conflict and get bored with people easily. Best matches: ISFJ or ISTJ |
You Belong in 1972 |
1972 If you scored... 1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in! 1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too. 1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all! 1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day. 1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good! |
You Are In a Fantastic Mood |
 You're confident, focused, and on top of your game. People are attracted to your energy right now. This is the time to go for it - you're likely to get what you want! |
Your Brain is 53.33% Female, 46.67% Male |
Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve |
You Are "Silent Night" |
 Silent night, holy night All is calm, all is bright Round yon Virgin, Mother and Child Holy infant so tender and mild Sleep in heavenly peace You never forget that Christmas is about the birth of Christ. Santa and eggnog are just gravy |
Your Dominant Intelligence is Musical Intelligence |
 Every part of your life has a beat, and you're often tapping your fingers or toes. You enjoy sounds of all types, but you also find sound can distract you at the wrong time. You are probably a gifted musician of some sort - even if you haven't realized it. Also a music lover, you tend to appreciate artists of all kinds. You would make a great musician, disc jockey, singer, or composer. |
Your Dominant Intelligence is Spatial Intelligence |
 You've got a good sense of space and how the world around you looks. You can close your eyes and "see" images. You have innate artistic talent. An eye for color and shapes, you're also a natural designer. Since you think in pictures, visual aids and demonstartions help you learn best. You would make a good navigator, sculptor, visual artist, inventor, architect, interior designer, or engineer. |
Your Love Style is Agape |
 You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. |
all my little tests
| You Should Learn Spanish |
 For you, learning a language is about career advancement and communication. Knowing Spanish will bring you tons of possiblities for jobs and travel. Bárbaro! |
| In a Past Life... |
 You Were: An Obese Alchemist. Where You Lived: Korea. How You Died: Consumption. |
Your Birthdate: July 20 |
Your birth on the 20th day of the month adds a degree of emotion, sensitivity, and intuition to your reading. The 2 energy provided here is very social, allowing you to make friends easily and quickly. Yet you are apt to have a rather nervous air in the company of a large group. You have a warmhearted nature and emotional understanding that constantly seeks affection. You are very prone to become depressed and moody, as emotions can turn inward and cause anxiety and mental turmoil. It can be hard for you to bounce back to reality when depression sets in. When things are going well, you can go just as far the other way and become extremely affectionate. |
Part Expert Kisser |
 You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable |
Part Passionate Kisser |
 For you, kissing is about all about following your urges If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble |
Your Japanese Name Is... |
 |
| Your Sexy Brazilian Name Is |
 Faria Ribeiro |
| Your Kissing Purity Score: 69% Pure |
 For you, kissing isn't a casual thing Lip to lip action makes your heart sing |
The Keys to Your Heart |
You are attracted to obedience and warmth. |
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. |
Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore. |
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. |
hidden talents?
| Your Hidden Talent |
 You tend to solve complex problems in a flash, without needing a lot of facts. Decision making is easy for you. You have killer intuition. The right path is always clear, and you're a bit of a visionary. |
Monday, July 18, 2005
nothing
well, living???
tired of it...
i needed a break,
i needed a lot of air to breathe
or
i just dun breathe...
i can't stop things happening around me...
as i am just nobody...
i am going insane...
i want back my childhood.... or even just allow me to get to adulthood so that i can be alone...
i felt the pain in my heart...
pain...
i dunno y... yes i am having problems... so ignore me...
u can hardly see the smile that i always have
and if u see me smile, m i really smiling???
i dunnoe...
tired of it...
i needed a break,
i needed a lot of air to breathe
or
i just dun breathe...
i can't stop things happening around me...
as i am just nobody...
i am going insane...
i want back my childhood.... or even just allow me to get to adulthood so that i can be alone...
i felt the pain in my heart...
pain...
i dunno y... yes i am having problems... so ignore me...
u can hardly see the smile that i always have
and if u see me smile, m i really smiling???
i dunnoe...
Friday, July 15, 2005
be a stone
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyy
hahahaz
well i have finally mastered the long lost secret martial arts name as: be a stone...
heehee...
well, today has been a rush rush day.... heehee...
and now... stone in front of chris lap top,,, u see i have mastered this skill... heehee...
hahahaz
well i have finally mastered the long lost secret martial arts name as: be a stone...
heehee...
well, today has been a rush rush day.... heehee...
and now... stone in front of chris lap top,,, u see i have mastered this skill... heehee...
Thursday, July 14, 2005
quiz: http://www.colorquiz.com/cgi-bin/start3.cgi
Your Existing Situation
Not only considers his demands minimal, but also regards them as imperative. Sticks to them stubbornly and will concede nothing
Your Stress Sources
Unfulfilled hopes have led to uncertainty and apprehension. Needs to feel secure and to avoid any further disappointment, and fears being passed over or losing standings and prestige. Doubts that things will be any better in the future and this negative attitude leads him to make exaggerated demands and to refuse to make reasonable compromises.
Your Restrained Characteristics
Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense.
Able to achieve satisfaction through sexual activity
Your Desired Objective
Seeks affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Desires an intimate union, in which there is a love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust.
Your Actual Problem
Disappointment at the non-fulfillment of his hopes and the fear that to formulate fresh goals will only lead to further setbacks have resulted in considerable anxiety. He is trying to escape from this into a peaceful and harmonious relationship, protecting him from dissatisfaction and lack of appreciation.
hahhahaz... well, this is a quiz... from christine blog... wahahhaz... u may try it...
the link is : http://www.colorquiz.com/cgi-bin/start3.cgi
Not only considers his demands minimal, but also regards them as imperative. Sticks to them stubbornly and will concede nothing
Your Stress Sources
Unfulfilled hopes have led to uncertainty and apprehension. Needs to feel secure and to avoid any further disappointment, and fears being passed over or losing standings and prestige. Doubts that things will be any better in the future and this negative attitude leads him to make exaggerated demands and to refuse to make reasonable compromises.
Your Restrained Characteristics
Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense.
Able to achieve satisfaction through sexual activity
Your Desired Objective
Seeks affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Desires an intimate union, in which there is a love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust.
Your Actual Problem
Disappointment at the non-fulfillment of his hopes and the fear that to formulate fresh goals will only lead to further setbacks have resulted in considerable anxiety. He is trying to escape from this into a peaceful and harmonious relationship, protecting him from dissatisfaction and lack of appreciation.
hahhahaz... well, this is a quiz... from christine blog... wahahhaz... u may try it...
the link is : http://www.colorquiz.com/cgi-bin/start3.cgi
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
Monday, July 11, 2005
shoot me
kkz
finally i blog again...
been very hot tempered this few weeks...
sorry guys...
i am very tired... i am back to tired of living... hahaz
i want to slack slack slack...
i want to sleep sleep sleep...
can I?
well, nothing much...
i am living fine...
i believe that i am still fine...
i pray for everything and good luck for U...
well, ya...
i am not in a good mood... as my grandma, dunno wat happen to her, keep on giving a lot of trouble(as in verbally) to me and my family...
maybe becoz my family is not rich like my uncles and aunts...
i dunno y...
but i really pray for my great grand ma, as she got cancer... and she is too old to really fight it... thus i pray that father, u can give her the power to fight the virus in her body and allow her to win this battle...
i dunno y....
i am so grumpy and i got pissed easily...
damn...
sorry guys again
finally i blog again...
been very hot tempered this few weeks...
sorry guys...
i am very tired... i am back to tired of living... hahaz
i want to slack slack slack...
i want to sleep sleep sleep...
can I?
well, nothing much...
i am living fine...
i believe that i am still fine...
i pray for everything and good luck for U...
well, ya...
i am not in a good mood... as my grandma, dunno wat happen to her, keep on giving a lot of trouble(as in verbally) to me and my family...
maybe becoz my family is not rich like my uncles and aunts...
i dunno y...
but i really pray for my great grand ma, as she got cancer... and she is too old to really fight it... thus i pray that father, u can give her the power to fight the virus in her body and allow her to win this battle...
i dunno y....
i am so grumpy and i got pissed easily...
damn...
sorry guys again
Monday, July 04, 2005
=.=
I am still in school, stoning i think...
well bored....
life is bored... real bored...
life is a cycle...
we are always living in this re cycle....
hahahahaz
well, a b c...
blar..
heehee
haven been talking much as dun feel like toking much ....
i am quiet by nature ok...
hahhaz
and life is different...
very... i think
i wan my past...
as i am cute... well i am always...
er....
KHK 05 is quite cool... the informal way of managing a real programme or event...
well the lightings sux..
hahahhaz
ok byez
well bored....
life is bored... real bored...
life is a cycle...
we are always living in this re cycle....
hahahahaz
well, a b c...
blar..
heehee
haven been talking much as dun feel like toking much ....
i am quiet by nature ok...
hahhaz
and life is different...
very... i think
i wan my past...
as i am cute... well i am always...
er....
KHK 05 is quite cool... the informal way of managing a real programme or event...
well the lightings sux..
hahahhaz
ok byez
Friday, July 01, 2005
=.=
now in NE.. and is also online... wahahhaz
well nothing much these few days...
wanna to slp... byez
at least i blog... heehee
well nothing much these few days...
wanna to slp... byez
at least i blog... heehee
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
wheeeeeeee.....
headache, backache, stomache, eggs... wahahhahahz
well, tired...
very tired....
i juz wanna to sleepz..................................................
Laofi is more fun.... NOW... i love writing...
Jap is crazy, I just can't get it rite now....
InMA1, yea man... now i finally love it actually except for all the stupid codes....
IMDP2 screwed.... But still enjoying the screwing....
Video editing rox...
Audio post production is slack...
wahahhahhaz...
these are all my comments for all my subjects now...
wahahhahahhahahhahaz
But all i know is that chionging project is soon to come....
heehee...
well, tired...
very tired....
i juz wanna to sleepz..................................................
Laofi is more fun.... NOW... i love writing...
Jap is crazy, I just can't get it rite now....
InMA1, yea man... now i finally love it actually except for all the stupid codes....
IMDP2 screwed.... But still enjoying the screwing....
Video editing rox...
Audio post production is slack...
wahahhahhaz...
these are all my comments for all my subjects now...
wahahhahahhahahhahaz
But all i know is that chionging project is soon to come....
heehee...
Friday, June 24, 2005
MISS
I miss a lot of people...
I miss my past...
I remembered being a simple guy, but now...
life in design aren't that simple.
how i wish it is simple...
well i miss cycling with the ntuc bike gang...
i miss kenna scolding by customer...
i miss quarrelling with the SO.
i miss the old times...
i miss my 1st ex.
i miss being an xtra...
i miss all my theatre productions.
i miss my theatre teacher: Royston Tan.
i miss all fun.
i miss having real free time...
i miss classroom life.
i miss camps.
i miss all people.
i miss drawing class.
i miss slacking.
i miss hardworking.
i miss not sleeping.
i miss sleeping.
i miss everything...
I miss U.
i felt that i am not complete.
something's missing...
wat is it?
missing in action...
I miss my past...
I remembered being a simple guy, but now...
life in design aren't that simple.
how i wish it is simple...
well i miss cycling with the ntuc bike gang...
i miss kenna scolding by customer...
i miss quarrelling with the SO.
i miss the old times...
i miss my 1st ex.
i miss being an xtra...
i miss all my theatre productions.
i miss my theatre teacher: Royston Tan.
i miss all fun.
i miss having real free time...
i miss classroom life.
i miss camps.
i miss all people.
i miss drawing class.
i miss slacking.
i miss hardworking.
i miss not sleeping.
i miss sleeping.
i miss everything...
I miss U.
i felt that i am not complete.
something's missing...
wat is it?
missing in action...
me to all...
oh well,
dear friends,
if i am in a lousy mood and ignore u or i din put on a smile... do forgive me.
as my mood nowadays are sucky...
yea...
and plus sick too...
and plus a lot of problems...
so do forgive me.. ok?
thanks...
and sorry in advance....
dear friends,
if i am in a lousy mood and ignore u or i din put on a smile... do forgive me.
as my mood nowadays are sucky...
yea...
and plus sick too...
and plus a lot of problems...
so do forgive me.. ok?
thanks...
and sorry in advance....
new entry...(incomplete)
Oh well, blog blog blog
nowadays i dun feel like blogging...
having my inner emotion battle...
dun ask me y?
i dunno...
well, life is in sch is just another routine...
nothing much...
IMDP2, jap, InMA1, Videoediting, audiopost,LaOFi.
days have been very different.
everyday we grow...
we learn...
i believe in looking forward but sometimes i dun wanna continue the journey...
as it is really terrible...
life is really mysterious or shd i say fragile...
who will remember u for long?
wahahaha
sometimes, i dunno who m i?
wat m i doing?
most of the time, i wanna mental break...
going thru the journey of life.
i dunno how to love.
how to express my true self...
yea~ i am LOST...
but esp in love,
mayb i am not confident...
but
watever now...
i know nothing...
well, again till now i still ................
i dun wanna continue to blog this entry..........
ok that's all....
byez
nowadays i dun feel like blogging...
having my inner emotion battle...
dun ask me y?
i dunno...
well, life is in sch is just another routine...
nothing much...
IMDP2, jap, InMA1, Videoediting, audiopost,LaOFi.
days have been very different.
everyday we grow...
we learn...
i believe in looking forward but sometimes i dun wanna continue the journey...
as it is really terrible...
life is really mysterious or shd i say fragile...
who will remember u for long?
wahahaha
sometimes, i dunno who m i?
wat m i doing?
most of the time, i wanna mental break...
going thru the journey of life.
i dunno how to love.
how to express my true self...
yea~ i am LOST...
but esp in love,
mayb i am not confident...
but
watever now...
i know nothing...
well, again till now i still ................
i dun wanna continue to blog this entry..........
ok that's all....
byez
Monday, June 20, 2005
=.+
yoz
a little more update...
saturday i oso went for InMA1.
fun...
woohahahhahahhahahazz...
then went to ang keong there to eat with chris...
and then went back to sch to meet vic, hui shan, eunice and chris and me...
wahahahhaz XD
well, bored...
tired...
but we went to OLD tampines road for our recce...
hahaz
fun...
as ppl thought we r wierdos....
and then we went to sentosa...
dun ask me, hey go sentosa so many times, not sianz meh....
my ans is depends lor...
but very fun as we saw dogs...
and have fun ...
hahahahhaz
then went to chomp chomp for dinner...
$2.50 sugarcane drink...
really can kill u...
stingray
rice
satay
satay bee hoon
fried something...
vege
and a lot more food...
eat till we die...
and i almost vommit...
hahahaz
as too much sugar cane
heehee
but heng ahz....
i din...
well... sianz
and we went home..
SUNDAY
I went to church, surprisely early....
wahahahahhaz
then slack at home after that... XD
then today, came to sch early....
and dunno liao...
wahahahhaz
miss the NTUC BNA biker gang...
heehee
ok byez.....
a little more update...
saturday i oso went for InMA1.
fun...
woohahahhahahhahahazz...
then went to ang keong there to eat with chris...
and then went back to sch to meet vic, hui shan, eunice and chris and me...
wahahahhaz XD
well, bored...
tired...
but we went to OLD tampines road for our recce...
hahaz
fun...
as ppl thought we r wierdos....
and then we went to sentosa...
dun ask me, hey go sentosa so many times, not sianz meh....
my ans is depends lor...
but very fun as we saw dogs...
and have fun ...
hahahahhaz
then went to chomp chomp for dinner...
$2.50 sugarcane drink...
really can kill u...
stingray
rice
satay
satay bee hoon
fried something...
vege
and a lot more food...
eat till we die...
and i almost vommit...
hahahaz
as too much sugar cane
heehee
but heng ahz....
i din...
well... sianz
and we went home..
SUNDAY
I went to church, surprisely early....
wahahahahhaz
then slack at home after that... XD
then today, came to sch early....
and dunno liao...
wahahahhaz
miss the NTUC BNA biker gang...
heehee
ok byez.....
Saturday, June 18, 2005
Bo liao
Wheeeeeeyyyyyyyyyy....
a saturday I'm in school...
sad....
hahahhaz
well now having InMA....
and having fun...
But i swear later will b crazy.... esp the graded stuff....
wahahahhahahaz
so wassup....
nothing much... still waiting for my home computer to b OK....
wheeeeeeeeeee.....
here i sleep.....
a saturday I'm in school...
sad....
hahahhaz
well now having InMA....
and having fun...
But i swear later will b crazy.... esp the graded stuff....
wahahahhahahaz
so wassup....
nothing much... still waiting for my home computer to b OK....
wheeeeeeeeeee.....
here i sleep.....
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
nothing to tok about
oh well, my body is tired and sorry guys as my com totally gone case so unable to go online, so i will b using sch's stuff to go online which is good as i pay so much for the stupid sch fee... heehee
so now i dunno wat to continue...
byez
so now i dunno wat to continue...
byez
Saturday, June 11, 2005
Friday, June 10, 2005
Monday, June 06, 2005
nts
what happen to me?
I am no longer me...
dun ask me y?
read ur blog...
i know how much i have hurt u...
i have been thinking....
i know i still cannot put down my past.
this resulted me not being able to really trust ppl...
I am lost...
really lost...
i feels empty. I feel that i am not a human...
when i m helpless, the only way for me is to turn to GOD.
but not always...
deep inside my heart is battling.... years of years of battling...
pain...
although i know that death is a natural process....
but the pain will b always there....
for many years....
i am in this pain....
deep inside....
i shall end here...............................
I am no longer me...
dun ask me y?
read ur blog...
i know how much i have hurt u...
i have been thinking....
i know i still cannot put down my past.
this resulted me not being able to really trust ppl...
I am lost...
really lost...
i feels empty. I feel that i am not a human...
when i m helpless, the only way for me is to turn to GOD.
but not always...
deep inside my heart is battling.... years of years of battling...
pain...
although i know that death is a natural process....
but the pain will b always there....
for many years....
i am in this pain....
deep inside....
i shall end here...............................
Thursday, June 02, 2005
Nothing
How many sides of personality can a person have?
I dunno...
I personally have many sides.
But I am really lost, lost in a world of mine...
I can't really see the future...
But I know that no matter what i do, Hurt is always there...
have been pondering with this word called life...
again, life has many to learn from it.
God's love and guidance...
God that created my life....
hahahaz
sometimes I really wonder...
wat is the use for one to learn so much and at the end, still returns back to the earth...
I prayed everyday....
and wanted to know more about life....
One thing that i am very sure of is that , I still can't put down my past....
and i never trust people...
i dunno y...
but trust is the biggest thing that i am afraid of.... (not death)
How can I put down my past?
I dunno....
sometimes I really break down...
I am always emotional....
But ...
I dunno...
I personally have many sides.
But I am really lost, lost in a world of mine...
I can't really see the future...
But I know that no matter what i do, Hurt is always there...
have been pondering with this word called life...
again, life has many to learn from it.
God's love and guidance...
God that created my life....
hahahaz
sometimes I really wonder...
wat is the use for one to learn so much and at the end, still returns back to the earth...
I prayed everyday....
and wanted to know more about life....
One thing that i am very sure of is that , I still can't put down my past....
and i never trust people...
i dunno y...
but trust is the biggest thing that i am afraid of.... (not death)
How can I put down my past?
I dunno....
sometimes I really break down...
I am always emotional....
But ...
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